a/n Alrighty then, if your reading this *gives you a cookie* not many people read the authors note, gratz on bieing one of few. And now, Thank-you for even opening this I hope you like it so far, its a W.I.P so... sorry in advance for an epic fail you find oh and By the way
if you could review this and tell me if you liked it or thougt it was *insert something in here* that would be awesome and I would give you a *taunts you with a cookie* o.o no cookie for you? *Holds up some pocky* this maybe? o.o no?! *wafts the smell of sweet sweet ramen towards you* DX omg no Ramen? *dies*
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DISCLAIMER: Slash, Ie: boy love (well hints) These characters are not mine, the belong to dear Masashi Kishimoto (who rox my sox) SasuXNaru, NaruXHinata SasuXlots of chicks :P
"A flower for my love"- XxSelfishPleasuresxX-
The crickets sang a slow lullaby as the wind rustled tirelessly, It was about this time that Naruto awoke from a dream. His hands shot up in the air and his eyes blinked rapidly, trying to focus on the ceiling. Sweat dribbled across his brow and his fists clenched so tightly his fingernails dug into his palms. Naruto groaned and rolled over. He was used to this , ever since Sasuke came back. Naruto sat up slowly, cautiously. As to not wake Hinata up, a glass of stale water sat on a chair beside his bed, Naruto reached for it but his fingers clumsily pushed it to the floor, the glass shattered and startled Hinata awake.
"Naruto?" Hinata yawned, her gray eyes barely open and her soft pert lips forming his name perfectly.
"Uh... sorry I dropped a glass" Naruto whispered. He swung his feet over the edge of the bed carefully and hopped over the broken glass.
"You Ok?" Hinata asked rolling over onto her stomach to watch Naruto carefully pick up the glass.
"Yes...I'm fine" Naruto bit his lip, and threw the bits of glass into a trash under the chair.
He stood, staring at the woman in his bed, her long back hair flowing across her back and the sheets, her breasts being subtly squished onto her pillow.... Naruto frowned... he felt nothing for her, his heart was a big cold stone rotting away in a cellar locked up forever... how could something so normal.... feel so wrong?
You don't love her
Yes I do....
If you loved her this would be perfect...
How would you know?
Kyuubi knows everything...my child.
No...no you don't.
Naruto sat down on the edge of the bed, his elbow's perched on his knee's and chin in his hands, the way an old man would while pondering his next move that might win the game of go. But Naruto wasn't thinking about go... or old men, or winning for that matter, the only thing running across his mind was Sasuke.
"Naruto? Whats wrong?" Hinata asked. She yawned and ran her hand across Naruto's thin back. No matter how hard he had tried he could never get buff, his frame was as lean and thin as it had been when Sasuke had left him... yet Sasuke seemed to have changed so much.
"No... I mean.. nothing is wrong Hinata … I'm fine. "Naruto's fists clenched again as he realized he was lying to her.
"I-I have to go Hinata..." Naruto whispered, looking out the small window, the moon was shining brightly, and he could almost see this supposed man on the moon.
"Eh? But this is your house.... Naruto... whats wrong? " Hinata asked sitting up and leaning over Naruto and pressing her breasts against his back. She shivered slightly.
Naruto's hair on the back of his neck stood up, his teeth clamped on each other , his eyes glazed and he stood letting Hinata slide to the bed. He didn't want to lie anymore... but he couldn't leave her.
"Naruto?! Tell me whats wrong! You think I don't know when something is bothering you? " Hinata gasped, she pulled the covers around her and inched to the edge of the bed. Standing up Hinata scowled. Her anger welled up bubbling silently her eyes narrowed to a mere squint and her hands that held the blanket around her clenched, every muscle in her body tightened as she stood there watching Naruto gaze out the window.
"I will leave, "Hinata's body loosened and tears dribbled down her cheeks her hands barely held onto the blanket "Just know … I Love you " she whispered and in a poof, she to was apart of the night that never seemed to be there, apart that was always there, and yet nowhere......
Why did you do that?
I don't know Kyuubi...
I know.... Its because you love h-
Shut up! You know how annoying this is?? every time I need some alone time, its always because I love him!! …. I... I... I just need time to think...
Naruto flopped backwards onto his bed, he stretched his arms out and stared at the ceiling, he found the mark Sasuke had left when he got back... when Naruto had denied him... when he had lied the worst.
"Sasuke...." Naruto whispered the name slowly, sensually, …..perfectly. He smiled and brought a finger to his lips kissing it he laid his finger on the locket where a small picture of Sasuke hid from everyone, even Hinata. It is a possibility that Naruto could have laid there holding the locket for forever, even forever AFTER … but as things happen, he didn't. Naruto rolled over his feet dangling off the edge of his queen sized bed a sad smile playing on his lips his locket safely tucked into his shirt, Naruto laid there and for the 3 millionth time went over what he would say to Sasuke... if he ever had a chance again.....
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Sasuke rolled over, his head throbbing in pain, he frowned trying to remember where he was... He stood quickly readying for the attack. But no attack came.
"Orochimaru? " Sasuke said wobbling forward.
His piercing eyes took note of his surroundings, Lavish carpets, beautiful paintings , expensive furniture...
No... no Orochimaru... no attacks, no pain...no lies.... Sasuke collapsed, his lucky night was over, women lay around his floor like spilled rice, his face screwed tightly and his fingers stretched out and in again, Last nights escapade ran clearly through his mind now, his actions wrought vile spasms of his stomach as his body sought to rid itself of the disdainful liquor he had consumed last night and part of the morning. Sasuke pulled a robe on after praying to the porcelain god, he stood with his hands on his hips and sighed a long dreary sigh....
Time to wake up the trash....
Sasuke flipped his light on and banged a metal pot with an equally metal spoon. The mass of bodies began to stir And move as if being brought back to life, slowly the rose each searching a pile of clothes on the floor for their own belongings, they knew the drill, When Master Uchiha rang the bell, they left, no complain, no eye contact... no talking.
Sasuke left the room regally his posture straight, his vision straight, his eyes straight forward... but his smile wasn't... straight... in fact it was more of a frown... maybe he needed more than this kind of fulfillment, maybe it was worth a shot to try again? Sasuke pasted on a fake smile as he heard a butler round a corner.
"Good morning sir " the man said, with a small bow.
Sasuke bowed back but refused to say anything... he knew this wouldn't hold much longer....
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a/n anywho, those of you whom have read any of my other stories may be wondering wth(Why the heck) I quit them... all of them... its because.... I didnt like them, I thought they were stupid and unfit to be read, gomen, sorry I dont like them T.T anyways... I hope this one is different.... I hope you like this one, and please please review it even if you hated it.