This is not a new story; I think this is going to be a one shot. But I do think that it's possible to use this chapter as start of a story.

Disclaimer: I don't own South of Nowhere or any of the characters that are mentioned, I also don't own the song, Empty Room this song is performed by Sanna Nielsen.

I would recommend you to listen to this song as you read this story.

Empty room

I have been sitting here in my room and I can't say what I have been thinking about so much has happened since that day.

In front of is this picture of me and you, I can't look at anything else; I still can't believe that it happened.

I needed you so much and you just disappeared and then you came back and disappeared once again I can't take it anymore.

You are everywhere and I do mean that.

Sitting here alone with my memories
Staring at a picture of you and me
They say I look fine but if walls could talk
They'd tell you all about how much I break apart
I think we were right but we did it wrong
Ever since you left me I just can't go on
No, I can't even read the news today
'Cause everything reminds me of yesterday

You have been gone for a long time, I have tried so much. In the papers you are everywhere and I mean everywhere.

My family what is left of them says that I look okay but the truth is in the walls, they are the only ones that knows what I really feel and it would be sad if they could talk.

I still can't move on from you.

You left me just like that, like I didn't mean anything to you.

News, papers, everything reminds me of what happened yesterday.

Empty room
Empty heart
since you've been gone
I must move on
Empty room

My room is empty since you left me.

That is not the worst part of it all the worst part is that my heart if empty.

Then there is the fact that I have to move on, which is something that I can't do.

That is something that I want to blame on you but I can't.

I wish that it was possible but it isn't.

My heart is as empty as the room that I'm sitting in and that is saying much.

I never realized it could make me cry
To hear the children laugh and play outside
A walk in the park, shouldn't be that bad
But everything without you seems to make me sad
I thought we were good, we were meant to be
The way it turned out is still a mystery
No, I can't even read the news today
Reminds me of yesterday

Whatever I read or see it reminds me of yesterday. I still can't believe the way it all turned out and I want to understand but that is something that I can't do I just wish that you could tell me why this happened.

I spend days without you and even though I do that, it makes me sad because you weren't there with me.

I should be able to go for a walk but I can't because it all reminds me of yesterday and of you.

I can tell you that I thought everything was, that we were good but I guess I was wrong.

That is something that I can't believe.

I even thought that we were meant to last, that was what they all told us but they were wrong and so was I.

Empty room
Empty heart
since you've been gone
I must move on
Empty space
Lonely days
my life goes on
Just like the moon

Like I have told you before everything seems so empty when you are gone.

I know that I should move on, that is something that I must do but I can't everything I do is somehow connected to you.

My days are as lonely as lonely as my life feels without you here.

But at the same time my life goes on. Just like the moon and sun, my life must go on.

And to sail across the sky alone
Forever trying to find its home
I can't believe I have to say
I don't know where you are today

I have been trying to find my home again, but that is something that I can't do. I have been going from east to west from north to south. I want to find my home.

That is something that I want to do but I can't.

I have searched for you and today I can't find you.

I don't know where you are today and that hurst just as much as knowing where you are.

Why does it feel like that, please I'm asking you to let me know why.

Empty room
Empty heart
since you've been gone
I must move on
Empty space
Lonely days
my life goes on
Just like the moon
Empty room
Empty room

Everything is empty and I don't know why that is.

And it has been that way ever since you have been gone.

But my life still goes on and I don't know how it can do that.

When all I can think about is you and how it all reminds me of yesterday.

You just left me; just like that, when I needed you the most, I lost more than I thought was possible that night.

I didn't just lose you but I lost someone else I loved as much as I loved you.

I still love you.

But at the same time I hate you.

Your face is in the papers and there are telling me that you are okay but it all reminds me of yesterday.

Why? Is a great question and the truth is that you remind me of us, and my brother.

Ashley, you just left me. You are everywhere.

And I'm here alone and I'm not fine.

I'm alone in an empty room with an empty heart.

A heart that became empty when you left.

I, Spencer Carlin, is left completely empty and that is because you left me.

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I'm not sure on if I'm going to continue this and if I do I don't know where I would be taking this.

I just love the lyrics to this song and I like the song too.

And besides that I thought that it on some level captured something that Spencer could be feeling after all that happened during prom.

I would love to get to know what you think about this story.