i hope you love this one as much as you loved Yuki's Feelings
Kyo's Feelings
Why was I born this way? This ugly, grotesque figure that I turn into. The only thing keeping me from doing it is this string of bones on my wrist. How can I tell her that I'm ugly on the inside? How can I face her like this? I don't even have enough courage to tell her about it. Not even why I wear the beads.
She's cute, beautiful, smart, and caring. But she works so hard so she can live on her own after school ends. She told me that it's okay to hate someone, even Yuki. She also said it's okay if I tell her my problems. With how kind she is, how can I face her in this disgusting monster? Until Shisou came.
When he came I was so happy, so ready to get out of that house and leave forever. What he did changed me. He took off the bones on my wrist and made me transform into that ugly figure. The bad part about it was that she was standing right in front of me when this happened. I snapped and ran thinking that I was going to lose her. I thought that she would leave and never come back, not even face me at school. But I was wrong.
She came looking for me. When she found me, she looked so drenched and tired. When she tried to console me she touched me, she wanted to show me she liked me for who I am no how I looked. At the same time she was trembling, scared, and probably terrified about how I looked. But she told me that she wanted to understand everything, listen to my complaints, but most of all she wanted us to be together. This hit me because no one has ever told me that. I felt so relieved and at the same time I knew she cared and loved me.