Title:: A Betrayal of the Heart
Author:: DancingSilverWolf
Disclaimer:: I, in no way shape or form, own InuYasha and Co. If I did… well things may have been done a touch differently. Also on a side note, I do not own the rights to the song Spring Nicht, it is merely a fantastic song by my favorite band.
Rating: M; Violence, Attempted Suicide, language, implied sexuality, mentions of nudity, foul language
Summary:: A/U. Due to Miroku's betrayal, Sango grows depressed, tries to kill herself, but ends up finding love in the arms of a young teacher at her arts school. This story is a redo of another one of mine from a while back. Better than it sounds.
A/N:: Okay, so it's been a loooong time since I last wrote a story on ff, and I feel bad about it. With the re-write of this story I figured that I would work more on my other stories. ^^ So look forward to more on this story and some of my other uncompleted works. Now sit back and enjoy. =3
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Chapter One: Spring Nicht
Shock. That was what Sango was feeling right now, really, it was simple as that. The sight in front of her was one she simply couldn't believe was she was so obviously seeing with her own deep brown eyes. Miroku had always been something of a flirt… or actually a down right perverted but to go so far as too sleep with another girl? Miroku was calmly sitting on the edge of the bed as he spoke apathetically to her. Her fingers were turning white as she gripped the edge of Miroku's dorm room's doorway. "I apologize that you had to find out this way. But regardless of the fact, we are over. Ever since the incident you've changed, you are boring now, what we had is no longer the same. What we had is boring now, it's dead, you're holding on to vanishing threads. I have grown tired of you, of this; my feelings for you have died. I have fallen for Koharu, she's much livelier and much more interesting. Now, I think you should go."
Each word was like a knife into her heart, she couldn't understand why. He'd been her support for many years now, her truest love. He'd been the one who'd pestered her for months into 'just one date'. And now it had come to this? His voice was cold, his purple eyes cruel and harsh. Tears welled up in her eyes and she turned and fled from the room, out into the cold, dark night. Snow swirled around the bleary eyed girl as she ran across campus hardly paying any attention to where she was going. She'd just lost her rock, the last thing keeping her grounded to reality, easing her pain. Pausing on the campus, her eyes flitted around unsurly as she searched for something. What? She had no idea. Just that she'd know when she saw it.
Then her eyes landed on the dance hall, the biggest building on the colleges campus was the Dance student's dance hall. It stood tall and was one of the few that had an accessible roof. Entering the empty and silent building, she walked up the steps her mind blank and still in a state of shock as she approached the third story where the stairs let out on to the roof. Standing there tears streamed down her cheeks, black streaks forming from the make up she'd worn tonight for going to see him. She leaned against the balcony her eyes gazing out at all the lights on campus from some late night courses and from people's dorm rooms. There was barely any one out and about at this time, not surprisingly, with the snow that was swirling down.
Leaning out against the balcony she let out a scream, a cry of pure sorrow and agony. The snow fluttered down melting on her cheeks freezing them as the tears continued to flow without showing any signs of stopping. This was pure agony for her, the feeling of right now, at this moment, feeling more alone that she had her entire life. Everything was falling apart around her, her grip on sanity felt loose to her at best. Letting out another anguished sound.
It was too calm out here on the roof in the night, too god damned calm, the air was still and snow softly feel without a care in the world. Her sobs increased in the silent night as she ran her hands through her hair, yanking out the ties that held it up. The locks tumbling down about her face and down to her shoulders. She knelt, crying out her pain over and over again, into the endless silence of the night. As she sat out here in the snow, crying, she rapidly lost her ability to feel the cold, her body going numb with sorrow, loneliness and pain. All the memories of happiness she and the man she loved so desperately had shared seemed so false now and they were shattered beyond belief. What had been real and what had been fake? When had things begun to fall apart? Why had she never noticed?
Staring down at the snow covered ground below her, she moved and stood on the railing, arms spread out, attempting to feel the snow as it feel on her arms, but her body remaining numb to the cold. Shutting her eyes she wondered what it would feel like to feel blissful and rested, floating in endless silence. Turning, she allowed herself to begin falling backwards, she felt her self fall until an arm wrapped itself about her waist and yanked her back. Collapsing on the roof on top of a warm body, she inhaled the scent of smoke. "What in the hell was that about? Are you an absolute idiot?!"
To be continued…
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A/N:: Well there it is, it gets better I promise!! Just drop me a review and let me know what you think!! The next chapter should be up shortly! I am off to go see the third Death Note Movie. =3 Look forward to seeing you in the next chapter.