I had this typed up for awhile now. I didn't want to post it, but then i decided what the hell!. This might end up being Jagan, still thinking about it. So i hope you guys like, review and ya the whole enchilada...

Quiet sobs are muffled by the door of the bathroom. It's silent throughout the house and it's the middle of the night which means everyone is sleeping. Or at least some of them. Logan has his back against the bathtub. Sitting on the cold tile of the floor. He looks down but every time he does his tears just increase. He rubs his belly slowly, holding back sobs but failing as he remembers what caused the reason he's crying for…

Two boys stumble into the dark bedroom, their arms wrapped around each other as they kiss. A hand reaches over to switch the light on while never removing his lips from the boy. Suddenly they find themselves rolling around in the bed, tearing at each others clothes, as they gain friction that is requested by their hardened members.

" K-Kendall" moans Logan, as the blonde slowly pushes in. They pant against each other, hips pressed tightly together. Logan wiggles his hips signaling the blonde to begin. He pulls out leaving the tip at the entrance before plummeting in, making Logan's hips buck up as he they both let out loud moans. He thrusts in harder as the withering brunette requests.

Their words are slurred, due to the fact that they just came from a party totally hammered. They had both had a pretty good night, until Kendall's girlfriend decided she was leaving because she was so convinced Kendall was eyeing another girl at the party. Leaving him pissed and in need of some sort of action, anything really.

Logan being the type to not really party, found himself looking around at all the drunken teens, feeling out of place. He felt a tap at his shoulder and he smiled as his best friend stood there holding a bottle of vodka. At first Logan wasn't sure, but after a beg and a pout followed by the famous Knight puppy dog eyes, Logan gave in and joined Kendall.

They were soon pretty drunk. Kendall began noticing Logan, and right now he was looking good. The blonde had a sudden craving for the bookworm, even though he wasn't gay. Logan didn't know what to think about when Kendall crashed their lips together in a sloppy drunken kiss. He thought maybe he likes guys, or just this one. But he didn't put much thought to it. So he kissed back.

Then one kiss led to a heavy make out that had them stumbling back to the apartment latching onto each other for dear life so they could get to the bedroom and release that sexual tension between them. Kendall thrust one last time before screaming Logan's name in a loud moan. Logan groaned as he came all over the blonde's chest and stomach.

And then they fell asleep wrapped up in each others arms. The next morning was probably one of the worst, two reasons: one massive hangover, and two the guys were naked in Logan's bed. The events replayed in their heads. Neither of them said anything as they parted ways to begin a day full of awkward, and huge headaches.

The boys didn't say a word to each other for the next days. Kendall spending all the time he could with Jo to avoid Logan. Logan spent the whole week throwing up. He didn't know what was wrong with him. At first he passed it off as the stomach bug. But then he began getting dizzy and was throwing up almost every morning.

After awhile the throwing up has stopped, and Logan was glad. Things with him and Kendall were somewhat clearing up. It almost seemed as if everything was getting back to normal. Kendall seemed to feel more comfortable around the brunette. Which made him feel relieved because he had missed his friend. It was the end of the dreadful and awkward month and everything was back to normal.

During the first few days of the new month, Logan began having morning sickness again. It became worse and worse everyday. At rehearsal Gustavo practically ripped his head off as he constantly was messing up the song by feeling nauseous. Logan knew that there was something seriously wrong with him, so he made an appointment to be checked out.

The day he stepped foot into that clinic, was the day he wished his heart would have stopped beating. He couldn't accept the fact that what he thought was something simple as the flu, turned out to be something bigger. He couldn't wrap his head around the fact that he was a month and three weeks pregnant. He just couldn't accept the fact that he was pregnant with the child of his best STRAIGHT friend.

That day he locked himself in his room, and cried for hours. He cried because he was never supposed to pregnant. He cried because he was a boy, because everyone would hate him but especially because Kendall would be disgusted and would hate him forever. This wasn't possible. He couldn't have a baby. He was male for crying out loud!.

Or so he thought. Turns out he is a hermaphrodite. He know for sure knew that his friends would hate him. He was a freak, he belonged in the circus. No one would ever love him. He would be left to fend for himself and his bastard child. It was obviously too late in the game to even consider an abortion. And even if it were still early. Logan would never find it in him to take a child's life away, let alone his own.

The day he told them about his situation is the day that he wished would have never happened. No one believed him at all at first. But then he showed them the medical files indicating that he was indeed pregnant. Mrs. Knight was left speechless. James was taken back completely. Carlos beamed and said,

" No wonder you make a pretty cute girl". making him blush before stammering something about finding his helmet, which in fact was placed over his head.

When they asked who the father was. Logan could only look to the ground. When he looked back up they noticed he had tears slowly rolling down his eyes. Shortly followed by a " I'm sorry Kendall". that was the cherry on top of everything. Kendall couldn't look at him, so he did something that might be considered coward like. He ran from the apartment.

Leaving everyone in complete shock. If it indeed wouldn't have been Kendall's child he would have never run away looking, disgusted, horrified, guilty. Mrs. Knight didn't say a word that whole day. She locked herself in her room, never coming out not even to cook. James and Carlos comforted a broken Logan the whole day.

Carlos brightening up his day by saying sweet things like, " I can be the daddy, or I can be it's big brother". that made Logan somewhat happy. Carlos was really sweet but he was too clueless at the moment, and too engrossed at the fact that he was going to be an uncle, to understand the gravity of the situation. James was angry with Kendall, sad for Logan. Worried for him, feeling the need to rip Kendall's head off, feeling like he had to step up and be there for Logan and his baby.

Kendall walked and walked for hours. He couldn't be the father to Logan's baby. It's impossible. He was with Jo and happy too. He can't picture him and Logan with a child in front of a small yellow house, with a white picket fence. That thought was saved for Jo. He wasn't gay. He couldn't marry Logan, or be a father. He want's a nice wedding with Jo in a beautiful white wedding gown walking down the aisle looking stunningly breath taking.

Not two men in tuxedo's, holding hands as the priest weds them. Now Kendall has nothing against gay people, but he can't picture himself being with a man for the rest of his life. He wasn't attracted to boys. He was straight as a ruler. He liked boobs not Pecs. Nice curves not a slim body. A vagina not a penis. Logan was his friend. Nothing more, nothing less.

He didn't even know if Logan was gay. He felt like an asshole right now for just storming out of there. He felt horrible for leaving Logan broken with what could possibly be his child. No it can't and it's not. There is no way in hell that Kendall got Logan pregnant. So he did what any other coward would do, he denied, denied, denied until the moon don't shine…

Logan cried every night every day. Wishing he could turn time back to refuse going to that party that lead to this. But right now he was no longer crying because of Kendall. He was crying because he thought that he just couldn't make it. That he would not be able to bring a child into this world and be the only one to watch after it. But Logan was not a coward like Kendall. He wouldn't leave his baby. He would stick with it forever, even if it meant never acknowledging Kendall ever again.

So as Logan makes his way back to bed, he rubs his stomach softly. Smiling as he knows that maybe in the darkness he's lost in there is light. He just has to find it and make his way out.

" It's you and me against the world kiddo…