"Lucas James Scott…" I sobbed, taken aback by the
beauty. At this very moment he reminded me of a hawk, his eyes didn't
miss any movement I made. If looks could kill, I'd be dead. "I don't know what to say…" I looked down at the tiny box,
velvet covering. From the corner of my eye I saw movement, and
glanced up. Lucas had stood up, back to me. "Lucas!" He
spun around. "Peyton!" His anger surprised me. In less
than a second, he was calm again. "You're supposed to say yes…
I thought you loved me, I thought we had true love, always…" His
face turned blood red. My eyes stung, and I knew what was
about to happen. I quickly covered my eyes, burying my face in my
hands. "You can't do this to me Peyton, not now. Not
ever…" Lucas's voice trailed off and I glimpsed through my
fingers. He was pacing around the room, and then stopped to look at
me. "Lucas, we're still very young… And I…" I
couldn't finish the sentence; there was no way to say it nicely. He quickly took the box out from my hands, and fell to his
knees. "No…" I whispered, but he was opening the box. "No!"
I shouted, pushing him out of my way. I ran to my stuff, and gathered
it up. "Peyton…" he cooed. Tears streamed down my face,
no stopping now. I turned quickly, fast enough to scare him.
He got close to me; I could feel his warm figure against mine, even
though I couldn't see it. My eyes remained shut, scared to open
them. I
could feel his large arms wrap around me, and his cold lips pierce my
forehead. His arms disappeared, and his warm figure gone like
the wind. I opened my eyes to see nobody in front of me, and his
stuff gone, how long had I had my eyes closed? Just then, I
heard the door creak open, and I whipped around to see the familiar
face of the man I loved. I smiled, tears still making there way down
my face. He didn't smile, which made me worry. Before I could say
anything, he opened his mouth, and the words I hated so very much
echoed in my head. "Peyton, people always leave…"
Peyton's
POV…
…way back then,
"I can't." I whispered, almost sobbing.
PRESENT
TIME.I counted the tiles on the ceiling for about the
hundredth time, when something caught my attention. The picture on
the wall, it was one of my unfinished drawings. Anger flowed through
my veins. It was black and white, like most of my pieces… It had
two people in the middle, pushing on a red broken heart. They were
trying to put it together, and even though they knew they didn't
have the strength to, they just kept trying, and never gave up.
What am I doing? I thought. I'm letting a drawing get to
me… I studied the art work for another minute before tearing it
off the wall. It fell silently to the floor, as if it was untouched.
I had to get out of the house, at least take a walk.
The breeze
tickled down my neck, back towards the sun. I walked down the street,
looking every which way for a face I might know… Some company
wouldn't hurt.
"Peyton!" Brooke ran out of her store and
rushed to my side.
"Oh. Hey." It had just occurred to me
that I walked by her store.
"What're you doing out here?"
Her voice lacked enthusiasm, was she ok?
"I decided to go for
a walk, had to get out of the house…"
"Come in! Please?"
I went in her store and followed her to the counter. It wasn't very
busy today, no wonder… The prices were hilarious, but I wouldn't
dare tell her. I saw a dark green dress hanging up on the wall, its
dark lace attached to the bottom. It was a strapless, which made it
all more appealing.
"That's amazing Brooke!" I stumbled
over towards the dress, my hand rubbed against the material which was
softer then anything I had ever touched.
"It's yours." I
spun around to face her.
"Brooke… I couldn't just… take
it, I'll pay for it. How much is it?" I grabbed the price tag; my
jaw couldn't help but fall open. It was almost four hundred
dollars.
"Peyton please… You're my best friend, and that's
what friends do. Just think of it as a gift from me to you." She
got it off the hanger and passed it to me. "Try it on." She
added.
The changing rooms were small, with pasty yellow wall
paper. I snickered at the bright blue carpeting. I hauled the dress
up and zippered the back. I turned around to face the mirror, the
dark green brought out how blonde I was. I had just recently started
straightening my hair, making it longer then usual. The strapless
dress even made my breasts look larger, which didn't bother me
any.
"Brooke this is amazing!" I repeated as I walked out. My
smile disappeared when I saw a man at the door. He had just walked
in, his eyes locked on me. My knee's shook and seemed as if they
were going to give out on me. My lips trembled as if I was going to
cry. My eyes watered and I knew I had to get out of there. Brooke's
face was stunned as she saw me go from beautiful to a train wreck.
All those years without talking to him, made me horrible. I felt
empty… I had gotten over it, and gone cold turkey. I tried to
forget all about him…
There standing in the door way, was no
other then Lucas James Scott.
