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Chapter 1 : The whole point.
"I'm meditating!" I screamed.
"COME OUT !" Alice banged on my door, and my groan turned into a scream.
"Have you lost your mind!?" I yelled.
"NO HAVE YOU?" Alice banged on my door, shaking my wall a bit.
"Your going to destroy my room!" I complained.
"Your going to destroy the day!" She whined and banged on the door one more time. I got up from my position on the floor, and walked to the door, I opened it slowly.
"I win." Alice smiled, with her head leaning against the door frame.
"No you didn't." I blocked her entrance with my own grin.
"Oh dear best friend, I believe I do." She grinned.
"Oh my dear Alice, I believe you don't." I mocked her grin, and she bit her lip.
"Why are you so stubborn?" She looked down the hall then back at me.
"Why are you so consistent. Its like give up already" I smiled.
"Give up I will never do." She grabbed my hand, and pulled me down the hall, my feet dragging, my mind wondering.
"You didn't even let me explain what we are doing today." Alice complained dragging me down stairs, the belly dancing skirt tied around my cotton sweat pants, dinging, and chiming as she dragged me. Downs the stairs.
"If you haven't noticed, I'm not up for anything lately." I mumbled.
"That's why I'm here, to take you away." She sighed, sounding totally confident. She dragged me past the living room and kitchen and out the door. The fresh air, sent chills down my spine, the breeze felt so good against my skin. I could feel the Goosebumps rising on my bare arms. Alice stopped me in front of her car as she walked to the other side, to get in to the drivers seat.
"Alice really what's going on?" I sighed, getting the feeling I wanted to go back inside and meditate some more . She faced me from across the car roof..
"Bella, I care about you. I miss you. Please . Just spend some time with me.." She sighed with a begging look on her face. Had I really neglected my best friend? All because of a broken heart. I realized I hadn't called her in a while, and when she did call I played it off as busy.
"I'm sorry Alice your right. Thanks." I gave her a weak smile, and she unlocked the door, and we both got in the car. Before starting the car she turned to me.
"How bout we get some snacks?" She smiled. I answered her with a wide smile, candy heals everything.
"By the way. That head band looks cute on you.. The hippie look fits you." She smiled then started the car.
STORE.
"Yep." I grabbed the first thing I could see in the candy isle, as Alice rambled on and on about something little, and I nodded my head every once in a while. I couldn't stop her and I know no one can, so just let it go on till she runs out of things to say about the subject. I enjoy her rambling just as much as people hate it, I find it a good way to get lost in your own thoughts, you just have to drift in and drift out every once in a while and it works. I worked my way down the isle to the sour candy's I would say my favorites.
"Don't you think?" Alice asked and I realized she was ending the rambling with a question, a question to me.
"Mhmm." I investigated a bag of gummy worms.
"What's with you and sour candy these days?" She snatched the gummy worms out of my hand.
"I'm sulking." I rolled my eyes and snatched the gummy worms back.
"Oh Bella, its been a month!" She groaned and put her hands in the air.
"I'm pathetic!" I moaned and put my head against the shelve.
"Bella we will get threw this." Alice patted my back imitating a doctor.
"Shut up." I murmured and she laughed.
"I know he broke your heart." Alice rested her chin on my shoulder, so she was speaking directly in my ear. "But Bella darling you have to think of this as a new beginning, not an ending." She patted my shoulder.
"But I thought he loved me." I whined and a few tears rolled down my cheek.
"If he loved you he wouldn't have hurt you like that." Alice touched my hair, and I put my head back up
"Oh god, I am not doing this here." I straightened up and wiped away my tears.
"Good girl, come on, we can do this at home." She smiled and I put the gummy worms in the basket along with some other candy. I still wanted them We walked to the check out line.
ALICE'S HOUSE.
We walked up the porch steps to the door, and Alice got out her key to open the door. We got a lot more than just a few snacks, Alice didn't just get carried away clothes shopping.
"Hey go set these down in the kitchen, I have to go get something from my room." She said as we entered the house. I nodded and started walking to the kitchen, it seemed no one was home. It was really quite. I walked into the kitchen and flicked on the lights, I was here so many time, I know where everything is. I just set the bags on the counter, and took a seat at the table. Waiting for Alice like a good girl. I loved the Cullen's home, it felt like… home. Everything was set up perfectly and everyone in the family was absolutely amazing. Carlisle, the father, who treated me like his daughter, along with Esme the caring passionate mother, there was Emmett who treated me just like Alice, his sister. Then there was Edward, who only spoke to me very little. But when he did, he was just as nice as everyone else. I've been in his room once, but I was just wondering around the house. He seems like an interesting person.
"Hello." Someone said at the entrance on the kitchen and my eye searched till I saw Edward standing in the kitchen entrance, a water bottle in his hand, his hair pleasantly messy, his eyes stunning and bright green.
"Hi." I smiled the best I could, he looked a bit surprised. He continued to the fridge.
"I didn't know you were here." He said opening the fridge, and pulling out watermelon in a container.
"Yeah, your sister dragged me here." I sighed, as Edward removed the lid of the watermelon container, and watched at the same time.
"Oh I see. Here against your own will?" He chuckled and took a bite of watermelon, walking towards me.
"Yep." I giggled and he sat right across from me. He never talked to me this much, or got this close. Maybe he was in a very good mood.
"So are you the only one home?" I asked, noticing how wonderful watermelon sounded right now.
"Yep." He sighed, taking another bite then looking at me. "Did you want some?" He asked with realization.
"Sure." I smiled and grabbed a piece. "Where is everyone?" I said before taking a bite.
"Well, Emmett's out with Jasper and Ja-" He stopped mid sentence looking at me apologetically. I looked away from him realizing who's name he was going to say next. Jacob.
"Its okay to say Jacob's name." I sighed looking back up at Edward who still had that same apologetic look on his face.
"I'm sorry about the break up." He apologized.
"It had to happen sometime." I choked out, and Edward moved on, knowing talking about the subject would just make me cry.
"But anyways, they are out doing lord knows what. Carlisle and Esme, are at a dinner party for the hospital, and well I. I am home trying to entertain myself. Coming in the kitchen now and then to find things like watermelon." He chuckled the last part, and I laughed along. We sat in silence as we both took another bite of watermelon.
"I have been doing something similar at home, but my pity snack has been sour candy." I smiled and he scrunched his nose playfully.
"At lest I'm eating healthy." He teased.
"Oh don't worry, I meditate it all off." I laughed and he laughed with me. Then we ate watermelon in silence, but to me it was nothing awkward, or uncomfortable, it was actually comforting, and I didn't feel like I had to break the silence either. This felt nice. He was looking through the container of watermelon.
"Are you trying to find the perfect piece?" I asked watching him turn the container in different directions.
"I'm very specific when it comes to my watermelon." He smiled while looking. He set the watermelon container, on the table.
"Doesn't that one look like a heart?" He pointed into the container.
"Well what's this?" I heard Alice enter the room with all her cheer. I was finding it hard to look away from Edward, but I finally looked over at Alice, who had a cheesy surprised look on her face with her hands on her hips.
"My two favorite people socializing." She smiled and began walking towards us.
"When did I become one of your favorite people ?" Edward chuckled as Alice grabbed the watermelon and sat beside him.
"Since you started helping my very depressed best friend laugh." She grinned and I rolled my eyes.
"Oh well then. it's an honor." He made a show of bowing and we laughed. I had never talked so much to Edward, he seemed really cool. I was mesmerized by the way his eyes would lighten when he laughed, or smiled, I had never noticed it before.
"How can you stay here your self?" Alice asked Edward taking a bite of watermelon. He shrugged and took the watermelon container away from her.
"Its so quite and lonely." Alice shuttered.
"Correction. It was quite, and lonely." He narrowed his eyes at Alice, who slapped his arm.
"Well I'll leave you two, to your , er- whatever. I have a date." Edward got up from his seat.
"With whom?" Alice asked, opening the gummy worms, and I immediately took some into my palm.
"Oh no one." Edward sighed and started walked away from the table.
"Who Edward?" Alice begged.
"Rachel Mcadams in The Notebook." Edward laughed.
"Boo!" Alice and I threw gummy worms in his direction, but he ran for the stairs.
"Is he always like that?" I asked popping a gummy worm in my mouth.
"Yeah, you just never talk to him." Alice counted the gummy worms in her hand.
"He's so…. Nice." I tried to explain, but Nice didn't sound like it said enough, nice wasn't the right word.
"Yeah he's a pretty decent guy, being my brother and all, I don't really focus on the positives." She sighed. "But if I am, I must say there are a lot."
I never really thought twice about Edward, he always seemed cool, and laid back. Someone I really enjoyed talking to and for the most part got my mind off of Jacob. Who I now remember is out partying with Emmett and Jasper. The break up had no effect on him what so ever. I felt tears coming. Horrid, horrid tears.
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