This is a dark and concern fic but with bright shining contains violence and sexual acts. MATURES ONLY! Darien fans should beware - You have been warned - Enjoy
Silent Tears
She held on her breath until she could hear the car engine white lights drew circles over the dark it was finally silent she let the air in her lungs out.
Serena turned on her right side biting on her lips as the pain flashed through her to get her arching body out of the rumplet bed she took a glimp of herself in the large mirror in front her king size double bed.
She nearly started to laugh at the irony of what she saw.
So much luxury, just the best of the it was the Mahagony bed with golden Initzials of themselfs or the black marmorian floor.
She could smell her own expensive parfum - but it`s owner doesn`t look expensive at time.
Her long golden strangs hang all around her body some parts of it sticky with and harms all over on her back, on her belly and breasts.
Her lips smiled a sad smile."He learned with the time."stroking over her hurting rip."Bruises on arms and legs are easy to see.."
She diagnosted that the rip was not broken."Chased by luck,"she said to the dark and lonliness of the finally turned back from the mirror and headed to the bathroom.
Not a single tear rolled down her cheeks through the hole stared into her crystal blue eyes, which were even in the bright bathroom light motionless and dull.
"This is my destiny..."she thought-" Funny- the warrior of love and justice - the lovegiving princess and future queen - a abused,scared and lonly wife..." her fingertips stroke over her wound throat.
After she cleaned herself and took care of her marks as good as she could she found herself on the made herself comfortable on the big swing she gazed at the stars, suddenly a shooting star flashed by.
A familiar unbearable pain hit her heart.
And after all the pain she has been through today night and all those years without crying- this particular pain let one single tear flow down her beautiful pale cheek.
In her mind she saw those azur blue eyes and this wonderful long raven sobs escaped her rosy tried to hold the tears back with all her strenght ."No,-"she squeezed her eyes."No crying, don`t give him the satisfacation"she demaned herself"But he`s not here" her weaker part whispered.
She gave in.
She loud- but out of her heart."Maybe - " she thought-"Maybe the stars hear my pleading - maybe a shooting star will come back to earth to rescue me..."her tears nearly stopped.
Suddenly the dark night sky was getting even darker and as she looked out for the reason, Serena saw a big dark cloud ominous hanging in front of the moon.
There wasn`t any more silver and sparkling in the sky - just plain black.
"Even if he came-what should it change?He can`t help me, can`t be with with me- even I want nothing more since I saw him leaving 5 years ago.
-The moment he was away, her heart broke into pieces-realizing that she loved him so badly.
She was strong, nobody of her friends noticed always played the happy girl.
Even as Darien went to America for another year she held her strenght.
She finished her school also - to everyones surprise, as an excellent student - and worked for different advertising agencys as a graphic designer.
When Darien returned, he built his own the beginning it runs more than well and soon their living class raised up to pure luxury.
Her fiance treaded her hadn`t had much time but he acted pretty good as a businessmann and soon to be husband.
But there was always something in his dark blue eyes and in his silence, which Serena couldn`t classify.
Sometimes he scared her with those intensiv looks he gave her.
"I really thought I was paranoid at this times - my handsome, caring Darien isn`t able to kill a fly" she almost whispered to herself, remembering her own thoughts years ago.
Then the wedding finally came - and with the wedding the painful reality.
She hadn`t had to wait long, already in the wedding night she had to learn who her husband really was.
He wasn`t careful,-wasn`t loving. It was a rough and painful act. She tried to tell him that he hurts her and that he should stop,-but he just gave her a strange smile and told her something very important for her she would never forget.
"You are mine, ,- and for the rest of our know we have a lot - I am your prince and your king, my will is your do what I want you to do, you go where I tell you to go and you only speak to people I allow you to.I own you and that will never this day on you are my wife and soon we will be king and queen and a wife has to serve her not, my darling it will hurt a ?"
He stared into hear fearful eyes, his strong hands pinning her into the mouth was dry, she couldn`t swallow, couldn`t speak.
" I asked you if you had understand what I`ve said?" he repeated dangerously quiet.
Serena nodded her head in agreement."Yes"she whispered.
"Yes - what?" he tightened his grip.
"Yes, I`ve understand you.." she choked out.
"And - What?" he got slowly eyes went darker than the darkest night.
" I will be a good wife" she said ruefully.
"See my dear, was it that difficult? I love you sweetheart and now I`ll make you completely mine." with that he thrust into her.
This was the first time her screams were filling the bedroom.
With that Serena rose up from the swing hammock."Maybe it is wrong to wish for Seiya to come back, he is at home with his princess and brothers- where he belongs he would show up here, seeing how deep I have fallen and he would notice something it would end up really to think of Darien.."she embraced herself by thinking of her husband.
Once - maybe a year ago or two - she mentioned Seiya`s name in front of Darien.
A huge mistake she had to will never do this mistake once was one of the worst nights they had.
She walked in the bedroom and slipped under the blanket, trying to warm herself and waiting for her husband.
"Even though he would come.."she whispered close to sleep-"what can I do?I am not allowed to be with him..everyones destiny and happiness depended on whole damn future of this universe is lying on my shoulders.."she rolled on her back and turned her head to the open balcony door.
The sky was clear was able to see the stars.
"But my heart will never belong to this destiny. My heart will always belong to a Fighter."
With that Serena closed her eyes.
It took him a lot of time and strength to convince the red haired princess of Kinmoku.
But somewhere along the line she gave in."Seiya please stop chattering me. Fine if you want to go back to earth then stop hovering me."
"Princess,it`s not just that I want to. I HAVE to!This is what I always try to explain to you- that I m not is terrible wrong with her." his deep voice answered to Kakyuu`s outburst. "Take your brothers with you.." she turned on her heels and walked gracefully out of the room.
Seiya shook his head and started to look out for his brothers. Since they had returned from earth they`d prefer to use their male when they have to fight they transformed.
"Ahh, looks like you finally gotten the princess`bless, bro?"his silver haired younger brother Yaten asked as he closed the throne rooms doors.
"Yeah, looks like ,pack your things and tell Taiki that we`re leaving in an hour."
He turned around and headed towards his rooms.
The nightmares tormented him since a long even couldn`t remember when it had started.
Always her.
Always scared to death... his beautiful unreachable words in the galaxy could describe what Seiya felt for her.
His heart cramped when he thought about the pictures he had seen of her in his dreams.
Those eyes..those wonderful laughing and warm blue eyes- brighter than the sun can shine - so empty and numb.
He throw his clothes into the case and slammed it down.
With quick steps he left his now dark knowing what the future will bring but determinded to handle everything that will come.
His heart finally needs to rest.
Serena opened her eyes,the room laid in dark grey tones around turned her head to take a look at the turned her head to the other side to look out of the balcony sky was covered with dark clouds, so dark that it looks like a thunderstorm will burst out any second.
Serena sighed.
She noticed that she was alone."Didn`t he come home last night?"she asked herself and quickly stepped out of the bed.
She slipped into her dressing gown and headed house was very quiet so she nearly got a heart attack when she entered the kitchen.
His hair was tousled, dark rings under his eyes and his shirt was very crimpled.
Despite everthing he was still a very handsome, virile at the kitchen bar with a steaming mug of coffee in his hand he gave her an intense glare.
"Good morning look beautiful as you sleep well?"he smiled at her.
She freezed in the fire and liquid ice rushing through her veins at the same was the thing she was never able to handle.
When he is not the "dark Prince",that is what she namend him secretly,he is the most charming and kindest her is one of the reasons that nobody of her closest friends noticed anything all over the time.
And the worst thing was that some sick part in her was thankful and happy when he acted like savoured his behavior.
Her expression was very concern-she straightened her back and fully stepped into the kitchen.
"Yeah,I think..."she took some coffee also- always watching his movements out of the corner of her eye."Didn`t you come home last night?"she turned around to face him.
"Unfortunately it was very late when I came back and didn`t want to interrup your sleep, I took a nap on the couch." "Very obliging,my dear."she stated wryly.
"Bad mood?"he slid from the stool like a `s body stiffened- to her relief he embraced her tenderly.
"Everthing is alright baby,don`t worry.."he kissed her neck,trailing light butterfly kisses down her grip tightened and she shrugged, a small shriek escaped her lips.
It wasn`t because of her husbands affections- it was her didn`t noticed."Of course not.."she almost her advantage the telephone started to ring at this moment.
She freed herself from his grip and picked up the gave him an apologizing glance.
"This is Serena speaking.." "Hey doll!What`s up with you?What hadn`t you called me yesterday?"
She heard Mina`s annoyed voice.
"Hey Mina.I m sooo sorry,really!Yesterday was a ..busy evening."By mentioning Mina`s name,Darien rolled his eyes and left the something about `showers`and `work`.
Reassured she sat back on her stool, sipping her coffee she listened to Mina.
"Must be very busy - I ve called you almost a hundred times!"her blonde friend snapped.
"I already told you cutie, I m really what is the reason you called `a hundred times`?"Serena ginned.
"First off all-don`t call me `cutie`!`Baby`!"she heard Mina`s laughing voice.
"Ahh..you call me a baby?Me?The most matured women all around here?"She indignantly shoutet.
"Ha, I don`t think that a lot of people are all around you by in your kitchen - yes you are the most matured women around."Mina retorted.
"Point for you, sweetheart. So what`s up?"Serena asked still smiling.
"That is a secret.."her friend `sing songed`."Oh Mina, don`t do this to me!" "If you had answered your phone yesterday,I would tell you...maybe.."
"Pleeaaase?" Serena begged."Just come to the temple,then you will see."Mina said mysteriously.
"What?"Serena asked confused.
"You ve understand. - Oh and before I forgot - make yourself look pretty!"she chirped and hung up.
Slowly she rose from the stool and put the phone on the table."Weird"she thought and headed upstairs the last steps she was able to hear the shower running.
"Good,he will leave."her mood stayed uplightened as she saw that his businesscase was already packed,waiting for him on the bed.
She quickly left the room again, not giving him the chance to be close to her in one room a second time this hasted into the guestbathroom and closed the door behind her.
Striking the long golden strands of her hair behind her ear, she bit her lips thoughtfully."I wonder what`s going sounded really excitet...- so I will see sooner or later."
-First of all house-cleaning- a very funny thing, they`d more money than they could spent in 3 lifetimes but hiring a helping hand for this huge mansion was an unthinkable thing for Darien.
In his opinion that was one of his wife`s duties and she should never complain about it.
So Serena decided to take a shower to make sure he would be out of the house, when she finished and she would be able to move around free in the stripping off her clothes she thought"What could it be?"
She didn`t know why, but her heart pounded like crazy.
End of chapter 1
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