Regrets Collect Like Old Friends, Here to Relive Your Darkest Moments
Chapter 1: Worst Day of My Life
Alice's POV
Flashback
"Oh Jazz, she's perfect," I said, holding my precious angel. She was adorable and she was perfect.
"Just like her mother," he said as he kissed both mine and her forehead. I was so glad Carlisle found that potion to make us human (A/N: NOT CONNECTED TO MY STORY "GLAD YOU CAME"). Jazz ended up getting me pregnant and now we have a beautiful daughter. "She's a spitting image of you, Ali Cat"
"Except for the eyes, she has your eyes." Those amazing ice blue eyes.
"But other than that, she's just like you." I looked down at my baby and then it dawned on me. My smile turned into a frown. "Ali, what's wrong?" But I didn't answer, a single tear escaped from my eye. I closed my eyes and felt him wipe the tear away. "Alice, what's wrong?"
"I don't want to give her up," I sniffed. He pulled me closer but was careful not to squish her.
"I know, darlin', but she can't grow up around us."
"It's not like we would ever dream of hurting her."
"I know, but if we raise her, she will figure out that we don't age. And then the volturi will be on us." I gave another sniff. He pulled away and put our baby back in her crib. He sat on my hospital bed and pulled me into a tight embrace. He whispered soothing words in my ear and rubbed my back. "I love you, Alice."
"I love you, too, Jasper." I pulled away and wiped the remaining tears from my face.
"Besides, we still need to name her." I smiled.
"I was thinking about that and how about Juliana Elizabeth"
"It's Perfect." A few days later, the adoptive parents showed up.
"So you want this to be a closed adoption?" Karen, the adopter said. I sniffed. Jasper grabbed my hand then gave it a reassuring squeze.
"Yes."
"Alright. It was a pleasure to meet you two." She shook our hands.
"We promise, Juliana will be raised like our own," Bryan said. They picked up my daughter and left. As soon as they left, I broke down into tears. Jasper just held me, and that was all I needed.
"Alice," I heard a voice behind me say. I looked over to see Jasper.
"Yeah."
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, i'm fine."
"Don't lie to me." He sat down next to me.
"I was thinking about her."
"Ali," he sighed.
"What if we treid."
"Even if we did find her, how are we supposed to explain that we're her parents?"
"All I want to do is see her. Just to see what she looks like."
"So do I. Believe me, but I just don't think it's a good idea."
"Why not?" I snapped. I look of hurt crossed his face. I leaned into his shoulder and said "I'm sorry."
"It's alright, you caught me off guard," he said, pulling me onto his lap. I looked back up to him, into those ice blue eyes and smiled. He gave me a feather light kiss on the lips and said, "I guess we can if it'll make you feel better." I smiled even more and kissed him passionately.
"I love you, Jazz."
"I love you, too, Ali-cat."
**OKAY SO I HAVE BEEN DYING TO START THIS STORY AND THE SUSPENSE WAS KILLING. ALSO I KNOW THERE WERE ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO LIKED WILL I AND IT PAINS ME TO DO THIS BUT I'M AM TAKING IT OFF FANFICTION AND PUTTING IT ON MY PERSONAL SHELF. I'M SORRY, IF IT DOESN'T WORK OUT ON MY PERSONAL SHELF THEN I WILL PUT IT BACK ON AND PM ALL OF YOU WHO REVIEWED AND FOLLWED AND LIKED THE STORY. REVIEW THIS STORY PLEASE AND THANK YOUS**