There's no way to describe it.
That feeling he possesses me with.
Every time he speaks…
Mmmm-that smooth seductive voice…
My breath falls completely short.
Every time he touches me…
My heart stops.
Yet... I must be hateful,
To this puissant virile figure…
Loyalties divide us…
He no longer comes near me.
He can't.
He knows he never will.
But he tries.
His violent attempts of seeing me again,
Always coming far too close.
If once I have denied him
He will do anything to have me
And he'll never let me go.
If I ever resist,
My pain is his pleasure
His pleasure is my Hell…
I cannot be alone again
Knowing he'll be there
Watching,
Waiting,
Wanting…
I know I can't refuse him…
But…yet…I wish I could…
There's no denying his demands.
The lust in his sovereign eyes,
Haunting me in my sleep…
And preying over me when I'm alone,
He'll do anything-for me again
Going to the most drastic measures,
He hunts to kill…
He'll always be there when he disappears
I know I should be afraid
And yet…
A part of me still wants him
His touch
His face
Even his smell…
He is all I ever wanted,
But if I should succumb,
I know what horrors wait for me…
There are torturing thoughts within him
His obsession…
Will, no doubt, be my demise…
I still want him…
How is it possible?
He craves the blood of my lover,
And soon, he will crave my flesh…
So I anticipate his arrival…
That mystery will come again,
He won't be long,
Sooner or later…
He'll come for me…
All he wants is me…
And me alone.
Nothing else matters to him
He doesn't need anything. anyone.
It isn't some revenge scheme.
He starves for his former lover…
Now I quiver in fear of him,
Will he save me?
Hurt me?
Ravage me again?
It is unknown…still…
Don't lose my grasp
My only love…
For he is nothing but a shadow,
A distant horrific nightmare
Pain,
Anger…
Lust…
It's all he wants…
He just wants me…
And at one flash of red lightning,
My love will be dead…
And I…
Nothing else…
It's just the mystery of the thing…
I have no idea…
No idea what will happen to me…
Watch you're back love…
Or he will catch you…
Hunt you down…
Kill you…
If nothing else… please…
Promise you will still love me…
Even if it's your demise,
But if you don't,
I will understand...
And I will still love you…
I'm sorry I brought this to you…
But I'm still scared to death of him…
Please…
Before he comes again…
At least promise me protection,
But if nothing else…
I still love you…
And I suppose I will still wait…
For him to come…
And he will…
He'll come for one purpose…
And one alone,
He just comes for me…
Just for me…
And nothing else…