New Moon
I knew that there was something between you and him that I couldn't quite grasp my hands on. He was everything that you ever wanted, and needed. But, it didn't seem like he meant anything to you. I guess I was the only one that had seen it, while you were blind with the false love that you were giving him. I was your best friend after all, and even if Edward was an observant, but he couldn't see it because he was blinded by his love for you. I was left on the side, clearly seeing what was happening and playing right before my eyes. You loved him, but your love was false. He loved you, but his love was true. What about me? Of course, I loved you and him. You were my best friend, and he was my brother. I also had a husband that had been trying his best to adapt to this whole lifestyle that the Cullens had adopted. However, he was acting strange as well and I didn't know why, even though I could see the future. Now, I was forced to leave you because of the incident that had happened during your birthday. I did want to give you one of the best birthday parties ever, but it seemed like it didn't happen. I could still replay that birthday scene over and over. It wasn't until when I noticed that I only had my eyes on you, and no one else, not even Jasper. It was when I realized that my love for you as a best friend, had grown into something that I couldn't really accept, yet.
It was her birthday party today, and Alice had tried everything in her power to make Edward to delay Bella's visit, so she could have all the decorations up and running. She had even got Edward to get Bella into wearing the birthday dress that she had picked out for her. Alice had planned everything out for her, and she wanted Bella to enjoy this very own moment.
"Oooh, she's here!" Alice chimed as she bounced up and down on her spot. The sound of the car door opening and closing was just outside of the house. Everyone stood at their places, where Alice had assigned them to. Rosalie didn't want to be there, but she had to, or else Alice would throw a tantrum at the blonde.
The door opened, and Alice was already beside Jasper, grinning from ear to ear. She was beyond happy, besides, this occasion made her happy. She could see Bella's eyes widened in surprise, and the beautiful rosy color crept onto her cheeks. Alice giggled at the sight before she skipped over to Bella, took both the human's hands in hers, and grinned.
"Happy Birthday, Bella." She spoke softly. The other members behind her all uttered out a 'Happy Birthday'. Alice once giggled again, and led her towards the many presents that were waiting for her. They each took turn to give Bella's gifts, or Alice taking and giving the gifts to her. It didn't matter, as long as Bella was going to receive her gifts.
You just had to have a papercut…
"Ouch, papercut." Bella muttered as she raised her finger up to inspect on the blood coated her finger. It wasn't much, but it was enough to trigger the bloodlust inside of Jasper. Jasper lunged, trying to get a hold of that sweetest blood. Edward pushed Bella away, not noticing how much strength he had put in that push. Bella flown back and hit the glass table, her arm was injured, and there was more blood now. Jasper couldn't hold it in anymore, he snarled at the blood. Emmett and Carlisle were soon at Jasper's side, holding him in. Alice quickly went to his side, and tried to calm him down. It was then that she felt Jasper's ultimate thirst, and she became aware of the scent. She turned to look at Bella, and saw that she was bleeding. Her blood was intoxicating, and even she found herself wanting it.
Emmett quickly took Jasper outside, Rosalie and Esme soon followed. Carlisle had urged Edward to go, when he refused Carlisle gave him a stern order. Alice was the last one to be in the room, standing there, shifting from left to right, before she couldn't take it anymore.
"I'm sorry Bella." That was the last three words that she had spoken to Bella. The last time that she had seen Bella, face to face, and not in her vision. That was the last time, and no matter how much she wanted to see Bella, Edward wouldn't let her. She and Jasper had left first, towards the Denali Coven, knowing that the family would follow them at the end.
It had been months that we had left you, unprotected, in Forks. I felt guilty for leaving you without saying goodbye. But, when I thought that you would be crying out for his name, you were crying out for my name. When I thought that you would be trying to contact him, but it was me that you were trying to contact. I felt shame, because here I was, knowing what you really wanted, yet I couldn't be there for you. I could only stand on the sideline, watching as you fell into a bigger hole that we've already dug up for you. He left you a big scar, I know. He had break you into a thousand of pieces, I know. I should be there to pick the pieces up, but I wasn't even anywhere near you. I wanted to be with you, but Edward had given me orders that I reluctantly followed.
It was then that I saw you putting your life at risks. He had told me not to look into your future, but I couldn't, not when the visions of you trying all the dangerous things hit me like a hurricane force. I didn't know why you even chose those adrenaline activities. However, I saw you spending time with a boy. That was when my hope for you getting better started. But, it didn't. You kept trying to put yourself in danger, whether it was to be biking or doing anything that was as risky. Then my biggest fear came, I saw you standing on the edge of the cliff. The look on your face was blank, and I knew then you weren't even thinking of what you were going to do. And then, you jumped. That was it, I didn't see you come up into the surface. Everything went black, and I had to grab the key to Carlisle's car to get over to where you were, Forks. I needed to see for myself that you were dead, because I couldn't bring myself to believe that you were. I didn't know what I would do if you were actually dead. But there was one thing that I know, I'd wait for you to return to your house, because that where I would be. I'd wait forever for you to return, if I had to. There was nothing in the world that could stop me now, not even Edward.
A/N: I don't claim anything such as the characters and so on and so forth. However, I do claim that this is my own writing. This is my own idea except for the birthday scene but it wasn't really like the book but it's similar to it and I'm rambling who cares. So yea, another Bella x Alice because I absolutely adore this pairing. And I have been having this idea for quite some time now. So instead of Bella's POV. It's Alice's POV for a change. I just love Alice. :3