This story is set time few weeks after Caleb get back from Ravenswood. Shana was the real A so no more "A" drama.
woke up with a big headache. It took me a minute to figure out where I was. I looked around Spencer's house. After last night this place looked awful. There was garbage everywhere. I lied in the couch with Caleb but in the room was more people. I saw Spencer and 3 other girls from school sleeping on the floor. I looked at my phone. 1 PM. Just great. And then I reminded myself some stuff about last night. Spencer's parent where out of town and they agreed for a small party. But it wasn't a small party. First, There was just me and the girls, Caleb, Ezra, Toby and Paige. I didn't know how this turned out to all this mess. Caleb and I hadn't been drinking for two weeks since our agreement but I guessed that we both brake our promises last night. I was about to wake Caleb but suddenly I felt sick. I ran to a bathroom and threw up. I knew my mom was going to kill me. I promised her I'll be careful with alcohol. And I was that drunk that I was sick 12 hours later.
"Hanna?" I heard Caleb. Just the sound of his voice made me sure that he wasn't feeling very well either. "What are you doing?"
"Nothing. I guess I'm still a little drunk after yesterday night but I feel ok now." It wasn't completely truth. I wasn't feeling sick anymore but I felt like my head was going to exploded " Why didn't you stop me? Why didn't you stop yourself? We weren't supposed to drink too much!"
"To be honest, I can't really remember last night very much" he said with a guilty face. "I'm sorry. I should be more careful" I knew he meant what he said.
"That's okay. To be fair.. I don't remember last night either. So who knows? Maybe I was the one who broke our agreement?" I said. I knew he was mad at himself and I didn't want to make him feel guilty.
"Maybe I don't remember much from last night but I remember that you looked pretty hot. And you still do" He smiled at me
"Yeah, because there's nothing that make boy more turn on than a girl wearing two-days-fresh clothes who just throw up" I giggled.
"I'm not like any other guy. You don't know what turns me on" He pulled me closer to him.
"Actually I do" I whispered when our mouths where really close to each other. Finally I felt his soft lips on mine and I just forgot about everything else. I didn't care he tasted like whisky and beer and that I didn't brush my teeth. It was just us in this moment.
"Who's in there?" I heard in the moment when Caleb took off my shirt.
"Just ignore it" Caleb whispered to my ear and then he got back to kissing my neck.
"Hello? Open the door" I recognized Emily's voice and I knew that she won't let go. I sighed.
"Let's go. She'll be knocking until we leave" Caleb sighed too but he gave me my shirt that somehow ended up at the other corner in the bathroom. I tried to fix my hair but it was impossible without a brush so I just let it go. I grabbed Caleb's hand and we left the bathroom.
"Finally. What you were doing in there?" Emily asked but after she saw my hair and blush on my face she didn't need any other explanation " You guys are disgusting"
"Yeah, like you and Paige are only swimming together" Caleb laughed when she made her blush.
"I meant that there's like ten guest rooms but only two bathroom. I need to pee"
"Fine. Let's just go" I said to Caleb and we went upstairs. We walked in to the first unlocked room.
"It's almost 2 PM. And I have 12 missed calls from my mom" I sighed when I looked at my phone. "We have to go"
"Wait. You're mom is already pissed off. It won't get worst if we be late 20 more minutes" He said and kissed me. I was not going to argue with it.
Monday morning reminded me about Saturday party when I had to throw up again. I was mad at myself for losing control and I thought that puking was a good punishment. I deserved it. After Caleb returned to school it wasn't all bad but today was one of this days when just nothing can make you feel better. I was tired and sick and i just wanted go home. When I was going for a lunch I just felt how hungry I was all this time. It had sense. I hadn't eat anything since yesterday's dinner so I ordered more than usual. Actually more than ever. I sat in the table with girls and Caleb.
"Are you really going to eat all of that?" Emily asked. I knew that all of them where shocked. After my problems with bulimia I always was eating healthy but I still was careful to not eat to much but today I really didn't care.
"Yes, I'm hungry." I said. They all recognized that I was in a bad mood so they quit questioning me.
"Are anyone remember anything about Saturday night?" Caleb changed the subject.
"I really don't. I don't even know the half of people who where in my house" Spencer was always the responsible one and if even she didn't know what happened … we had to deal with the fact that we'll never know what exactly happened.
"Oh, just forget it" I didn't want to hear about this stupid party anymore "We just get drunk. End of the story" I said quickly and grabbed my burger. I was about to bite it when I smelt it. It smelled horrible. That horrible that I immediately lost my appetite. "It's not fresh. Gross"
"No, it's not" Caleb said and bite him. "It's a normal burger." I couldn't believe that he actually ate it.
"Well, not for me"
"You're acting weird since this party'" Emily noticed "Are you alright?"
"Yeah, I am. I just had to drink too much. I'm feeling sick since Saturday. Or maybe it's something that I ate. Anyway, It'll be okay soon" Or at least I hoped so. "I think I'm gonna ditch the rest of class. I need a nap"
"Are you want me to come with you?" Caleb looked worried.
"No, it's fine. I'll call you later." I gave him a quick kiss and walked away.
I had this feeling since Sunday. First, I thought that it was just impossible. But deep in my mind I knew that it could happened. Anyway, I was still deny it. But today's lunch was really weird. To weird. And it had only one explanation. And even if I prayed for it to not be true I needed to check it. Alone. And now I was sitting in my bathroom with a pregnancy test in my hand and I couldn't make myself to look at it. 3 minutes passed a while ago but I was paralyzed. Even though I knew I had to. I had to be sure. So I took a deep breath and I looked at it. Positive.
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