This happens right after Edward tells Bella that he's leaving, in New Moon. It's just something I wanted to do. I do not own the characters, all rights to Steph Meyer.

"You…you can't do this to me." I cried in the middle of the forest, starring at his unreadable golden eyes, he had never looked more dangerous as he did now.

"I'm sorry, I have to. Is there anything that you want from me before I leave?" he asked me, his tone selfish and strong.

I stood there for a minute thinking about how my life would be without him. Without the love of my life.

"Only one thing," I said considering my options.

"Anything, I promise. What is it that you want?"

"You." I said firmly stepping close to him.

"No, Bella. I have to leave."

"That's not what I meant. Will you promise to give me what I want?"

"Yes." He answered coldly.

"I want…you…to… make love to me." I said my voice broke in the last part.

I saw his eyes widen with fear and horror, dozens of emotions passed through his face, some I recognized. Anger, fear, sadness. But he couldn't feel worst than I did right now.

"Bella, you know I can't, I can't." He replied, closing his eyes. His voice now calm and soothing

"Please, just please Edward." I cried, and I felt how my knees touched the wet dirt in the forest.

He picked me up in his arms and grabbed my face with his cool hands so that I would meet his gaze.

"You know it's not possible Bella."

I felt miserable, unwanted. The sobs started again.

"Please." I whispered ducking my head in his marble chest.

I though we were still in the forest but when I opened my eyes to hear the final 'NO' we were running to my house in inhuman speed.

He laid me in my small bed and I though he was going to leave but I felt his cool lips press to mine. It wasn't like any kiss he had given me before. I could feel the way his body lingered touching every inch of mine.

I kissed him back, not because he was a thousand times stronger than me, but because I know that was what I wanted.

He moved from my lips to the hollow of my throat and to kiss my elbows, I felt how he started unbuttoning my shirt and left it wide open. A wave of heat ran through my body and I shivered. I unlocked my hands from his hair and moved them down his chest unbuttoning his shit, he didn't stop me.

He started kissing my jaw; he pulled me to his lips once more. Now his kiss was urgent, I didn't care what he had said in the forest, I didn't care that he didn't want me. Here in his arms I felt needed and most of all wanted. I felt like he wanted me as much as I wanted him.

He moved his hands from my waist to my hips running them down my legs where he stopped. He ran his hands back to my waist and found the button in my pants. I could tell that he didn't want to make the next move so I stepped in. I yanked open his pants and tried to pull them down. I only made it to his thighs, my arms weren't very long.

He made a movement and then I realized his pants were no longer on him, I moved awkwardly and yanked mine out knowing what was coming next.

There we both lay only in our underwear; I had never seen Edward undress. He was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I ran my hand down his chest once more only to find out that I wasn't the only one breathing faster.

I took the next step and yanked my bra off, I threw it away from us, I felt Edward's body tens up, but he kissed me more urgent this time with passion?

He took the next step and he ripped my underwear leaving me fully naked, he took his off too. I felt every inch of his body touching mine. There was nothing in whole world that I wanted more than I wanted Edward. I know this happiness wouldn't last forever so I decided to take advantage of it. He kissed my throat moving to my jaw, I pulled his lips to mine. I felt my body starting to heat up more than it already was. He ran his hand down my chest to my waist, to my hip and my leg. Which were naked, I wrapped both my arms around his neck and moved them down to his back and then to his waist. I felt him shiver so I wrapped both my legs around his waist, and so he parted.

I didn't want it to stop but it had to, he kissed me once more in my forehead, his hands and my waist.

"I love you." I whispered. I turned my head up; he knew what I was searching for. He pressed his cool lips to mine. Gentler this time, it was the last thing I felt, and the night closed on me.

I woke up in the middle of the night. Something didn't feel right; I threw my arm across the bed to find it empty. I felt my heart ripping; my hands found a small paper folded in half. I sat up and found out that I was fully dressed in my pajamas, I heard Charlie snoring on the other room. At the moment everything that had happened with Edward felt like a dream. A dream, the most wonderful dream I ever had.

I grabbed the piece of paper and unfolded it.

I'm sorry. Please forgive me.

Edward

His elegant writing was the only thing I found of him, so I immediately knew that what had happened wasn't a dream. I had made love with Edward, and it was the most wonderful thing ever, even tough he didn't want me anymore. I still wanted him even more now, now that he knew every imperfection in my body. Now that I knew the perfection of his cool marble body.

I sat there for a couple of minutes remembering every single happy memory that I've had with him. I let my head fall in the pillow and closed my eyes. That was last thing I remember of this day. The most wonderful day of my life. And just like that the night closed on me again. My world, my life was gone and with it, so was Edward.

So what do you guys think? I'm planning on a second chapter but I need your opinion, I think this is how new moon should be. But anyways if you guys want more post your comments and your ratings. I'll update as soon as I can.