AU: i do not own Jimmy Neutron but if I did it would still be on the air with brand new episodes .
Always the fool
Chapter 1
I try to open my eyes for a second time, why is it so bright? Did I forget to close my curtains last night? A pounding headache brings reality crushing down on me...I feel numb, I want to cry, shout, and throw things around the room, break everything or anyone that gets in my way.
I try to sit up but the whole room spins, i feel so sick...I glance down at my once beautiful white Vera Wang dress, its' bright crystals no longer shine; the beautiful white pearls now look cheap and lifeless. An empty bottle of whiskey is lying by the foot of my bed, I struggle to stand up and slowly walk towards my full-length mirror.
I look like something out of a horror movie, my cheeks are stained with black mascara, and my red lipstick smudged all other my left cheek, my eyes look dead and lifeless. A recent and painful memory flashes through my mind.
I smile at my reflection in the mirror, I have the most beautiful wedding dress money can buy, perfect make up and my hair looks amazing but above all I'm marrying the man of my dreams, the perfect man ... James Issac Neutron from today on i will be Ms Cynthia Neutron i can't contain my excitement, I gently bring my white veil over my face.
I turn towards the door, when it opens suddenly I see Jimmy come in through the old wooden door he looks up at me and I quickly turn around and I say "Neutron don't you know it's bad luck to see the bride before the wedding!". He ignores me and glances at the floor and says "Cindy I have something important to tell you and it can't wait" I instantly know that this can't be good "Cindy i screwed up, God i am so sorry...I...I...goddamn...it just happened once I was drunk and now...she says that she knocked up...fuck Cindy...i don't know what do...Cindy, i had to tell you I love so much i couldn't stand in front of that alter without coming clean...I'm sorry Cindy".
My whole world came crushing down, I felt cold and I began to shake I wasn't angry i was too heartbroken to feel anger, just pure sadness all those years of dreams and expectations came crushing down within a few minutes. How was I ever going to face my friends, my family and my mother that told me since I first started dating him that I was making a mistake, how many arguments did we go through just for her to be right.
"Cynthia Aura Vortex you open this door right this minute young lady" shouted my mother as she continually banged on my door. I did not want to open that door, I was too ashamed to face the world, i was such a joke, all i wanted was dig myself a grave and cry until death embraced me. I could hear my mother fussing with the lock, I know that she is a very determined woman and sooner or later she will break into my room.
I stumbled over to my bed and cover my entire body with the covers, i could hear her foots steps approach my bed and the warm and safe covers were ripped from my body. "Get up Cynthia, you're going to St Bart's for the summer, I've taken care of everything now go and bathe you smell like a hobo with a dash of crack head", I glanced up at my mother, she could be quiet peculiar sometimes.
To be continued...
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