A/N: Disclaimer: I do not own Csi or any of the characters that play in our favorite show. Please don't sue me. This was my very first Fan fiction. I have made some adjustments to it so I could post it on this site. This is also a song fiction but that will come later in one chapter. This is a GSR story. But in order to have the song fit in I had to throw BIG Angst. Please keep this thought. They will be together. I have no Beta so all mistakes are mine. Please excepted my apology's in advanced. Thank you.
Lips of Sara
Gil you know I love you. I feel I loved you for ever. Lately, I haven't been feeling very well. Truth be told, Im tired. Out there in the desert under that car that night, I realized something and I can't shake it. Since my father died I've spent almost my entire life with ghost. We have been like close friends and out there in the desert it occurred to me it was time to bury them. I can't do that here. Im so sorry. No matter how hard I try to fight it off, Im left with the feeling that I have to go. I have no idea where Im going. But I know I have to do this. If I don't, Im afraid I will self destruct and worst you be there to see it happen. Be safe. Know that I try very hard to stay. Know that you're my one and only. I will miss you with every beat of my hart. Our life together is the only home I every really had. I wouldn't trade it for anything. I love you. I always will.
Good Bye
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Those were the last words he heard. He just couldn't get them out of his head. He tried to call her that night, but she wouldn't answer. He kept trying, but still no answer.
By the third day she finally picked it up.
S: Hello, Gil
G: Sara!
S: Im sorry I haven't answered your calls or called you.
G: I love you.
S: I love you too, but I need time to do this.
G: Can I help you.
S: No. I need to do this on my own.
G: Will you tell me where you are at least?
There was a long pause.
S: Gil please, don't ask me that.
G: Ok. I just need to know if you're ok.
S: No, Im not ok. I need to do this so I can be ok.
G: Will you keep in contacted with me?
And again there was a long pause.
S: I just need time Gil. I don't know when I will be able to call you or if I can see you. I just need time.
G: Please Sara I need you and love you. Don't give up on us. Please.
S: I need to fix me before there can be an us. I don't know how long that will take. I don't want you to wait for me. I want you to move on without me. Please Gil. I love you. You should move on with out me.
G: I won't move on without you. I love you. My life is with you and I will wait till the end of time.
S: No Gil. I won't wait for you.
Sara starts to cry, deep down she doesn't want to move on without him. But she needs this time to fix her. She doesn't know how long that will take and she doesn't want to hold him down.
Gil doesn't know what to say. A hot tear starts down his face.
G: Please Sara don't do this. Please, honey, don't do this to us.
S: I have to go.
G: Sara if you must go please keep this number and when you need me I will be there for you.
S: Goodbye Gil.
The phone goes dead
Gil looks at the phone and said Good bye my love.
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