Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal Minds


Derek,

So you left with the promise to come back, but you haven't been back and you're too busy to even answer my calls so I leave voicemail after voicemail with the anticipation that I'll get a call back but I don't. I just wanted to hear your voice, other than you telling me to leave a message after the beep.

I don't understand what I did to make you just forget me and I don't know why I didn't see it coming really. You and me, best friends for life, that was always a laughable matter for the outside world. Now I see why. The jock and the geek spells disaster from the word go that does.

So I hear a girl takes precedence in your world now, nothing stays secret in this place, grapevines are busy. Well keep it going Derek, you deserve to love a woman with all that heart of yours. I suppose I can't have the love I want but seeing as I'm single again we'll see what I get eh? After Kevin I think I'll settle for no one and yes you read that right, I dumped Kevin and you're the first to know. Case closed.

I won't call again Derek; it's obvious I hold no part in your life so I won't keep pushing a part in it. You've given me so much to live for and I pray that you live a long and happy life and that after all that pestering from your mom, you give those her grandbabies.

Count this as a final goodbye and just because this failed me, don't let it fail you:

The heart gets what the heart wants.

Garcia.

A/N: So I'm in an angsty romantic kind of mood, to go wtih the others!! This one won't be long unless the muse canters into action and has a bright spark but for now its small =)

Lemme know what you think!!