I just had to write this. This is a little Kurt/Sam one shot I wrote in about an hour. It's told mainly from Kurt's POV but also from Sam's. It's a little different from my normal writing style so I don't know how it will turn out. Please review!
It's kind of random...Yeah, I don't know.
Enjoy!
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Awkward
Kurt
No.
Kurt, you won't do this to yourself again.
No way.
You won't fall for another straight guy.
You won't allow your heart to be broken.
Don't do it.
Don't fall for Sam.
Ignore it.
Ignore your feelings.
Don't...
Too late.
Damn it.
I'm head over heels in love.
Crap.
I'm in love with Sam Evans.
Crap. Crap. Crap.
This is not happening.
No way.
No.
Liar.
Liar. Liar. Liar.
Who am I kidding?
It's time to accept the truth.
I'm in love and there is nothing I can do about it.
Sam
I remember how it all started...how our hands 'accidentally' brushed against each other in the hallway...the quick glances that were way too short...Oh, crap.
I'm in love.
The whole movie fantasy.
The sparks.
The smiling for no reason.
The whole package.
The whole damn package.
Crap.
I don't what's scarier.
I can't figure out what freaks me out more.
The fact that I'm in love...or the fact that I'm in love with a dude.
Crap.
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Monday – End of School Day,
William McKinley High School:
Hallway
Kurt
I stand at my locker, stuffing as many books in my bag as possible.
I look up and down the hallway, hoping to catch one glimpse.
Just one glimpse of Sam Evans.
I spot him.
He turns to look at me.
He's walking towards me.
Why is he doing that?
Why is he making everything harder on me?
Stop. Stop walking, Sam.
Turn around.
Stop.
Stop.
Stop.
Damn it.
He's here.
He smiles awkwardly and leans against the locker next to mine.
I smile back.
'You're Kurt, right?'
Oh, God.
Don't speak to me.
Go away.
No.
Stay.
'Yes...and you're...Sam?'
I know his name.
Of course I do.
I don't want him to know that, though.
He nods quickly.
He smiles again.
I smile back.
Don't look goofy, Kurt.
Don't do it.
'Are you in Glee...with Finn?'
Why is he asking about Finn?
Did Finn tell him I like him?
No.
I hate you, Finn.
Wait.
I didn't tell Finn I like Sam.
Great.
'Yep. Finn told me you ditched auditions.'
He flinches.
I hurt his feelings.
Stupid.
Damn you, stupidity.
Damn you.
'...but he also told me you're really good.'
Good save, Kurt.
'I'm not that good! Finn was just overacting.'
'I bet he wasn't.'
He smiles again.
Don't smile back.
Don't look goofy.
I smile anyway.
I can't resist.
'Why are you talking to me?'
Don't say that, Kurt.
He might go away.
Don't want that.
No.
You sound mean.
Don't be mean, Kurt.
He smiles.
Good.
'Finn said you're kind of cool.'
Finn said that?
Wow.
I never knew he thought that.
Earth to Kurt.
The guy you are hopelessly in love with is having a conversation with you.
Don't ruin it.
'I kind of need help.'
Sam wants help?
Your help?
With what?
Kissing?
Don't be stupid, Kurt.
He likes girls, remember?
Girls.
Stupid girls.
'I kind of like this...uhh...girl...and...uhh...I...kind of want to know...uhh...how to get her.'
He's asking you about girls.
You must not know you're gay.
Don't tell him.
He might not want to talk to you anymore.
Yes. Lie.
'Sure...I mean, I have heaps of experience...you know, with girls...and everything.'
He frowns slightly.
'...So, you're not gay?'
Crap.
He knows I'm gay.
Crap. Crap. Crap.
'Uhh...no...I'm gay.'
'Oh. Okay. Cool.'
'So, you don't care?'
He shrugs.
I'm in love.
Oh, wait.
I already knew that.
'If you knew I was gay, then, why are you asking me about how to get girls?'
He shrugs again.
He's so cute.
No.
Kurt.
Stop it.
'I guess I just thought...you know...that you knew a lot about how a girl's brain works.'
Wait.
Is he trying to offend me?
'No offence.'
Oh.
Okay.
'You're probably right. I do use the girl's bathroom and everything...'
He frowns.
Kurt!
Why did you tell him that?
That's weird.
No.
Stupid Kurt.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
'Okay. Cool.'
Wow.
He's so cool.
...and nice.
...and-
Stop it.
Stop it.
Stop it.
Stop it.
You're embarrassing yourself.
So...stop it.
Good.
You've stopped.
'So, my parents are out tonight, so do you want to...you know...come over tonight?'
OMG.
You've been invited over.
To a guys house.
Alone.
No.
He's straight.
You know that.
So...stop it.
Good.
Wait.
When you answer, don't sound like an idiot.
'Uhh...okay!'
Did you just giggle?
Stop giggling, Kurt.
Great.
Now you've done it.
'So...I'll call you?'
He's going to call me, too?
This is SO great!
Wait.
How does he have your number?
'Finn gave it to me.'
Oh.
It's like he is reading my mind.
Wait.
He can read minds?
That means that...
Wait.
Stop it, Kurt.
You're acting like an idiot.
'Okay. Cool.'
'So...see you later?'
'Yeah.'
'Bye, Kurt.
'Bye.'
He walks off and pats me on the shoulder.
He just touched me.
Me. Kurt Hummel.
Stop it, Kurt.
You're over thinking everything.
Go tell Mercedes.
Like, now.
She'll know what to do.
Be honest with yourself.
You have no idea.
This, however, I know for sure.
That was the most awkward conversation of my life.
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Sam
I just invited Kurt over.
Right?
Yeah.
I did.
Cool.
He's going to tell me how to get 'girls'.
Who am I kidding?
I know how to get girls.
Anyway, it's Kurt I'm after.
Wait.
Did I just say that out loud?
No?
Okay.
Cool.
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That was...actually, I don't know what that was.
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