Kurogane never realized, just what Fai meant when he looked at him,
And said "I've fallen…" He always thought that falling could be good
He never knew just how much it would hurt when Fai left;
Fai said it was just too much, and he was left to wonder what went wrong.
Kurogane withdrew, from those he knew as nothing fixed the ache.
The years went by; he turned to the bottle every night.
Nothing could make him forget, the way that Fai smiled
When he was sincere, and when it had become hollow, in his eyes.
Kurogane knew, he would never love anyone like he loved Fai
But his heart was broke; he just wanted to forget.
We watched him drink his pain away, a little at a time.
But he never could get drunk enough to get Fai off his mind. Until the night.
**He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger and finally drank away his memory.
Life is short, but this time it was bigger than the strength he had to get up off his knees.
We found him with his face down in the pillow with a note that said "I'll love Fai till I die".
And when we buried him beneath the Sakura, the angels sang a lover's lullaby.**
The rumors flew but nobody knew how much Fai blamed himself.
For years and years, Fai tried to hide the whiskey on his breath.
He smiled said he was fine as the alcohol played upon his mind.
But he never could get drunk enough to get him off his mind.
He always knew, that Kurogane was the only one that was for him
The time went by, and he sunk further where he fell.
It was never easy and he could never escape
The personal hell he made deep within himself. No matter what.
The guilt welled up, but there was nothing that could be done.
The tears would fall as he tipped the bottle every night.
Fai finally drank the pain away a little at a time.
But he never could get drunk enough to get him off his mind. Until the night.
**He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger and finally drank away his memory.
Life is short, but this time it was bigger than the strength he had to get up off his knees.
We found him with his face down in the pillow clinging to Kurogane's picture desperately.
We laid Fai next to him beneath the Sakura, while the angels sang a lover's lullaby.**