Slight AU from AHBL 1/2, if you read, you will notice the scence. Just a spur of the moment story. Ok, so there is implied charater death, and relife. Spoliers for AHBL 1/2.
Disclaimer: Sadly, No I do not own
Dean had known what he had to do, and once the deal was made (the deal Sammy would never know about) he got back in the Impala and before heading back to Sam he reached into his jacket pocket for the letter he'd found but had not read from Sam. He'd found it when he'd searched for his ID to make the deal at the Crossroads. He opened the envelope addressed to him, from Sam, and began reading Sam's handwriting.
Hey Dean,
You were my brother before you were anything. Nothing could or would change that. Then there was the fire and in an instant you became my protector, and my new mother figure (yea, in a caring way, not a girl way). When dad was so distraught with grief and revenge, you took his place without complaint, giving your childhood up for mine. Since I have been old enough to know you, you were my first word and my best friend. Since you have become my protector, you shelter me, your health before my own. When you saw me wanting out, wanting normal, you held back your own pain and let me go. When you see me wound tight you help me loosen up, life the life I'm sure mom, Jess and dad would have wanted: as myself. When I'm ready to give in, you convince me to keep going, never giving up on me like I often do myself. You call my Sammy (no matter what I say about the name) and secretly I like it and hope you never stop. It means you see the innocence left in me that I fail to see, and it gives me hope. Thank you for allowing me freedom, to be myself. For being my parental figures, my best friend. Thanks for looking out for me, protecting me, for giving me hope. I will always love you and be eternally grateful for you. If you're reading this I'm gone, but you need to keep fighting, be strong, and I'll see you on the other side big brother. Thank you for allowing me to be your brother. You were my brother before everything began, and you'll be my brother when it all comes to an end.
Love, Your little brother,
Sam (Sammy)
Dean paused, tears running down, he'd never tell Sammy he found this letter, because he'd be gone too soon to dwell on Sam's last requests and words. Besides, he couldn't keep going with Sam, his purpose, his brother.
---End or Not?---
Should I make a sequal and do a letter to Sam, from Dean. (For what he would say when the deal is due) ?????
Also, please review, even if it's to tell me all I did wrong or that it's awful, just to see what people think....
Chow, Siara (PS, if you want me to continue, it won't take long, I have the letter part already finished and an idea of the rest.../hint, hint/ lol)