The Best You'll Never Have

Chapter 1

"Kim wake up your gonna be late for school"

I rolled out of bed & on to the floor. I layed there untill I heard my mom comming up the stars.

"Mom Im up"

I started getting dressed in my worn out jeans & old rock band shirt, no make-up & hair down in its natural waves. I hated dressing up. "Kim hurry" I heard my mom scream. So I ran down the stairs & out the door. I always walk to school cause I don't have a car & I hate taking the bus.

Once I got to school I looked over to see Paul looking at me & 3, 2, 1

"Wow Kim you must really have to try to look that bad"

I hate paul he is the biggest jerk ever, but there standing next to him is the cutest guy ever yes Im talking about Jared Miller. I've had a crush on Jared ever since I could remember.

"Paul thats not very nice you know she doesn't have to try, she's just naturaly that ugly"

I heard Jared say. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you Jared isn't the nicest guy to me. Ok he is just as big of a jerk as Paul, but it defintly hurts a lot worse when Jared says stuff to me because he very rarely does usually he ignores me. Paul on the other hand lives to torture me. They do it cause they love to see me cry but I only cry when Jared say things about me.

I could feel the tears starting to build up

"Aww Kim your not gonna cry are you" I seriously wish I could kill Paul.

"No she's not gonna cry she's just thinking of ways to kill you" And thats my best friend in the whole world Kayla. She is drop dead gorgeous, she is almost 6 feet tall, long beautiful legs, Long brown wavey hair, but dresses just like me. She is only part Quileute & so am I. And why am i her only friend you ask well she can be kinda bitchy to people.

"Hey Kayla thanks for that"

"No problem but seriously Kim you gotta stop letting Jared get to you, your the only person who would still like a guy after he was a total dick head"

"What are talking about Kayla every girl here likes Jared"

"Yeah but he's not a dick to them"

Ding Ding And thats the bell "well im gonna get to class see you later Kayla"

"Bye Love"

I was heading of to English & yes I have this class with Paul & Jared ugg I hate my life. This class was total HELL.

I was the last one to walk into class & i was late. Thankfully Jared & Paul sit on the other side of the class than me but today Paul was sitting right infront of where I sit & Jared was sitting in the seat next to me. What in the hell is this.

"Oh Kim how nice of you to join us, my teacher said to me while looking out at the class. We have new assign seats"

Oh thank god that was a close one

"But it looks like you'll be sitting in your same seat"

Oh SHIT

I started walking to my seat when Paul the dumb ass decides to trip me & I fall flat on my face & I can hear Jared laughing his ass off I was so close to crying but I didn't want to do it infront of them, so I got up & ran out of the class & into the bathroom.

I hate my life, i hate my life I kept saying to myself while trying to dry my eyes in the bathroom finially I decided I look decent enough so I walked out of the bathroom to see Paul standing out there he was holding his stomach & he looked like he was really sick.

"What do you want Paul"

"Mr. Deen made me come to see if you were ok, so are you ok"

"Yeah Paul Im fine not that you give a shit"

"Wow its someones time of the month"

I was so close to hitting him but all of a sudden Paul was kneeling down holding his eye & I looked up to see Kayla standing there holding her hand and having the biggest grin on her face.

"Uhh Paul honey I don't hear you saying anything now, whats wrong are you dumbfounded. Maybe you should just leave Kim alone & you won't end up with two shinners"

"You stupid bit" & that was all he got out before he was lying on the ground holding his area. And Kayla was laughing her ass off.

"Thanks Kayla but you should probly get to class before you get kicked out of school"

"Alright I'll see ya later, Bye Pauly"

And with that she was gone & I looked down to see Paul sweating really bad, I put my hand on his forhead & he was burning up like he should be in a hospital. He started shaking I was getting really worried.

"What happened to him" I looked up to see Jared looking almost the exact same way as Paul.

"I don't no, him & Kayla got into a fight but I think he was sick before that"

"Yeah well exuse me I think im gonna be sick"

I saw him running into the bathroom. Must be a stomach virus going around. I went into the girls bathroom to get a wet napkin. Once I got out I saw Jared kneeling down at Paul.

"I think I should take him home"

"Jared you look like crap"

"Yeah your the one to talk walking around here lookin like" & with that he threw up all over the floor. I felt tears starting to form in my eyes.

"Nice Jared & thats not what I meant I meant you look sick & I don't think you should be driving, do you want me to call anyone?"

"My Moms at work"

"Is there anyone else I can call"

"Yeah can you call Sam Uley"

Ugg I didn't like Sam & for some reason he started to hang out with Paul & Jared alot lately. I think he's into drugs or something, but my dad loves him & practically worships the ground he walks on. Talk about strange.

"uhh yeah I'll be right back"

I went to go call Sam great I wonder how this conversation will go, what do I say.

Jared gave me his number & I went to the pay phone & called Sam

"Hello" It was a woman

"Uhh hi is Sam there"

"Who may I ask is calling" she sounded concerned, yeah like I would be into Sam, I mean yeah he is totaly Hot & really muscler &

"Hello are you still there"

Oh right

"Uhh yeah this is Kim he doesn' really no me but I just need to talk to him"

"Well alright I'll go get him"

I wated for about a minute

"Hello" It was Sam he had such a deep voice it was kinda sexy, oh great Kim now you think Sam is sexy, no I just think his voice is sexy.

"Hello is anyone there"

"Oh hi Im Kim I was calling about Jared & Paul"

"Yes what about them & who are you" wow he sounded really worried

"I just no them from school they both got really sick & they wanted me to call you to come & get them"

"Tell them I will be right there" and the line went dead

yeah it was nice talking to you to. Yeah it had to be drugs he seems kinda anxious. I walked back to see Jared & Paul sitting in the hall way looking like they were just hit by a bus.

"Hey Jared I called Sam he's on his way"

"Ok you can go now" ugg why did I like this boy so much & yet I hated him at the same time

"What thats it no Thank you Kim that was really nice of you to take care of us & not let us lay here & die"

"Yeah you did such a nice job Im sorry that must have been really hard of you to have to pick up a phone & call someone. I'll be sure to give you some kind of award later" He said all sarcastic. I was so close to just kick him while he's down

"Yeah well its ok Jared I no how hard it is for you to be nice especially since no one really tought you what with your dad ditching & your mom never being around cause she doesn't really give a shit, not that I can blam her. I meen you are a total dick after all Im sure both your parents got fed up"

OMG where in the hell did that come from I have never said anything that mean especially not to Jared I feel like a bitch. And he just sat there staring at me & shaking like crazy like he was going to explode or something. I was actually getting scared.

"Look Jared Im sorry I didn't mean it I was just mad"

That didn't stop him from shaking, & all of a sudden I was being pushed out of the way by Sam.

"What in the hell are you doing"

"Protecting you, you need to stay away from him, Come on guys where leaving"

Okay this has to be the weirdest day ever. The Bell rang & Kayla came running after me.

"OMG what happened"

I told her the whole story & she was freaking out

"Kim that is amazing I can't believe you stood up for yourself like that Im so impressed"

"Yeah thanks"

The rest of the day went by pretty fast although it kinda sucke that I didn't have Jared to look at. i no Im pathetic but what can i say hes Hot.