Curse Or Blessing?

It was really confusing. Really, really confusing. Why would the Natsume Hyuuga be thinking about a stupid, idiotic, brunette girl anyway? Why did she make his head be filled up with all her thoughts and most importantly, her beautiful wait a minute scratch that, her idiotic smile. But, still her smile could make his stomach feel butterflies and make him happy.

Her sweet strawberry scent can make him feel anger in his life since her scent was once his and her sister's favorite fruit before she died and left him alone in this cruel world. However, he would still get this craving desire of wanting to eat her whenever she steps or gets near him.

Her two pig-tailed hair would also get him irritated that it was always in the same childish way but, took his breath away and made his stomach churn whenever it was let down, making her look like an angel.

Her cherry flavored lips would get him angry when it touched another boy's lips; not that it ever did unless that boy wanted to go to hell in young but imagining if it ever did, would break his heart into tiny little pieces. However, when her cherry flavored lips touched his, it made fireworks go on and off in his stomach.

What made her so special in his life is something that he could never answer into words but in his heart. What made him wanted to protect and hold her forever was something that he had never ever felt in his life before.

How did she ever manage to get a piece of his cold heart when his only best friend was the one who ever mange to do that. How did she ever make him realize that he had a heart when his only best friend never made him realize that. How did she make him smile and make his cold heart melt from time to time.

Was she a curse or a blessing in his life? Should he be glad that fate brought them two together or hatred that she could make him feel this way? Either way, he knew that he felt happier than he had ever had in his life whether she was the one who caused all of this or not.