Serena's dead

Those two devastating words echoed through everyone's heads at the hospital.

Lily let out a big cry while Rufus and Eric comforted her, Chuck slid down the wall onto the ground devastated, Nate and Dan let the tears run down their cheeks and Blair just stood there in disbelief showing no emotion.

They each coped in their own ways, some comforting each other, others drowning their sorrows in whiskey.

1 week later

Lily had wanted to have the funeral straight away, but due to CeCe's flight, it had to be postponed until 2 weeks.

It was around 10:00 at night in Nate and Chuck's apartment, where Vanessa, Jenny, Eric, Nate, Dan and Chuck were all reminiscing about the old days with Serena. Surprisingly to everyone Chuck was still sticking around instead of cowardly leaving, this time it was Blair who did so.

"Oh I have a good one! Remember when Serena got so drunk on New Years in freshman year," Nate reminisced.

"I believe it took 3 body guards and Blair Waldorf to get her down" Chuck laughed.

"Speaking of Blair, where is she" Vanessa asked.

Nate and Chuck both shrugged.

She swayed her hips to the music, rubbing a little too close to comfort against the girl next her. Annie? Was it? Or Chloe? She couldn't really remember, hell, she didn't even care! Blair Waldorf was having fun in some drunken delusion in her mind.

When the song finished she was exhausted and got down from the table she was dancing on to go to the bathroom. She stumbled into the bathroom and collapsed at the basin. She looked in the mirror at her reflection, her hair was a mess and she had far too much eyeliner on for her liking, it was so much, she could Jenny Humphrey a run for her money. She combed her fingers through her long straight hair and glanced in the mirror once more. This time she spotted the toilet, and a familiar feeling came over her.

She thought about Serena, and all the times she saved her from her nasty habit, but Serena wasn't here any more... Blair walked over to the toilet and knelt down on the floor; she stuck her fingers down her throat and purged all of today's food out.

"You know that floor isn't very clean at all," Blair heard a voice.

She got off her knees, flushed the toilet and went to the sink to wash her hands.

"Here," the girl said handing her a mint.

It was the girl Blair was dancing with; she was wearing a shot red strapless dress and had long jet black hair that went half way down her back.

"Thanks," Blair took the mint hesitantly.

For all she knows it could be some sort of roofie, but she was too drunk to care anyway.

"I had too much to drink," Blair lied.

The mystery girl sighed, "Sure you did" she rolled her eyes, "let me guess, a stunning friend? Abusive boyfriend? Daddy issues?"

Blair remained silent glancing in the mirror and applied her bright red lipstick.

"Not much of a talker ay?"

"Why do you care? It's none of business! What? Did you have bulimia? Did u feel that maybe we would connect?" Blair snapped.

"Wooo, Jesus, calm down, I most certainly did not have bulimia, I couldn't stick my fingers down my throat... you just looked like you know... like you could use some help" she replied.

Blair looked down and tried to walk out but her knees started to tremble and collapse, the mystery girl caught her though.

"Come on, I live just around the corner, I'll take you there" the girl carried Blair out

A/N: I'm promise it's going to get better, there will be a bit of CB. The next chapters ready to go, please review And just for laughs who did you imagine Blair's new friend to be? Any certain Actress or character?