I got this idea just sitting on my bed listening to music and reading when the song 'Here Comes Goodbye' by Rascal Flatts came on. I've heard this song a million times before and had thought about making it into a story but I just wasn't really that into it. I have no idea why but this time it hit me and I could see it in my head and sentences were starting to form and I had it all planned out in a matter of minutes and written in about 15 more. I'm sorry if you feel it was rushed but it is because I'm moving today and not supposed to be on the computer but I coudln't resist. I hope you like it and review. I am also sorry I don't have time to do my normal disclaimer for the people that say the enjoy them my mom just came in here and yelled at me but I promise to make it up if you review I'll right you your own or something. Thank you, remember review they make me feel good.

Disclaimer; I do not own Twilight, but you already know that. Stephenie Meyer does and we are all VERY jealous. But I do plan to take it over one day and make it mine. mwahahhahhaha!

I was sitting up in my room waiting for Bella. She had called earlier and said she was coming over; this was nothing out of the ordinary so of course I agreed. I never pass up a chance to see her. My family was out somewhere so I was left alone in the house and alone to my own thoughts. I was thinking of what me and Bella would do today. Maybe watch some tv, take a walk; I'll just leave it up to her.

I was pulled out of my revenue when I heard her truck slowly making its way up the driveway, I mean her truck is slow but normally she pushes it to the limit to get here.

Then as she pulled up in front of the house before she cut the engine I noticed no music was playing that was very unusual. Me and her are both people that greatly appreciate music especially while driving. The only time she does not play it is when she is upset or thinking. I pondered for a quick moment which one it might be and replayed the conversation we had had earlier. She didn't sound depressed per say but now that I think about it she sounded almost regretful like she was going to have to do something she was not looking forward to. Well whatever it is we can make it through it together just like everything else.

Then I heard my doorbell ring, she normally just walks right in. She's practically family.

Then it all hit like a huge truck. Regretful, slowly driving, no music, the doorbell it could all only mean one thing; goodbye. At the thought I rushed downstairs to answer the door, there she stood in all her glory looking beautiful as always something was off though.

She wasn't smiling until she realized I was looking at her confused then she threw on a smile but it didn't touch her eyes.

I let her in and led her to the couch when she said we needed to talk. I sat preparing myself for what I knew was coming. She told me that we weren't going to work. College was coming up soon and we were both going in different directions and that she wanted to not be tied down for the rest of the school year. After she finished a single tear ran down her cheek and she leaned over and pecked me on the cheek then stood and with that said her final goodbye.

I fought back the pain that was fighting to escape; I kept back the tears and pain that would soon come till she was gone. The first tear fell and with that so did I. It was only the first tear of many more that I knew were to come. I was still just sitting there in shock as I heard my family come home. I swiftly looked at the clock and saw it was ten I then quickly ran upstairs so they would not see me like this. I figured it was a reasonable time to fain sleep for I knew I would never sleep peacefully again. This was only the beginning of many sleepless nights. By some miracle I had managed to dose off a couple of times but woke to shooting up in the bed whispering her name.

That was when I thought back, I thought about all the times we had been in this room, this very bed whispering our love to each other, just laying in the other's arms enjoying the moment. God how I wish I could go back and change it all. I would give anything to have her here with me in my arms again. I can still hear her say 'I love you'. We were each other's first love and we thought we were going to last forever or at least I did. She once told me she had never felt this way about anyone else and I could see it written on her face that it was true.

After remembering the past I thought ahead to what I thought our future would have been. I had planned to propose sometime during the summer if not sooner and I could see her walking down the aisle towards me with a smile on her beautiful face and her arm linked with her father as he gave her away. But no it had all been ruined by the one word; goodbye.

Now I have endless tears and sleepless nights. Everything got turned upside down everything went from good to her gone. I will forever think back on that day with every goodbye I receive and feel the grief that seeped though my body at that one word.

I can't change it now but I will live with regret forever more thinking it was my fault. Maybe I didn't show her how much I loved her or I didn't say it enough. Maybe I didn't appreciate her like I should have.

I'll never know for this is goodbye.

Sorry it's so short but like I said I didn't have a lot of time. I hope you liked it though and that you review. You know you want to it's the little green button aww come on it's not gonna bite. Hehe. But seriously pweaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!