As Bianca walked down the hall she saw some people look up and smile at her. She was amazed that it still shocked her whenever someone seemed pleased to see her. Whenever she was absent the next day people in class would actually seem concerned. They wondered if she was sick, if anything was wrong and if there was anything they could do to help. Last year all of them wouldn't have given a crap about a junkie like her. They just assumed she was out drinking or something of that nature. It didn't take a rocket scientist to realize exactly why they suddenly cared about her.

Adam Torres.

The boy she was currently dating, and also the boy's life she had made living hell. Every day she felt like she lived in a daze. When she admitted her feelings to him she never expected that he would return them. There had been a rumor going around that he and his brother were fighting over Fiona Coyne. He admitted that he had a little crush on the rich socialite but it wasn't anything serious. Apparently he liked her, Bianca DeSousa, and that came as a shock to everyone. She made his life miserable yet he could still find it in himself to forgive her, to even go out with her.

Bianca was right there with them. Why would someone as sweet, kind, intelligent, caring, funny and amazing as Adam stoop as low as going out with her? The only thing she really had going for her was her looks, as well as her jewelry making but no one needed to know about that, and even that would go away with time. Eli, Clare and Drew didn't trust her intentions at first and she didn't blame them. If she was them she wouldn't let herself anywhere near Adam.

And that's exactly what she had been expecting. After Eli, Clare and Drew found out about the kiss and the fact they were still dating they approached the two at the Dot. Normally Bianca would've exploded at them and told them to 'fuck off', but being around Adam took away some of her bitchiness and made her less bitter and hateful then before. She just sat silently while Eli, Clare and Drew tried to talk some sense into the sophomore, as well as throw the occasional insult in Bianca's direction.

After a couple minutes of holding back the insults she wanted to hurl back at them she realized they were just trying to get her to get a reaction from her. They wanted to show Adam just how cruel she could be, which made it that much easier to hold her insults back. She knew how much it would displease Adam if she cussed out his friends and brother in the middle of a popular hangout. In the end it was Adam that had snapped and yelled at them, after a 'useless skank' had slipped from Drew's mouth. He grabbed her and they left.

At the end of the day she told him how badly she wanted to cuss them out and he had laughed in understand.

In no time at all they were all friends again and they grudgingly agreed to give Bianca a chance. After spending more and more time with them, and less time with Owen and Ron-Ron, Bianca actually was able to drop her guard and show a more caring side. This didn't seem to please her old football player friend because he approached her in the hall. Insults were thrown. 'Tranny-lover' 'Fucking Neanderthal' 'Lesbian', eventually a fight broke out between the two and it shocked everyone when they realized it had been Owen that threw the first punch. Owen; the homophobic football player that never laid a hand on a girl unless it was to do something sexual, had punched his best friend.

Apparently Bianca had made a comment snappy about 'homophobes being the ones that are normally homosexuals' and the stab at his sexuality had pushed him over the edge. Riley and Zane were the ones that eventually broke them up, and Bianca couldn't help but laugh at the irony. Owen dismissed Zane, telling him to 'never touch him unless he wanted to die' and stormed off down the hallway. Bianca knew that she would never be able to hang out with that crowd again. And if she ever showed her face at the Ravine she'd probably get beat.

Weeks went by and the two friends never spoke or even looked in each other's general direction. Adam had found out about the fight and wanted to go after Owen but Bianca held him back. It surprised her really; her holding someone back from a fight? But she didn't want him to get in hurt because she wasn't able to close her mouth. This also came as a shock to her since she never really cared about anyone getting hurt because of her before. Adam and Alli were two prime examples of that, yet there she was holding him back so he wouldn't get hurt again.

And one night Bianca had pondered over her sudden change in personality and image. She wasn't as slutty, she actually was nice to people, had more friends than usual, stood up for LGBT people and defended people whenever Owen's little group would insult them. It all crashed down on her then. It was because of Adam Torres; the adorable little sophomore with the most innocent eyes she had ever seen, that she changed.

And she was pleased.

"It's disgusting, how you've changed me, from a bandit to a baby."

Disclaimer:

I don't –sob- own Degrassi or the song lyric.

Author's Notes:

Don't deny it; you could totally see this happening. XD I've sort of fallen in love with the BiancaAdam couple (don't worry; I love FionaAdam as well) so this came to mind. It was inspired by Ke$ha/Miranda Cosgrove's song Disgusting. More precisely the lyric; 'it's disgusting, how you've changed me, from a bandit to a baby.'

The inspired this little one-shot (: And some other songs have sparked by inner BiancaAdam lover so this little fic is going to be little song-fics/one-shots centered on BiancaAdam. I know, I know; I really shouldn't do anymore of these fics but I can't help it XD I have so many plot-bunnies hopping around right now and I want to get them down.

Sorry for any OOCness (:

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