Forever Is Not Enough | Duo x Heero
By: N-chan
05.27.00
I lie in bed, thinking of him. My name is Duo Maxwell. Him, Heero Yuy. I am the death of darkness,
and he, the perfect soldier. Hmm.. that doesn't make any sense to me. Nothing does. Death is the only thing
that makes sense. I am the God Of Death. The Shinigami. Pilot02. The Great Destroyer.
The Death Of Darkness. The Braid Boy. He is. The Perfect Soldier. The Pilot of The Wing Gundam. Pilot 01.
Spandex Boy. The. The. The idiot. The idiot who wants to die so badly. Why. I think of the many times he has
tried to self destruct. Self Detanate. What a weirdo. Why does he want to die? To get away from me? I hope not.
To get away from the world? What? I have so many questions. Why doesn't he talk. Why does he
always have that grim expression. Why did I even rescue him! He's anti-social. Thinks he's evil kenivil.
Hardly speaks, and other countless things. Has he even smiled for once in his life?! That woman that follows him.
Why doesn't he kill her. Relena Dorlain. Relena Peacecraft. That woman's everywhere!! Why can't she leave him
alone. I saw him first, laid eyes on him first. Even damn Hilde won't stop me from this. Hilde can't stand in my
way. Heero's more than Hilde. I'd even give my life. Give up my title. Give up the name God Of Death.
Forever is not enough, I say. Why do I say that? What does it mean? Why is Forever Not Enough? It is not
enough. Forever is eternity. I want Forever and a day with Heero. I want to kill Relena. I want to be the
only one for him. I want to be his everything. I want to be everything. I want to be with him forever.
I want forever and a day. I will give up anything for that. Give up my name. The Great Destroyer, The
Shinigami, The God Of Death. Give up my Gundam. Give up my braid. Yes, my precious braid. I'd give it
up. I'd give up anything that I have. Everything that I have. I wouldn't have any regrets. As long as Heero
was mine forever. Yes, Mine forever and ever. NO No No! He's mine mine mine. Relena, stay out of my way.
He doesn't love you. I don't love you. I love Heero, You Love Heero. But I'm sorry, woman. He's mine.
Go get Trowa or something. Set your sights on that Dorothy Catalonia for all I care. Leave my Heero alone.
Understand? Anyone who lays a finger on him dies. Did you hear that?! Did you hear that?! DID YOU HEAR THAT!!
I shout out the window.
"SHUT UP, DUO!!" he shouts. Yes its he. Heero Yuy. I walk into his room and sit on his bed. "WHAT THE HELL
DO YOU WANT?!!!" he shouts again. "Nothing in particular." I say. "Go Away." he says in his usual tone.
"No." I say. "Leave me alone, Duo." he raises his voice. "Heero. Don't you understand?" I ask. "Understand
what?" "Do you love Relena?" I ask, hoping he will truly deny it. "Hn..." "There he goes again." I thought.
"Leave Me alone." I walk out of his room. "Answer me, then I'll go." Sighing, he says:
"No. I don't love Relena. Although a part of me does and I truly don't want anything to do with
her."
I can tell, Heero. You love Relena. But, you will love me even more. Forever and a day.
I already feel closer. How much longer do I have to make my dreams a reality.
By: N-chan
05.27.00
I lie in bed, thinking of him. My name is Duo Maxwell. Him, Heero Yuy. I am the death of darkness,
and he, the perfect soldier. Hmm.. that doesn't make any sense to me. Nothing does. Death is the only thing
that makes sense. I am the God Of Death. The Shinigami. Pilot02. The Great Destroyer.
The Death Of Darkness. The Braid Boy. He is. The Perfect Soldier. The Pilot of The Wing Gundam. Pilot 01.
Spandex Boy. The. The. The idiot. The idiot who wants to die so badly. Why. I think of the many times he has
tried to self destruct. Self Detanate. What a weirdo. Why does he want to die? To get away from me? I hope not.
To get away from the world? What? I have so many questions. Why doesn't he talk. Why does he
always have that grim expression. Why did I even rescue him! He's anti-social. Thinks he's evil kenivil.
Hardly speaks, and other countless things. Has he even smiled for once in his life?! That woman that follows him.
Why doesn't he kill her. Relena Dorlain. Relena Peacecraft. That woman's everywhere!! Why can't she leave him
alone. I saw him first, laid eyes on him first. Even damn Hilde won't stop me from this. Hilde can't stand in my
way. Heero's more than Hilde. I'd even give my life. Give up my title. Give up the name God Of Death.
Forever is not enough, I say. Why do I say that? What does it mean? Why is Forever Not Enough? It is not
enough. Forever is eternity. I want Forever and a day with Heero. I want to kill Relena. I want to be the
only one for him. I want to be his everything. I want to be everything. I want to be with him forever.
I want forever and a day. I will give up anything for that. Give up my name. The Great Destroyer, The
Shinigami, The God Of Death. Give up my Gundam. Give up my braid. Yes, my precious braid. I'd give it
up. I'd give up anything that I have. Everything that I have. I wouldn't have any regrets. As long as Heero
was mine forever. Yes, Mine forever and ever. NO No No! He's mine mine mine. Relena, stay out of my way.
He doesn't love you. I don't love you. I love Heero, You Love Heero. But I'm sorry, woman. He's mine.
Go get Trowa or something. Set your sights on that Dorothy Catalonia for all I care. Leave my Heero alone.
Understand? Anyone who lays a finger on him dies. Did you hear that?! Did you hear that?! DID YOU HEAR THAT!!
I shout out the window.
"SHUT UP, DUO!!" he shouts. Yes its he. Heero Yuy. I walk into his room and sit on his bed. "WHAT THE HELL
DO YOU WANT?!!!" he shouts again. "Nothing in particular." I say. "Go Away." he says in his usual tone.
"No." I say. "Leave me alone, Duo." he raises his voice. "Heero. Don't you understand?" I ask. "Understand
what?" "Do you love Relena?" I ask, hoping he will truly deny it. "Hn..." "There he goes again." I thought.
"Leave Me alone." I walk out of his room. "Answer me, then I'll go." Sighing, he says:
"No. I don't love Relena. Although a part of me does and I truly don't want anything to do with
her."
I can tell, Heero. You love Relena. But, you will love me even more. Forever and a day.
I already feel closer. How much longer do I have to make my dreams a reality.