A/N: I haven't posted a story in forever I know but here we go with the new story, please read and review thanks.

Cecelia jones woke up on a Friday morning dreading going to school in an hour. She dragged herself out of bed and walked over to her bathroom and out her hair back in a pony tail, she washed her face and then sat at her vanity and did her makeup and straightened her hair. She then walked over to her closet and picked out an outfit she didn't think she looked fat in: denim ripped jeans, black combat boosts, and an oversized gray sweater. She took a few minutes and looked in the mirror to see her reflection and she immediate walked away from it. She walked out of her room and went into the kitchen she opened the refrigerator and looked around and grabbed a bottle of water. She was so rep,Ted to grab some food too but she looked at her thighs and shut the door closed she got her water and ran out her front door and walked to school.

As she was walking she looked down at her stopwatch on her phone:
24:56:09

She smiled at the number it has been 24 hours 56 minutes and 9 seconds since she last ate anything. "New goal" she whispered under her breathe as she was walking she saw Duece going into the school. She almost screamed she has been totally in love with Duece for the longest time now. She then saw her best friend Rocky Blue walk up to her. Time to fake the smiles, she thought to herself as she hugged Rocky

"Hey hey hey" , Rocky said after she stopped hugging her. "Whoa Cece you're so boney", she said and made a grossed out face "you need a burger" she said and we both laughed, me insincerely.

As class went on I could feel and hear my stomach rumbling and begging for food but I hushed it. The kid sitting next to me looked at me strangely and u pretended as if I didn't just tell my stomach to shush.

Finally it was lunch and I could get out of class for an hour. Our school lets you leave campus so I usually go home and just pretend to et there. I got to my house and unlocked the door and I fell asleep on my couch.

"I'm so in love with you , I can't bare the thought of losing you, you're the most amazing girl I've ever met and I can't-"

Beep beep beep beep beep

She was cut off from her beautiful dream with Duece he was calling her perfect and beautiful and everything she's ever wanted to hear, she thought to herself no one loves her like that and no one ever will she's a troll and she hates herself
Her alarm clock went off so late. I woke up and it was 5 pm and I had missed the whole day of school. The phone rang so I answered it and it was a message from my mom, Flynn was going on 6 month long tour of schools with Henry and she was going with him, she didn't tell me because she forgot. She left thousands of dollars on my debit card and told me to use it wisely this time and not blow everything and force rocky to eat another meatball the size of my dog.

I layer back and I could feel my stomach grumbling. I checked the timer again

35:17:48

She smiled satisfied and walked over to her scale

102.7

It still wasn't good enough, she wanted to be 98 then 88 then 75 then 62 then 60 and now her worst 55.7 she was determined and all she had to lose was 50 more pounds and she would be compleley satisfied with life, but even she knew that was a lie, she would never be happy with her weight p, she would always be the fat girl. Even though everyone told her otherwise.

She went into the kitchen and took some of her brothers ADHD meds and a bottle of jack she went into her room and played uncomfortably numb and listened to it all night long, she then fell asleep on her bed with a bottle in her hand and the meds thrown across the floor, she had taken about 5, the usually, she wanted enough to get high, not kill herself.

She then woke up on a Saturday and weighed herself

100.8 ugh so close fifty more pounds she kept telling herself. She ate some fruit and water and then worked out for 5 hours non stop. She then took. Shower and she heard a knock on the door. She looked out the peep whole, it was Rock, Deuce, and Ty.

Meanwhile at the Blue household, Deuce was over and Rocky was on the computer researching things.

"No one sneak up behind me, I'm in the computer", she yelled out and Ty responded cleverly "what are you researching dirty videos", him and Seuce cracked up and Rocky brushed it off. They still snuck up behind her

"Anorexia and Bulimia signs and symptoms", Ty said questionably and rocky immediately Shut her laptop. "What did I day", she scolded them and they looked back "Rocky do you need help" deuce asked. And she said "it's not for me it's-it's for Cece, have any of you EVER seen her eat" she asked and thinking about it no, but they were content on that fact that she was naturally skinny and fine. "I'll prove it to all of you"

She and they just sat there and looked at each other.

Later that day Cece heard a knock at the door and opened it to see rocky, deuce, and Ty all holding bags and bags of junk food and sodas.

"Hey Cece we planned a fun night of sleepovers and junk food", rocky said. they rolled out mattresses and payed out all of the junk. "Doesn't it look so yummy" , Ty asked and Cece with her fairness said yes oh my god just what I needed. Cece checked her timer and say that in a couple of hours it would be 48 hours without eating and she had to forget it.

All night they watched Ted, step brothers, and easy a.

They ate all of the junk food consisting of Cheetos, Doritos, fritos, lays, sun chips, snickers, Hersey, twix, and so much more junk. They drank izzies and crush with cody simpson on it. Later that night Ty pulled rocky and deuce to the side and said "see no anorexic or bulimic would eat all of that junk she just did", said Ty, "you're right", rocky confessed.

At 4:37 in the morning, when Cece thought everyone was sleeping, she walked passed the boys and Rocky and went into her bathroom. She opened the entire toilet seat and got her topthbrush, she pressed eject and all of her food left her system, she smiled and hushed her teeth, she then weighed herself

105.7 she almost cried.

Little did she know that she left a crack on her door open and Ty Blue the boy who had been in love with her since kindergarten heard the whole thing and it nearly broke his heart in two.

A/N: so I still got it, this was my first ever fan fiction for shake it up I have big ideas for this story s let me know what you think. Also I do tnthink bella is far omg no she's perfect, like I wish I looked like her lol. So please review.