Without you
By
The X-Filer
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Sometimes life will move in ways you least expect it, it takes without warning and you never get a chance to go back, no matter how hard you want to…
Mulder pulled up fast, his heart was pounding and heart aching as he saw the flashing lights from the ambulances and police cars as they swarmed the area. Mulder jumped out of the car, it was all in slow motion, every step was harder as he saw the scene before him… Scully's car was wrapped around a tree. Mulder was breathing heavy as he approached, the police tried to stop him but he pushed past them, nothing was going to stop him. He stepped next to the car placing a shaky hand on the crushed metal of the roof and swallowed hard as he peered in, his breath stopped in his lungs.
"Scully?" His voice was just a whisper as he reached in and placed a hand on her face, her skin was cold but her eyes opened.
"Mulder?" She swallowed, "I'm sorry, I don't… I…"
"Shh…Save your breath" he whispered back. Then he saw it, a piece of metal speared through her stomach and through the back of the car seat, her legs were underneath twisted metal, her left arm from the elbow down could not be seen between the shards of glass and metal that encased it. She was trapped. His heart sank, he knew she just wasn't going to walk away from this, not this time. Their eyes met and Mulder could see some of her beautiful soul was starting to slip away. "Scully we're going to get you out of this, you're going to be ok"
"No Mulder, I don't think I am… Argh!" Scully wrenched in pain and tears fell from her eyes. Mulder reached in and touched her face, a tear running down his face.
"Scully? Scully, come on, don't talk like that, you're going to be fine, you have got to be… I NEED HELP!!" Mulder yelled at the people surrounding them. Just then he felt cold fingers touch the side of his face, he turned back to see Scully looking at him with tired eyes. He gently kissed her hand, tears streaked his face. "You're going to get out of this Scully, you have to" Mulder whispered. Scully smiled slightly.
"I'm fine, Mulder" She whispered back. Mulder almost laughed but broke down more, she was never fine when she said she was. Suddenly blood trickled from her mouth and nose. "Mulder?" he looked up and fought back, clenching his jaw together as he saw the blood.
"Yes Scully?" He placed a hand on her cheek. Her eyes began to fade.
"I love you" She whispered, Mulder watched her eyes become empty. He felt angry, shaking from the tears that were uncontrollable. He stood and slammed the top of the car.
"NO! NO! NO!" he screamed "Why did you take her from me!" He screamed at the air around him, he slammed the car again then slid down the door and collapsed in the dirt. The pain was unbearable, his pain at the loss of the only thing that mattered. He could no longer see through the tears as the police surrounded him and tried to help him to his feet. But all Mulder could wanted to do was die, to end his pain that he knew was going to haunt him for the rest of his life. To him it's not about the how, when, where, or why... it was always about the 'who'
They say sometimes life will move in ways you least expect it, it takes without warning and leaves you angry… Sometimes you can do something about it, sometimes... You just can't.
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A/N
Hey something completely different I'd thought I'd try
I'm not sure whether to do another chapter because I have an idea for this story where she lives
Hope you like it
If you think it should end here or you want her to live let me know
And I might continue this but if I do remember it won't be a normal story where everything will be ok
Anyways thanks for reading everyone!