SoRiku: Make Up Secks

by *FangirlYasha

I pushed the door open and quickly jostled inside. It was raining really hard outside, and that's on normal standards, but this time of the year, we were in a drought and here it is, a flash flood suddenly sweeping over the entire county and every one was sent home from work and told not to leave the house. Great. Just what I needed, you see, my room mate and I had just had a huge fight the other night and I think he might not forgive me for a least a week or two...

All the lights were off and it was freezing in here, I couldn't see a thing, so I didn't move from my spot in front of the apartment door. I wanted to call for Riku, but I knew he would not come, no matter how loud I yelled. The rain continued to pour and I looked forward into the darkness, seeing nothing. A bright flash of lighting lit the room with an eerily white light. Even though it lasted a moment, it was long enough for me to see the duffel bags against the wall in front of the door. I stared in the bags' general direction. He... he's...I couldn't get myself to even think it, life without him was too painful to consider!

Swallowing hard, I trudged into the kitchen, placing the now soaking pizza box on the counter, my shoe's squeaks echoing thought the desolate house as the rain continued to pound the windows and roof, seeing as we had the apartment on the top floor.

"I got pizza!" I called down the hall, hoping he would hear me. Sure enough, moments later, I hear rustling down the hall and I turn to the oven and flip on the light above it. The small light flickers to life and it's gentle yellow light floods throughout our small kitchen. It was obvious that this light didn't light the hallway leading to the bedrooms, because soon after the rustling I heard a door open and then a long stream of curses. I did my best to hide my laughter as Riku hopped into view.

"Shut up" he hissed, rubbing his toes as he hopped on the other foot.

"Sorry..." I mumbled, opening the box, not sure of what to say. Not that that would be a problem for much longer...

"I'm moving out." Even though I knew it already, it hurt to hear him say it.

"You can't!" I said, fighting back tears as I turned my back to him, headed for the living room with a slice of pizza in my hand.

"Like hell I am!" I hear Riku scoffing, following me with the box in his hands.

I didn't want him to go, I would tie him to a chair if that's what it would take to make him stay, but that wasn't what I meant.

"No, I mean you really can't." I said turning to where I could barely make out his out line.

"The roads are almost a foot under water now, I'm lucky I made it home." I said, looking down, the anger in his face frightening me. I heard him mumble a 'Great...' before storming past me to his room. Good thing I'm not all that hungry I thought to myself as I watched him stumble in the darkness.

"God dammit!" He hissed again and I laughed, not even trying to hold it in. He turned and I knew he was glaring at me but I didn't say anything, just turned and walked to the couch and flopped down on it, taking a bite of my pizza. Hmmm, greasy and heart attack-causing; just the way I like it. I reached over and turned on the standing lamp, flipping on the T.V. I didn't really pay any attention to the show that was playing, I just needed to have noise in the background as I sorted out my thoughts. Then it hit me, I had been so absorbed in my thoughts, I had forgotten about Bitlett, our Siberian Husky.

Swallowing the last bite, I hopped up and realized how wet my clothes were. Oh well, I better find Bitlett.

"Bitlett?" I called as I headed down the hall to the bedrooms after switching the T.V. off. Before our fight, Riku and I had shared the larger room (we had separate beds, of course, but if we shared the one huge room, we didn't have to fight over who got the bigger one and plus, we could use the other room as storage), but now I saw light escaping from under the once unused room. I paused and listened; nothing, it was utterly silent. Even though right now, the two of us aren't very close, I still know that when he's completely silent, he's upset.

"...Riku...?" I whispered as another crack of thunder nearly drowned me out, they were getting stronger, this crack shook the house. I heard a whimper. Knowing it wasn't Riku, I turned around looking for Bitlett, he wasn't there. I turned back to the door and cracked it open slightly.

"Riku?" I asked more confidently now. A blindingly bright flash lit the room and I saw Riku sitting against the wall with his head in his knees. As the thunder cracked, I heard another whimper and I looked to the pile of blankets Riku had been sleeping on to see Bitlett curled in a ball, facing the wall shacking. Coward.. I scoffed to myself, returning my attention the Riku who hadn't looked up as I entered. With another flash of lightning, I saw a bottle of Grey Goose Vodka in one of his hands. I sighed, it almost never happens, but when Riku hits the bottle, he hits it harder then any else one I know. Plus, the only times I've known him to drink is when he's depressed, like most other people.

"Riku.." I sighed condescendingly, pushing the almost empty box of pizza out of the way and sat next to him on the floor, shivering in my soaked clothes. Another flash lit up the room and Bitlett scampered from the room and into, most likely, the living room. I looked at the top of Riku's head, the lightning making it shine like metal in the sudden light. I waited, watching as the thunder shook our home again.

We sat in silence for a long time, long enough for 10 strikes of lightening to light up the room and illuminate my room mate's glossy hair. I knew that, sooner or later, he'd fall asleep and then be gone in the morning, the thought shocked me to the core and I reached forward and placed my hand on his head, keeping silent. At my touch I felt him twitch but I didn't move and neither did he, until he raised his head and lifted the crystal bottle to his lips, drinking several large mouthfuls. Hopelessly, I stared at him, the outline of his Adams apple bobbing up and down as he swallowed, his closed eyes and perfect eye lashes, his moist lips glimmering in the sudden light of the lightning as he lowered the bottle, the light sigh he gave and the sucking sound he made as the bottle left his lips.

Quickly as he lowered the bottle, I snatched it from his hand. His eyes shot open and those blue green perils, looking like a snakes, bore holes in my head as he stared me down, but I didn't waver, I couldn't let him do this.

I slowly waved the bottle back and forth in front of my face to test his tracking skills, yep, definitely drunk. I sighed again and shifted position, letting one leg stretch out straight in front of me the other knee pulled to my chest.

"You can't keep this up, you know you shouldn't be drinking." I said gently as he continued to stared at me, eyes narrowed and sharp. I looked down the bottle, there was only a few mouthfuls left, but I wasn't about to let Riku drink them. With another flash of lightning, Riku had pushed my bent leg straight out against the floor and had straddled my thighs all before the light left the room.

Wide-eyed and blushing madly, I looked up at Riku who had his hands on my thighs, his thumbs pressing into my inner leg/groin region causing the blush to deepen more. He stared me down, his eyes unfocused but still permeating. I knew what he was going to do before he did, he wanted the liquor back, that as the only reason he'd do this. So, as another flash light the room, I watched his eyes and focused on the pressure of his fingers. And, sure enough, as the thunder shook the building, he tried to snatch the bottle, but he was too late. While it was still dark I had lifted the bottle to my lips and, by the time he reached for it, I had drained the bottle. I lowered it and he stared, this time, wide eyed. I swallowed and smirked at him, the alcohol burning my throat and reminding me of all the times I had stopped Riku from killing himself by alcohol poisoning in the past.

"You don't think I'd let you drink it now do you?" I asked, gently tossing the bottle to the pile of sheets. Riku soon returned my smile but, as another strike of lightening light the small room, I could see that it was sarcastic and that it didn't reach his eyes; he didn't mean it. With a heavy sigh he returned his hand to my thigh and lowered his head, drawing his legs up behind him. I looked at the top of his head again. I hated seeing him like this.

"Talk to me..." I whispered, placing my hands next to my hips and tilting my head slightly. He didn't answer. He just sat there as the wind and rain whipped at the window next to us.

"Blunt and honest." I said, still he said nothing.

"You owe me that much..." I finished, sadness settling in my voice as thoughts of life without him were brought to mind again.

"Sad...don't know what to do..." He finally said, not looking up. I never expected much more then a few words out of him when it comes to talking about feelings, drunk or not. Sad, I could understand that, alcohol is a depressant after all, but confused?

"What to do? About what?" I asked, genuinely confused myself.

"...us..." he said after an extremely long silence.

"Us?" I tilted my head further in the other direction. He took a deep breath but kept his head down. A long, empty silence fell over us once more and I placed my hand on his head again. Again he took a breath and rolled his shoulders but continued to keep his head down.

"We were such good friends...then I went and-...all those things I said to yo-"

"-All the things I said to YOU" I interjected, this got him to look up, my hand slipping down to the side of his face.

"I know I upset you and I'm so-"

"Don't say it." He looked down again, my hand staying on his face.

"I don't deserve those words, I over reacted to something I made you do, something I did to you. You deserve better than me, so I'm going to let you have it by first clearing myself out of the way.." His voice was small and occasionally drowned out by the thunder. I couldn't let him say this. I placed my other hand on the other side of his face and forced him to look at me through the darkness.

"I can't let you think that. What you did, I don't know how to thank you enough. But, I...I was just...scared, I didn't know what to think I mean you're...well... you, dude, my best friend." As I spoke, my brow arched with concern.

"I didn't know what to do, so I didn't do anything, but now that I look back, I kick myself over and over again for doing that to you, I know what it must have taken to do it, but I didn't think of you then, I only thought of myself and how it affected me. And for that...I'm so very sorry." I finished with a shaky voice, I had now looked down at his hands on my legs, thinking back to our argument.

By now, I'm sure you're wanting to know what happened between us, right? Well, you see...one day, I can't even really remember how it all started but...he...he, well he kissed me. Square on the lips. With tongue. Lots and lots of tongue. I had liked him since I was, what, 5? And watched him go through girlfriend after girlfriend, only dreaming of the day it would be me on his arm, not some stupid, self-centred girl. I reacted badly and we got in a HUGE ass fight and haven't really talked ever since. I hated it, those weeks without him to turn to, it was my own personal hell. I was determined never to let this happen again, I was going to hold him and never let go. However, there's only one problem with this wonderful plan; I know I can't get my nerve up to say anything, no matter how I'm feeling, after all we are both dudes and I was always thought it was wrong for two dudes to 'be together'. But as I looked into Riku's drunken, glazed eyes, I knew he needed me and I needed him. Ok, that settles it, now...how to tell him?

A long silence settled over us again, but I didn't really matter, the sound of the pattering rain pushed me further and further to sleep and, just before I was sure I was going to pass out, I felt Riku's fingers move, making small circles on the sensitive skin of my inner thighs. My face flushed deeply and I looked up, slowly, into Riku's face, my own eyes wide.

"You need to get outta these things, you're going to get hypo real fast." He stated as if talking about the weather, I could only stare. Another long silence as he continued the soft circles, sending chills along my spine and making my hair stand on end, reminding me just how cold I really was, but I still didn't move.

"Well, come on Sora..." Riku whispered after a while. I blinked for what felt like the first time since this started and continued to sit, unmoving.

"Do you need me to help you..?" He purred, continuing his circles as he looked into my eyes, leaning in, our noses brushing. I stared, my eyes feeling dry and my cheeks on fire. I swallowed and simply sat, losing myself in his eyes. He smirked and tilted his forehead inwards more, chuckling lightly. I couldn't help myself any more, I leaned forwards and brushed my lips against his and he released his grin to kiss me back, caressing my lower lip. O~oh I had longed so long for this moment and who would have thought he'd be such a wonderful kisser? Then again, he's had plenty of practice... I tried not to think about this as I tangled my fingers in his silky hair and opened my mouth wider. He wasted no time delving into me, not that I wanted him to. I slid my own tongue past his, coaxing a low groan from the other.

After what felt like only a few seconds, he pulled away, panting for breath. Slowly, he stopped his circles and felt around for the zipper on the front of my jacket, finding it with ease. He ran it along it's teeth and let it sag open. I removed my hands from his face to shrug it to the floor around me, quickly returning my hands to his face. Placing a hand on my chest, Riku sighed.

"So much for a jacket keeping you dry..." he shook his head and, as another bright flash light the room, he grasped the rim of my T-shirt, pulling it ever so slowly up my chest. I lifted my hands above my head and Riku gently peeled the wet cloth from my still soaked body, tossing it to the floor feet away from where we were seated. As the cold air braced my now bare chest, I gave out an uncontrollable shiver and clenched my teeth together to stop them from chattering.

"Oh, I'm sorry, is it cold in here?" Riku whispered, leaning in, his cheek brushing mine as he made his way to my neck, nibbling on my prickled skin. That caused me to shudder. Riku nibbled and licked and sucked at my neck for what felt like hours before making his way down to my collar bone, tracing it with his tongue. His hot breath dancing across my skin. I let out a small moan which seemed to encourage Riku as he made his way to my chest, taking one of my nipples between his teeth. He gave a light squeeze and I let my head drop backwards, my eyes closing and a choked moan escaping my throat. Riku, too moaned into me, suckling a little before moving to the other and repeating, the both of us moaning lightly every once in a while; but then he stopped and I looked down at him as he looked up, the lightning revealing his crooked grin.

"These pants of yours are in the way..." He cooed just as crookedly. I turned bright red and looked away but did not stop him from getting what he wanted, I would take control soon enough...

My silver headed roomie pushed himself further back on my legs and undid the fly before kneeling on all fours to help me wriggle out of my sopping jeans, which took my socks with them; he flung these over with my shirt and they landed with a resounding 'Thwop'. The cold set in more and more. As I began to shake uncontrollably, I held out my hand and searched for Riku. Finding him, I pulled him closer so his clothes were touching my bare skin, but the cloth offered no heat and I sighed.

"What?" Riku asked quietly as he fiddled with my hair.

"Now YOUR clothes are in the way, how are you supposed to keep me warm with all this in the way?" I asked, pulling at his open jacket and I heard him chuckle and I, too laughed. I waited for another strike of lightning to find the others shoulders, then slowly removed his jacket. I then simply rested a hand over his heart as the thunder struck with surprising might, making me jump and Riku laugh.

"Hmmm, maybe it is a little chilly in here..." He mused aloud, his skin prickling beneath my touch and I smiled. Feeling his hesitation, I knew it was just the moment I had been waiting for and I thrust myself forward, my lips meeting his as I enclosed my hands around his fore arms, my legs coming out from under him. He hit the floor just as a loud clap of thunder cracked outside the window. I smiled down at him, the splattered rain on the window dancing faintly across his face as he looked up at me, eyes wide. This, of course, only made my smile grow. Before he could comment, I kissed him again, openly and willingly as I propped myself on the others lower stomach, careful to avoid the extra hot mass between his legs. He groaned into me and I undid his pants, getting slightly impatient now. I rip the clothing from his hips leaving him in his boxers, something that would soon be fixed; at this I smiled wickedly to myself. As I brought my hand up from removing his pants, I made a point of 'accidentally' brushing past the now very stiff mass. Riku let out a hiss into my lips and I rested my hand on his stomach, my other hand still on his elbow. I push against the roof of his mouth and dug my hand under his undershirt, beginning to pull it towards his head. I let go of his arm and he lifted his arms above his head. I slipped it off with ease, throwing it somewhere near where he had thrown my clothing as another strike of lightning hit. Then, almost directly after, thunder sounded and the wind blew harder. As the weather got worse, I heard a scratching of claws on the wooden floor, no doubt Bitlett.

We both ignored the dog and locked lips again, this time I let Riku show me what he's got and, let me tell you this, he's got a LOT, and I mean a lot. I groaned longingly into him and slipped my fingers into his waste band. This time, it was Riku who moaned, but more of to say 'oh? An what do you think you're doing?' moan, but I ignored him and waved my fingers into his boxers, my fingers dancing across his hot skin as he continued to tense beneath me.

Just as I went to wrap my hand around the other's member, I heard something odd. Apparently, Riku heard it too and we both stopped, my hand still in his boxers. I look at him with one eyebrow raised and eyes wide and he returns my gaze, then we both burst into laughter.
end Part 1

I know it's kinda long, but I'm having issues with deviant art, where my main account is, so I entered it here, mainly because I really don't want to have the scare of almost losing it like I did tonight. I really like this story but if you want me to add the second part, please comment! It will take 5 comments for me to continue it! So if you want to know what the sound is and how it ends, please comment! Thank you and enjoy!

Your over worked writer,

FangirlYasha~