Scared for the Answers
A SasuNaru Story
I ran into Sasuke tonight. He said something I thought he'd never say. He said he loved me. Me! I at first thought it was a joke, but then he kissed me. He held me close. He held me with a tight grip, but I got away.
"Sasuke! What the hell are you doing!?" I yelled at him.
"I'm showing you how much I love you Naruto", he said.
"WHAT!? You can't fall in love with me! We're both guys! And I'm in love with Sakura, not you! I could never love you!"
"Naruto... I'm s-s-sorry. Just f-forget I said an-anything..." He ran off, sobbing. I thought about what he said, thinking I should go find him and tell him the truth, but I just walked home. I couldn't tell him, I just couldn't.
I got in bed and tried to sleep, but sleep just wouldn't come. I was still thinking about what Sasuke said. 'Naruto. I'm think I'm in love with you.' I loved him too, but I couldn't build up enough courage to tell him. And after what happend, he most likely hated me. If I told him the truth, I bet he would say, 'I don't want someone who will brake my heart. Someone who doesn't feel the same, or thinks of love as a joke.' But what if he still feels the same? I want him. I want to touch his skin. I want to sleep next to him every night. I want hear his sweet voice. I want him to feel the same way. I had to tell him!
I got up, got my cloths on, and started walking to his house. What will he say? Will he be mad for not telling him before? Will he hate me? Will he still love me? As I asked myself these questions, my heart began to beat faster. I was scared for the answers. When I got to his house, I couldn't build up the courage to knock on the door. But I had to do it. I had to know the answers. I knocked on the door.
*knock-knock*
"Who's there?" I heard him say.
I didn't answer.
"Who's there?" he said again.
"I-it's me, N-Naruto" I stamperd
He opened the door and glared at me with sad eyes.
"What do you want Dobe?"
"Sasuke....."
"What do you want?" he asked again.
"Sasuke.. I want you!" I exclaimed as I tossed myself into him.
"I want to sleep with you at night, holding me close, keeping me safe in your arms! I want to bury myself in you, feeling your soft, smooth skin. I want to-
He put his hand on my mouth.
"I told you to forget I said anything! And I thought you loved Sakura... I thought we couldn't be together because we're both guys... I thought... you could never... love me..." He started to cry.
"Sasuke, I told you that because I was shocked that you loved me. I never thought you would love a person like me. None of what I said back there was true. I love you Sasuke! More then anything!"
We looked into each others eyes. His beautiful black eyes danced with color in the moonlight. He pulled me torwards him. And we kissed. I don't know how long we kissed, but it seemed like it was for hours. He invited me into his house and asked me to spend the night. I said yes.
"Sasuke-kun?"
"Yes Naruto-kun?
"Does this mean we're together?"
"Yes, I think it does."
It's been a year since that night. That night when I was scared for the answers. I'm glad I found out the answers.
"Naruto?"
"Yes Sasuke?"
"Can I ask you something?"
"Of course!"
"This last year has been so wonderful. I love you Naruto."
"I love you too Sasuke." As I said that, Sasuke got down on one knee.
"Sasuke!" I exclaimed.
"Naruto, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me"? he asked as he pulled out a diamond ring. I knew he was scared for the answer. Would I say yes or no? Did I love him enough to marry him? I knew the right answer.
"Yes! Yes! Of course I will Sasuke!" He put the ring on my left ring finger, and I through myself into his arms.
"I love you Naruto. I promise to be the best husband!" he said with tears of joy running down his face.
"Thank you Sasuke! I love you too!"
