Authors Note: This story will be unlike anything I've written. Don't read if you don't like swearing, murder, suicide, or anything along those lines.
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto
Addicted To My Life
By
KairiBloom
Chapter One: Two stories, Two Songs.
Sasuke...
I'm so addicted to
All the things you do
When your going down on me
In between the sheets
All the sounds you make
With every breath you take
Its unlike anything
when you're loving me
Sasuke sat alone in his dark room staring blankly at the bare wall, anger filling his mind. He blasted his music as to drowned out the screams coming from his parents room who were fighting constantly lately.
"There's only so much more of the shit" he thought bitterly to himself as he chucked his stereo control at the wall, leaving a nice hole.
oh girl lets take it slow
so as for you well you know where to go
i want to take my love and hate you till the end
"Sasuke turn that shit down" his father banged on his down
Sasuke glanced towards it, his eyes turning into narrow slits "Fuck that" he mumbled as he turned the music up louder
"Don't make me come in there" the banging became louder
"I dare you" He tightened his fist
its not like you to turn away
from all the bullshit i cant take
it's not like me to walk away
The door flew open as his enraged father pounced on him from the door way, punching him in the head Sasuke fought back, kicking his father off of him and flying back at him off his bed. "Don't touch me" Sasuke spat
"You little disgraceful little dickhead don't you dare speak to me like that"
"Why? You don't deserve my respect"
"Like hell I don't, I raised you!" he yelled as he grabbed Sasuke by the throat and held him against the wall "And don't you forget that you little shit head"
Sasuke gritted his teeth and spat at him
i'm so addicted to all the things
you do when your going down on me
in between the sheets
all the sounds you make with every breathe you take
its unlike anything
when you're loving me
"You'll pay for how you treat my mother one day" Sasuke's eyes narrowed
"Tch" His father looked at him discusted "Your lucky your blood or I would have thrown you out long ago" he walked out of his room, slamming the door behind him.
"Fuck!" Sasuke yelled as he slammed his fist into the wall causing it to swell instantly "I'm going to kill you" he stood up straight a small smirk appearing on his face
i know when it's getting rough
all the times we spend
when we try to make
this love something better than
just making love again
its not like you to turn away
all the bullshit i cant take
just when i think i can walk away
He walked back towards his bed pulling a razor from his nightstand he glared at it, old brown crustly blood layered the edge. He sighed bringing it to his leg, the arm was to obvious, he wanted to feel the pain it reminded him he was still alive living this nightmare everyday. Blood trickled down his leg, it glittered as the moonlight hit it. A hell he could not escape until he killed the one person that stood in his way. His cell phone vibrated from his backpack, glancing on it he whipped the blood from his leg, bandaging the deep cut.
Naruto: Hey man you alright?
Naruto he sighed, the only person who knew about the problems at home, his only true friend, the only person he trusted.
i'm so addicted to all the things
you do when your going down on me
in between the sheets
all the sounds you make
with every breathe you take
its unlike anything
He picked up the Iphone, typing a quick reply.
Sasuke: Yeah
Naruto may have been the only friend he trusted, but some things you can't tell even your best of friend. Sometimes people can't handle what you have to say.
Naruto: Text me if you want me to come pick you up.
Sasuke had his own car, he really didn't need Naruto to come all this way to get him, but it was nice to know someone out there cared about him.
Sasuke:Thanks man
Naruto didn't know about the marks Sasuke caused himself, as I said before sometimes people can't handle the full truth.
i'm so addicted to the things you do
when your going down on me
all the sounds you make with every breath you take
its unlike anything when you're loving me
when you're loving me
A blood curdling scream sounded through the mansion catching Sasuke's attention, quickly he threw the phone and ran out of his room towards his parents room. Blood splattered all over the white carpet, a trail made it's way towards the bathroom.
"Mother?" Sasuke said out loud, but there was no answer. His heart began to race as he ran towards it
i cannot make it through
all the things you do
theres just got to be more to you and me
His eye's widened as he say his mother sitting against the wall crying. Blood trailed down her head, tears and blood mixed dripping over her knees
"..." Sasuke's mouth agape he stared not sure what to say
"Sasuke" she said softly as she looked up at him and smiled reassuringly "I love you"
"..." Still unable to say anything he watched as his mother reached out towards him, he lifted his hand to reach back. She gasp eyes widening, then she fell forward black hair fanning out behind her.
i'm so addicted to all the things you do
when your going down on me
in between the sheets
all the sounds you make with every breath you take
its unlike anything
its unlike anything
"Mother!" he screamed running towards her, cradling her head in his lap. That night his father ran, that horrible night five years ago. The night his mother died in his arms, Sasuke vowed to take revenge for her, to find his father and kill him the same way he killed his mother, slowly and painfully.
Five Years Later...
Sakura...
Makin' my way downtown,
Walkin' fast,
Faces pass and I'm homebound
Sakura hummed along happily to the song that played on her car stereo, she made her way home after a long night shift at the hospital. Today had been one of the best day's of her life. The cute doctor known as Gara had finally asked her out, she had been hinting at it all month. She couldn't wait to get back to her apartment to tell her room mate and best friend Ino
Starin' blankly ahead,
Just makin' my way,
Makin' a way through the crowd.
She giggled to herself thinking about what he would do for their first date. Supper maybe at that new restaurant that just opened a week ago, or maybe a move? She honestly didn't care. she was too happy. Her phone vibrated in her pocket, answering it she found out it was Hinata on the phone, another nurse at the hospital
"Sakura, we need you to get back here ASAP" Hinata said rushed
"Why, what's wrong?"
"We need you!" Was all she said before hanging up. Sighed Sakura turned her car around rushing back to the hospital.
And I need you,
And I miss you,
And now I wonder...
"What happened?" Sakura questioned as she ran down the hospital hall towards Hinata
"A young man was just brought in, he's suffered a shot to the lungs... I don't think he's going to make it" Hinata said sadly passing Sakura the clip board "they need you in there"
"Alright" Sakura ran towards the room throwing her white hospital jacket back on and pulling her long pink hair back into a pony tail
If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
Tonight
Two hours later Sakura stood by the edge of the mans bed, she had done all she could now the rest was up to him. She examined his features, pale skin, dark ebony hair he was quite beautiful. She blushed at the thought. Sakura honestly didn't know why she stood at the bed watching over him, any one of the nurses could have done it, there was something about him, something that made her want to protect him.
"..." his eyes tightened as he started to cough
"Are you alright?" she gasped
"Where am I?" he mumbled still a little drugged up from the surgery
"At the Kohona hospital" Sakura answered "Whats your name?"
"Sasuke"
It's always times like these
When I think of you,
And wonder if you ever think of me.
"Who are you?" he spat
"Sakura" she stuttered back, unsure of what made him mad
"I have to get out of here, I have to find him"
"Find who?"
"None of your business" Sasuke grumbled as he tried to stand up
"Don't do that!" Sakura panicked "You'll rip your stitches"
Just then Sasuke reached up sliding his hand behind her neck and pulling her down, pulling her into a kiss
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong.
Livin' in your precious memory
Her eyes widened as her lips made contact with his, unsure of what to do she kissed back until she was thrown onto the floor. Sasuke stood up glaring down at her.
"What are you doing?" Sakura asked confused
Sasuke smirked at her then jumped out the window that was right next to his bed
Cause I need you,
And I miss you,
And now I wonder...
"Sasuke!" Sakura yelled as she ran to the window
Looking down she watched as Sasuke ran away, tears streamed down her face. Why was she crying? She just met the guy, and not only had he stole a kiss from her but after that he threw her on the ground. But still, she touched her lips, thinking back to the kiss they sharred "Please come back" she quietly said to herself.
If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
Tonight.
That was the night Sakura met Sasuke Uchiha, the night that changed her life forever.
I, I, don't wanna let you know
I, I, drown in your memory.
I, I, don't wanna let this go.
I, I, don't.
The night Sakura fell in love with the dark stranger.
If I could just hold you...
Tonight.