Hey guys, Kaitie here! I know I keep writing stories and I get all excited about them and I talk about how im going to finish them and they'll be amazing and all this other bull shit I tell you guys. I just wanted to make this to little thing to tell you guys why I don't really finish any of my stories or anything.
Okay, ever since I was little I have been Emotionally and Mentally abused. Always told im not good enough for anybody, and that ill never be worth anything in society and im a failure and nobody will love me. I also have to deal with drama of my "friends" or the people whom I think are my friends but instead are just back stabbing bitches, and plus im out going, and I like being with guys instead of girls…their so much better because they don't back stab you. Well then my guy friends fall in love with me, or get a crush on me, so then I have to deal with breaking their hearts and trying to keep mine hole.
But now I have the most amazing boyfriend any girl could ever ask for. I'm truly lucky to have him and I love him so much, and that my real true friends are amazing and are with me through everything I go through. They are always there for me, 24 hours a day 7 days a week. I know that I can call any of my close friends at 3 in the morning and they would come to my house and climb in the window just to stay with me and keep me company.
Then im also going through trying to get myself emancipated. Which means I will no longer be under the care of my parents, and according to the law I will be a "legal" adult, without the driving and shit. After I move out of my parents house im going to live with a family member and I will not look the same or act the same. I will have so much more freedom, freedom of speech, to write, to go out! To actually spend time with my boyfriend AT HOME, and not have to deal with walking on egg shells to please my parents anymore because then it wont matter.
SO anyways….the whole point of this is to let you guys know that I am obviously dealing with a lot in my life and that I cant focus long enough to write a chapter. Everytime I try I end up writing a sentence and then have to stop. So please guys understand for me or try to understand that im doing the best I can and still stay mentally stable. And that for everybody who favorite authors me or even favorite stories me or follows me or any of that stuff it means a lot to me. Just like your reviews and your support. I couldn't ask for better fans. Thank you guys so much. I absolutely love you all!
Thanks for everything, I truly appreciate it.
Love and Rockets,
Kaitie (: 3