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First Times....

Summary: She fled Stoneybrook due to a shock that ripped her family apart...But now tragedy has struck and she's asked to come home...But can she forgive and forget...Or will it all become to much again.

Detailed Summary: Kristy Thomas had it all in her first year of high school...

She had her first true love with a guy called Greg.... She had her first time with him...Her first day in position of the Chairman of Student Union. It was a year of firsts...but the most vivid first in her mind is the time she was heartbroken.... And betrayed by somebody nobody who'd have thought off...

AN: This isn't your average love story betrayal this one is gonna be so much grittier (hopefully).

And I'm using a character in a situation hopefully nobody will have expected which should make it better I reckon!

Also sorry bout the review new story situation lol. I was upset that day and I was more upset because I didn't feel ppl were enjoying my stories anymore. So I was fed-up anyway sorry again.

Chapter 1.

Dear Kristy.

It's been a long time since we've been in contact it still pains me that it's like this between us. I'm not blaming you for the loss of contact. It was both parties fault.

I'm sending you this letter now because I have some deeply disturbing and sad news. Karen has just been diagnosed with cancer.

She's not been well for a while. They took some tests and now.... She's starting to undergo treatment. And I need the family to be around her at this time. I understand that you're still hurting but it was 3 years ago now...And I need more than ever for you to be home. He will be here I can guarantee you that. You dont even have to talk to him, you're there for Karen.

Please think about this Kristy I know it's hard and I know this may seem like the last thing you need...But Karen needs us.

All my love

Mum x

Kristy Thomas sat in her living room, a shot of whisky in her hand reading over the letter again and again.

It had been 2 years and 8 months since she'd last been in contact with her mom or her family back there. So much had happened in the 3 years since she'd fled Stoneybrook heartbroken.

She'd managed to move on.... Get a job...nice flat...make new friends. She'd begun to have a normal life again. She was positive.... Happy...strong.

So how come one letter had made her feel like the way she was when she'd fled?

The curtains were drawn and she could see that it was getting light.

She stood up and put the whisky down, the clock on the wall told her she has less than 2 hours to get motivated, dressed and ready to go.... Not to mention getting Jennifer and Matthew ready for the crèche.

She could hear a little girl singing and she steadily walked to the shared bedroom of her two most precious people in her life.

'I love you...you love me.... Were a happy family with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you...won't you say you love me too'

Kristy walked into their shared bedroom. Jennifer's jumped up from where she was playing on the floor with her Barney toy.

'Mommy' He cried as she hurtled into Kristy's legs almost knocking her over.

'Hello my little princess...How are you'

'I'm good mommy...Is it time for cartoons?'

'Sure is'

'Yay' Jennifer ran from Kristy's embrace and to the living room to watch her morning television.

From the corner of her eye she could see a little figure dart behind the cupboard doors.

Kristy grinned.

'Hmmm' She said very loudly ' Now where could my little boy be'

She heard a stifled giggle and she carried on.

'Is he in the bed' She flung back the bed covers 'No now where could he be'

'I'm here Mommy' A voice shouted. Her little boy Matthew flung the cupboard doors open and leapt into her arms.

'Good morning mommy' Matthew said sweetly

'Good morning Matty' Kristy said ruffling his hair affectionately.

Matthew kissed his mother and ran out to watch cartoons with Jennifer.

Kristy tidied up here and there in the twins' bedroom. Mostly the clutter was due to Barbie's or dinosaurs covering the floor.

She felt a crunch as she walked towards the wardrobe doors A shot of pain an from her foot to her ankle.

She moved her foot away and saw a k-nex model slightly ruined.

'Mommy' A little angelic voice interrupted her from close to cursing.

'Yes Jennifer'

'Can I have some breakfast now, mmy tummy's rumbling like winnie the pooh'

'Of course' Kristy walked towards the bedroom door with Jennifer grabbing her hand, as they walked towards the kitchen.

She couldn't go to work. That was simple. She couldn't work with this bombshell that was dumped on her doorstep the night before.

Instead she decided to go for a day of pampering...Hoping it would occupy her mind until 2:30 when the twins would need to be picked up.

And for a while it did work. All she focused on were little things. Shopping. Card. Shopping. Card.

It all came flooding back when she sat down sipping a coffee in her local Starbucks.

He knew she owed it to Karen with her condition to go home.

Karen didn't cause her any of this pain she went through. How come an event that happened 3 years ago could have such a big impact on her life 3 years later.

Kristy let her mind wander as she slipped back to 3 years ago...When her perfect world came crashing down.