Why?... Why do you hate me so much?... I did absolutely Nothing wrong…." I cried softly as I lay there in my internal Darkness. "You must pay the ultimate punishment…" The dark, mysterious voice called out to me… The voice was my only friend and stayed by my side since That night… I don't know what he looks like, but his voice is deep… Terrifying… Not Human… You can say, he's the Demon inside my head… "But-" I was cut off as my dark world started sinking. I was falling… Falling into forever darkness… I couldn't breathe… It was suffocating me… "You will make the ultimate sacrifice."
I jolt up out of my bed cushions. Cover in sweat, eyesight blurry, and my breathing unevenly. I sit there for what seemed like 7 minutes. I tried to calm myself down and look back to the horrifying dream that seemed so real… When I finally calmed down I looked at my alarm clock. The clock read 6:45 am. It was still very early to walk to school but it does give me plenty of time to take a nice shower and do some unfinished house chores. I sighed and jumped out of my bed and headed to my bathroom to turn on the shower. When I stepped in the shower, the steaming, hot water felt so nice against my skin. It felt like it was warming up my whole icey body. It made me feel Human again… After a good 13 minutes, I step out of the shower, I blow dried my long, wavy, pink hair. I hate my long hair. It's irritating to wash it everyday and having to deal with it everyday... After drying my hair, I put on a nice pair of black jeans, and a gray Breaking Benjamin T-shirt. With all black Vans with a gray winter coat with a black scarf and a gray beanie. I was prepared to go to school. There was just one thing to do….Brush my teeth… I walked to my bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush and toothpaste. I looked at myself at the mirror… My golden, silver eyes... I opened my mouth… And saw teeths that aren't even human teeth… Yup, I'm a Vampire… I know right, vampire don't exist, but… It was true… I was a vampire… A Monster... I put the toothbrush in my mouth and started brushing, thinking back at the night when I first became a vampire. I don't really remember what happened nore who was the person that bit me… All I can remember was when I woke up an hour later that night I had the sudden thirst for Blood… I never bit a human, Or you can say Killed a human. I even tried resisting human blood and just tried to eat human food… But the craving was killing me… So, I drank animal blood… It wasn't enough to stop my craving for human blood, but it was helpful for me to control my cravings… The worst part about me not being human is that when I woke up and figure out I was a vampire. I lost all memories of who I was…Everything… All I can remember was, how old I was. (16 years old) My name (Luka Megurine ) And where my house is… And the worst part is I remember my family passing away. My mother died of a car accident when I was 12 and my father die from killing himself from all the grief that lays inside his heart… He died when I was 14… Ever since then, I took care of myself… Cooking, cleaning, going to school, getting a job, ( She works at a very popular bookstore ) And pay the house bills… It's not so hard if you think about it… But it is very lonely here by myself…
After brushing my teeth, I headed out the door. "Oh, I almost forgot! Cloud, breakfast!" I called out to my gray cat that came running down to his food bowl as I put a fresh out of a can, cat food for him. " Here you go. I'm off to school now, Cloud. Be on watch of the house for me while i'm gone." And I was out the door.
I finally made it to school right on time. ( She walked to school ) I enter my class room and everyone was chatting with their friends, waiting for the teacher to show up. I don't have any friends... Trying to shut myself from others so it would hurt me in the end if they ever figure out I wasn't human... I sighed ' I wish that someone can just accept me for who I am...' I whispered to myself. This wasn't like Twilight or the stories off of romantic books and movies... There's no way a human can ever love a monster... A beast that has the thirst for human blood and cause pain to others... It will... Never happen... The teacher finally enter the classroom and everyone sat in their assigned seats. "Today class, we have a new student. She came from New York so she came a long way to get to here so I want all of you to show your best behavior..." It was not surprising to have new visitors from out of this country. I mean, who would not come to Tokyo, Japan from New York... But, I mean… Tokyo is a great, quiet place to live, even though it can be busy sometimes, it's still a great back. Plus There's a beach right by my house and our school and a great town near by… I lived here ever since I was born. I'm not planning on moving out of Tokyo once I graduate Highschool. "You can come in now, miss Hatsune." The teacher called out loud enough so our new student can hear. She enter the room and everyone started whispering, saying how cute she looked...She did look cute…She had beautiful Long, turquoise hair, that goes all the way down to her legs. Her choice of clothing was super cute. She was wearing a black and white checkerboard skirt, with a black and grey Paramore T-shirt. The best part about her was her eyes… Crystal blue… The sight of her alone was breathtaking...She was so beautiful. W-wait…What am I thinking!? There's no way a beautiful girl like that would ever date me nore find me attractive! Not in the slightest! If you notice it already and trying to figure out if it true or not then, yes. I like women. Well I do like guys too. I guess you can say i'm bisexual. I'm not really interested in dating anymore. Plus I can't even date anyone now because of the whole vampire thing. But still... She was beautiful… " Okay, Hatsune Miku. Now that everyone got a good look at you, I will assign your seat… Umm… How about you sit next to Luka. Over there. She is one of my best, straight A student, so if you have any problems, just tell Luka." He said, as the new student nodded and sat next to me. Oh great… Not only I find our new student attractive, but now she is sitting next to me… Can this day get any worst?... " Alright class. Now that we got that over with. get out last night homework and get out your textbook and turn to page 105. Miku, since you're new, you can borrow Luka's textbook until yours arrives. Okay?" He said as she nodded and looked at the page we were on...
As blue haired girl gets closer to me, my whole body starts feeling weird… My throat started closing up. It felt like I was being choked to death by two big hand gripping my neck tightly… 'W-what the hell?... What is this?...I never felt like this before… Can it be Miku?...' I turn my head and Miku was right besides me. I looked at her hair and my eyes found their way to her neck… I tried to look away but my greedy eyes wouldn't listen… My breathing started to become heavy… And I felt my vampire teeth showing… 'N-no! This is too much! I need to stop before it gets even worst!' "T-teacher…." I raise my hand, interrupting the teacher from his lesson. "What is it miss Megurine?...This is a very important lesson and will be on the big test this Friday… I highly assure you that you should pay close attention…" He said in a cold tone voice… I tried to swallow the big lump in my throat to sound normal. " I-I'm sorry to interrupt the lesson, sir but may I be excused to the nurse?... I'm not feeling good…." I said and I stand and tried to show him that I was serious. It didn't matter anyway. It was abnormal for me to go to the nurse's office… The teacher gets very worried about me… I'm like a granddaughter to him. I mean, he was my father's Best friend. If I was Really sick, he would let me walk home if I please. Not That I ever did that, but this intense feeling in my throat through my chest is too much… " Hmm.. You do look pale, Luka…" He said as he examined my face to see what was wrong with me. He put his cold hands on my forehead… " Gosh, Luka. Your Freezing cold!" He lowered his hand downed and sighed. "Your one of my best students and I don't want you to be sick… You can be excused… And if you're still not feeling good and wish to go home, you surely can." He finished and then smiled at me. I was touched how much he cared about me. I mean He was my teacher. But it felt good to me that someone cared. Especially the situation that i'm in. "Thank you, sir." I said as I walked out of the class, heading to the nurse's office. However, before I could even get there I barge in the girl's bathroom and vomit in the sink, not being able to reach the toilet. 'Ugh-... Whats happening to me?... This never happen to me before!" I looked at myself at the mirror. Sweating bullets. heavy breathing. Red eyes. Fangs sticking out… It was a horrifying sight for me. I lowered my head and washed my face with cold water. Successfully, it calmed me down. I tried looking back at what that might cause me to react me to feel like I was dying and about to bite someone…. 'Let's see… When the new student arrived, I thought she looked really beautiful and cute… Then she sat by me and she was really close… And that's when I started acting weird… Gasp! Can it be Miku!? S-she can't be the reason why i'm acting like this!? I just met her! W-wait… Can she be another vampire?... It's weird for a vampire to react like that to another vampire… Can she have a special power that made me feel that way? Or can she be something even worse?...' I stared at myself in the mirror once again, and it seemed that my eyes had gone to their golden, silver self. 'Theres no way she can be a vampire… I would have sensed it already. Her smell and everything. Vampires smell different than human… They had a disgusting, bloody smell if you're dealing with a vampire who lust for human blood and drinks it all the time. The smell for a vampire who doesn't drink human blood and instead drink animal blood , smells like a musty blood smell. And the ones who don't drink blood at all smell like a dying corpse. Miku didn't smell like none of those at all. So she has to be human… All this thinking about her made me dizzy again. " Maybe I should go home… While I'm at it, I should go see someone who knows all about vampires…" I said and walked back to the classroom. As I enter, everyone was staring at me. "Sir, I think I should go home… I'm not feeling and I feel really dizzy…" I said honestly. "I understand, Luka. I want you to relax when you get home. If you're still not feeling good tomorrow, you can stay home too. I'll Email you tonight and tomorrow's homework and researches for Math and History." He said. I nooded and went to go get my bag by Miku. I tried avoiding eye contact as she stared at my every moved. When I was finished packing my bookbag, everyone said their goodbyes to me and told me to get better soon. When I was almost out the door, I turned around and Miku and I made eye contact. The intense feeling came back to me , and I felt really dizzy and sick again. I rushed out of the door without saying goodbye and ran outside of the school gates. " W-why! Why is this happening again!" I ran into downtown until I reached my destination. It was a shop far downtown. It was a dark magic shop. I heard that the woman who owns this shop is very talented and knows all about black magic, fortunes, and mystical creatures. I know all about this woman. I heard all about her and read about her in vampire books… I tooked a deep breath, hoping my raging cravings would calm down. I walked in and everywhere was voodoo dolls hanging from the ceiling, ropes around their neck. The room had a dark muddy smell and feel. It was weird feeling, but for some reason, I felt at peace… " What are you doing here, Vampire… I can smell you even outside around the block…" A dark voice called from the dark room. "Please… I need your help… Look I know I'm a monster, but I'm not like the bad ones… I don't feed on human blood!" "But you do kill and feed on animal flesh!" " I only do it to stay alive!" "The only good vampire, is a Dead one…You should just end your life already before it gets worst…" I sighed. " Please… Show your face… I really need your help, I'm begging you…" I pleaded. She finally showed her face. She was a young, around her mid 30ths lady. She had on an African somewhat Jamaican style clothing one, and her hairstyle was breaded. " What is it that you want, vampire… Fortune? Power? Wishes?..." " No that's not why I'm here… I heard that you know everything about vampires, correct?" She nodded. "Then you should know what's wrong with me… I'm not feeling the same as I'm used too…" I said. She stared at me for a brief moment and then finally spoken. " Come. I can see what I can do." We walked into her back room where she had more voodoo stuff and weird writing on the wall… It looked like it was written with blood… we both sat on the table, and she grabbed my hands. "Now, tell me what happened today…" "Well, you see, theres this girl that came to my school today. And she sat by me and then I started feeling this weird feeling, like I was suffocating. Being choked… My heart started beating fast and my breathing became heavy… And then I almost tried to bite her…" I finished, ashamed of the last part of my sentence. " I see". She said, eyes still closed. " Do you think this girl is cute?..." I blushed. "Y-yes" I said bringing more shame to my shoulders. " Then the problem is you're just love sick." She said as she let go of my hands and open her eyes. I was sitting there, dumbfounded by what the voodoo woman just said. "L-Love sick?..." "That can't be right. I just met her. We haven't even spoke to each other yet…" I finished. " "Don't worry. You're not the first to be love sick as a vampire. And It's not bad at all… It shows how much your in love with her, that's all. It's completely normal..." She stand out of her seat and organize her messy backroom. "Then What should I do to stop being… You know… Being love sick…" I said. Forcing out the word "Love" out of my mouth… I didn't understand love. It never crossed my mind that I would ever be in love. More importantly with a girl… Sure I do look and think that some girls and boys look hot, but never the thought that I would be in love with them. She stopped what she was doing and pulled out a needle and inject a weird green liquid that look like acid. "W-what is tha- Ow!" She jabbed the needle inside my right wrist and inject the green liquid. "Ow… What was that! Why did you do that for!?" I yelled at her. " This will help you calm your crazy vampire side whenever you're near your dream lover." " Well you didn't have to jabbed it in there like that! And stop saying my dream lover! It's only a little crush!"
"You can say that, but I can see the future and yours is very interesting… There will be obstacles you have to face but you will get through them…" There was a long silence. I tried looking at her face. There was no emotions… Just emptiness. "W-what are you talking ab-"
"You're times is up! Time to for you to go! Shoo-Shoo!" She said as she pushed me out the back room, while putting a banda on the spot she inject the needle. "W-wait! What am I supposed to do!" I shouted as I was out the door right when she was about to slam the door at my face. "I told you already! You need to become friends with her and date her! It would all make sense when you become friends with her. Now get out of here, before you stink my whole shop with your vampire smell! Good luck and have a nice day!" She slammed the door at my face. "What the hell?..." I said to myself. ' What does she mean… About my future?...' sigh… I guess I should go home and rest for tomorrow. I need to think of a plan on how to become friends with Miku… Grumble. "Shit…" I said to myself. I was hungry. I can eat human food, but it won't fill me up. I hate being hungry and if I don't eat and not be full until bedtime I would sleepwalk… Sigh… I hate doing this. I had to drink animal blood… It's not bad but… It makes me sick to even think about killing a living thing, especially one that makes me quiver and sick to my stomach. How is it that she makes me want to rip out her throat? Why do I unconsciously love her, and not know it? 'No. It can't be… I can't be in love with a….a human! That would be wrong, the human race would be in a lot of trouble… Especially my race… I wonder… Maybe… No! That will never happen! I can just…Maybe… Go to a different school? No… Maybe…..Yes! I can change my schedule… But still…Maybe I should just go along with the normal role… Talk like a normal human, eat with the others, and then I can become friends with Miku and find out more about her… Yes! That should work!' I said while running to the woods to find something to eat.