Behind these eyes are all the unshed tears all over you
Behind this smile is a frown that will never truly go away
Behind the mask is a face not entirely new.
a face that no one has ever seen me wear before
except at a time of great loss.
The face is a face of pain and sorrow from everything through the years
some caused by me
some caused by others.
i use the mask to hide what I'm truly feeling
so no one would worry or care.
When I smile all I really want to do is break down and cry
when I laugh I want to scream bloody murder
when I say I love you...I mean it with every fiber of my being
but those 3 words
those 4 syllables
have caused more pain than anyone will ever know
and all that pain and sorrow is hidden away
so no one will ever see it