So, I wrote a story. . It's definitely not…the best. But I wanted to write a demiku again, because I miss it. And…well, I don't know… I mean, I wish it was better. But it's never going to be… So here you go, and I hope you like it…

Disclaimer: I don't own anything.

Warnings: AU, shonen-ai, OOCness… y'know, the usual…minus anyone dying.

Summary: It's never easy to tell someone you like them. Especially if they already have a boyfriend…

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So, I like this guy, right? He's really pretty. He's got dirty blonde hair and bluish-green eyes…and he's one of the most popular guys in school. He participates in all kinds of sports AND he's in band. He's really smart, too. Me? I have silver hair, aqua eyes, and I'm in half of his classes. I even have lunch with him. I like music (it's my religion) and I absolutely love anime.

I tell my best friend (Naminé) everything. When I told her I like someone, she was so happy and proud of me! Then she got upset because I didn't really plan on doing anything about it. One day after school, though, she came up to me and told me that Demyx (the guy I like) had a boyfriend (Axel). She said she was sorry I wouldn't be able to go out with him. I told her it was no biggie.

She was at my house one day. She had to stay the night, because her parents were out of town and didn't want her home by herself. She was playing DDR and I was making cookies (not a word about being gay). The song ended and she walked in and ate some cookie dough. And she said,

"Y'know Ri-ku, just because you can't go out with him doesn't mean you can't at least tell him you like him."

I stared at her like she had grown an extra head. Or an extra boob (hehe). But I figured she had a point, and it wouldn't be so bad to tell him. So I figured I would. I've been trying to tell him all week. Sadly, it hasn't worked. I've got some advice for anyone who really, really likes someone.

1.) When you like someone, tell them (Thank Naminé).

2.) If you would like to go out with said object of affection, make sure he doesn't already have a boyfriend:(

3.) It would also really help if the object of affection knew you existed.

I suppose it's my fault. I had chosen to be unpopular, which in turn made me practically invisible. So, I guess that's my fault? But I've been approaching him a lot. I try during class, too! I know his friends can't pull him away in class. It seems like I really am invisible, though, because he doesn't look at me when I say his name.

I haven't tried to tell him since around two or three days ago. I told him after school that day, and his friends dumped mud and milk and food on me. I didn't cry then. I just started to go home. I didn't even hear him yelling at Sora, Roxas, Axel and Zexion. I think he was laughing with them. So I went home, and Naminé was there. She didn't even hesitate when she saw me. She gave me a hug, not caring that I was covered in sludge, and I started crying. I stopped after about a half-hour. We both took showers (separately) and we just sat. She told me she was sorry for telling me to tell him. I told her it was no big deal. She was just doing what she thought would make me happy.

It's just that, for me, it's always been easier to fade into the background and become one with the music.

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Riiight, so there it is. Man, I wish it could be better. It makes me feel like I let people down…'specially ChibiFrubaGirl… Oh man, I'm so sorry… But review, anyway… It'll make me feel better about myself…

-''Rissa