CHAPTER 1

When I was 5 my mom, Renee had took me and left my dad, Charlie. She always told me she just felt trapped and wanted to live her life, so that is why she packed us up and moved to Arizona. We didn'teven live there 2 months before she swore she met the man of her dreams, Phil Dwyer. They dated for a month, yes only a month, before he proposed and they decided they were going to move in together. Though I didn't mind because they were perfect for each other and love radiated of them. Two years later we moved to Florida for Phil's job, he was a professional baseball player. He was very popular and made a lot of money we live in a great neighborhood by the beach, the same beach they had their wedding at.

While we were moving into our house I met Edward and Emmett. I was carrying a box up the walkway when out of now where a football came out of nowhere and knocked me out. They both asked if I was okay although Emmet looked like he was having a real hard time trying not to laugh. Emmett was like a giant athletic Teddy bear he taught me how to throw a foot ball and what can I say I can beat Edward ass in a game, and Edward was the sensitive musician who I could always talk to when I was having a bad day and he even taught me to play twinkle twinkle little star on the piano. When I first moved to Florida almost every day I would go to their house and play video games and football. I was a bit of a tom boy. They're parents were the best. Esme was always sweet and kind to me and she taught me most of what I knew about cooking, because Renee couldn't cook to save her life. Carlisle was a doctor and saved me a lot of trips to the emergency because of my clumsiness. They were like a second family to me.

In junior high I met Alice and she brought my girly side out in me. We were best friends after just learning each other's names. We were complete opposites personality-wise and yet we were best friends that fit together like puzzle pieces. We went through everything together puberty, driving lessons, embarrassing moments, hangovers, we even had out periods the same time every month start to finish. I was there for her when her mom died and her father became a alcoholic and started beating her. When she told me we went to our school counselor together and I sat there holding hand while she told the counselor everything that happened. That same day he was arrested. When she was told she would have to go to foster care I convinced my mom and Phil to adopt her. We've been like sisters all along anyway.

During my freshman year in high school, Edward and I started dating. We started to see each other as more than just friends and at first it was awkward but then it was really comfortable. It was so easy to be with him because we had always been friends and could tell each other anything. We were the schools cutest couple and we were each other's first everything. First kiss, first touch, first time well you know. After a couple of months the relationship became boring and it was really only physical. We both never really expected the relationship to fail like it did. So at the end of Freshman year we broke up, and even though it was mutual and we both agreed, it still hurt and Edward would always have a place in my heart. And if I thought it was awkward when we started dating I was so not ready for the horribly messed up post break up.

"Even though it was mutual, it still kills inside 'Cause for so long, how I've been defined………….Even though it's over now, it still kills inside 'Cause for so long you have been my life"

A/N: okay so this story came to me one night when I fell asleep listening to someone wake me up on repeat. So should I continue? I also have 2 other story ideas but I want to get further with my current stories before I post anymore.

So review so I know that this one is worth continuing.