Hey guys, I'm pretty new to this whole Fanfiction thing, so, don't laugh too bad. Quick little facts bout me, name's Vanessa, 16 living in Nu Joisy and I want to try something new. So, read, review, favorite, follow whatever. Thanks. :)
Update 7/26: This story is about Jack and Vanessa, but of course, what is a love story without conflict? So, there is Kick but you gotta keep reading to get to it!
Vanessa:
It's funny how fame works. For example, I could be on Youtube naked while climbing on a closet and screaming "I WANNA GO TO NARNIA!" But, we don't want Ellen getting that now do we? I was never a risk-taker, couped up in my house with nothing more than my trusty laptop and equally satisfying Playstation 3. I constantly curse myself for my introversion. I can never go to parties, panic and fear consumes me as waves of strangers passed over me like a small ship in rough waters. School had been my only social getaway, even there; my friends were at a minimum. Being a quiet person, you're pretty observant, and you hear things you don't normally hear. I constantly hear stories of failed relationships of people who were never meant to be, torn friendships over bullshit lies told by their "best friend." I always wished I could be that one person to walk up and say "It'll be alright, I'll be your new friend, and I promise, I'll keep you safe from harm." But, the movies make it appear so easy, because in the real world, you do that, and people don't see it as a kind gesture but more as some sneaky move in order for you to rip apart their life from the inside. Sigh, what can you do but just stop, look, shrug, and gossip?
They say high-school is the best years of your life. Well, sorry to break it to you, but you are watching the corniest, crappiest, coming-of-age teenage romantic dramedy that has ever been released on DVD. High-School is like this strange time warp. You've struggled through middle school, where puberty hits you like a giant hormonal wall of confusing feelings and even weirder bodily functions and changes. Trust me, when blood came out of the place that isn't my nose, I thought I was dying of some sort of rare mysterious disease. Oh and best believe, I've had my share of way too many period pants incidents. I was always taught to be yourself, and people will like you. Elementary School was always the "Everyone is your friend, so have fun!"Stage. Suddenly, here comes Middle School, who completely ruined that and said "Make new friends with people you've never met before, and then, you separate with them and forget about them completely!" Middle School also became where people would get into actual relationships, with holding hands, and kissing included. That was the part of middle school I hated the most; the fact that no one ever looked at me in the way I wanted them to see me as. I wanted to be loved. I wanted to hold someone hand, to feel the way his fingers intertwined with mine as we happily walked the hallways without a care in the world. We were in love, so what did it matter? And crushes, they were usually used as a noun, adjective, and a verb. A crush on a guy that you knew you could never get, and then when he gets a girl that he never deserved, your heart gets crushed. Then, you are left to live with that feeling of loneliness and pain with the realization, "No one will ever love me." A little drastic for middle school, but, it was pretty common. Then, suddenly, you come into high school, where you're forced to make an even larger friendbase because you're mixed in with driving legal adults, and guys who need to shave about once a day. I quickly realized High school, if it was anything like Middle School, was going to become my very own special Hellhole.