Disclaimer: I do not own anything mentioned in this one-shot. Lisi Harrison owns The Clique and The Jonas Brothers own the song Still In Love with You.

Beta'ed by Sarcastic Twists

Josh Pov

Anybody can look at me, Joshua Hotz, and see that I shouldn't be single. My description: shaggy brown hair, thick eyelashes, mocha colored eyes, and awesome at soccer.

But why am I single, then? Well, it's all one girl's fault. That girl.

I would say that if I hadn't met her, my life would've been easier, but that's a lie. I don't know what I would do if I didn't know her. I'm lucky that I had a kiss with her and I keep that kiss in my mind all the time. That's what keeps me hoping.

It was amazing how it happened. It was such a surprise for me. I was hoping for a warning or something, but suddenly one day she was not available anymore.

Before, I was offering her a flower and then she was in his arms. I thought she was over him and ready to move on.

Guess I was wrong.

She left me standing there, shocked and open-mouthed. She left without saying anything. I thought maybe she would say sorry, goodbye or something, but she didn't even look my way.

I guess I'm somewhat thankful she didn't say anything. I would've lost it and started crying at the thought of farewell.

Each time I see her smile, even from a distance, it makes my heart soar. When I see her happy, it makes me happy, no matter how cliché that sounds. I can never forget those moments we've had and I will never regret them.

I remember the day we kissed under the sun after the championship soccer game. Even if we lost, that had to be the best day of my life. In the winter at Lake Placid, I remember all my advances, but none of them worked and she'd run to him.

I thought she loved me and that we both shared the same feelings. I realized my thoughts weren't correct when she went and left me. She broke my heart into two pieces and I don't think I can ever recover. I felt as if my life was slipping through the cracks of the Earth every night that I cried myself to sleep.


I feel torture knowing that she will never be mine. I feel relief seeing her happy and enjoying life. Whenever I see her cry, I feel like ripping myself apart and I always try my best to bring that beautiful smile back onto her face.

Every time I see my best friend and her kissing, it's like millions needles are inserted slowly into my heart. Moreover, I feel that I have no idea what is the worst. Either being alone or seeing her with him.


Even if she has happily moved on, I'm still in love with her. Even if she never loves me again, it doesn't matter. I'll always be waiting for her.

Because I'm still in love with Claire Stacey Lyons.

A/n: Wow, this has been done for the longest time and now is when I post. I hope you like it, and check out The Winner Takes it All. Review, review!