I can't keep holding on
When there's nothing left to hold on to
I've continually tried and tried again
But things just make me wonder why I try
My feet are placed at buildings edge
And I wonder why I can't stand to do it
I seriously hate the thought of death
But for this I'm willing to make an exception
I can hear all the voices and cars below
Begging me to come down
Not to take away the thing that makes me breath
But things have become too difficult for even me to hold
It's the only thing I know
The pain that hides so deep down inside me
And the pain that I can't control
Gives me such immense pleasure that I need to live
I need to hear only one voice to stop me
But the one I'm looking for has yet to come
I inch closer to where I'm meant to be
And reveal in the feeling of the rushing wind
It's the pain that I needed
That was taken away from me so abruptly
From the pleasure to the pain
I couldn't keep myself in check before I realized my death
I reach my hands out, tasting the air
Before leaning just the littlest bit farther
Over the edge
Past the point of no return
Then a voice calls to me without a name
Their arm keeps me from falling over
Stop.
Don't do it
Why not
Nothing you say can stop me
I stare down at his hand in both anger and shock
No one was supposed to know about me doing this
But…
Why are you doing this?
His voice seems familiar but sad
Like something's paining him
Because life is too hard for me
And I need to get rid of it
Just… Go away
I whisper to no one but the wind
You pushed me away once-
His fingers tightened on my wrist angrily
Not today and not again
His voice yells to me over the rising wind
Death is easy
I heard my voice just above the wind
But this life… has become harder to keep
I turn and almost cry out in shock
I need you to try
He whispered
I need you to try and stay here with me
Draco's eyes reach out to me in pain and love
Why do you suddenly care so much?
I whisper darkly to mostly myself
Why do you suddenly want me if your life?
His eyes allowed only one tear fall
I've needed you for so much longer
Just never had the courage to tell you
How I feel
How I've always felt… about you
I stare at him in pain and shock
How he FEELS about me
I've wanted you to see how I've felt for awhile now
But I can't love you… because I'm dying today
His eyes widen and tears pour out sorrowful tears
I never knew someone could be that upset about me
I'm---- I'm sorry
I manage through my lips in pain
Don't leave me again
Please, Hermione
I love you too much
To let you go
That's not your call to make, Draco
Sorry to disappoint you
And I- I love you too
I kissed him softly
And then I stepped over the edge
And I died