Darkness, thats all that sourounded me; I could not breath. I heard something whispering softly into my ear. I could only make out one word, "light" the word confused me. But it also excited a part of me that I didn't know existed. The part of myself that was unknown craved this word but it scared me because it ment the abolishion of my darkness. It craved a home and safety.
We already had a home sure it wasn't the best place but it was a home. We had love even though we could't actually feel it so i decided to cut ties with this other self. I could hear it screaming as I did so and I ignored it; by the time I finished the shut down I felt wrong but again I ignored it. Unknown to me the other one was my light balancer and without it our core would slowly and painfully distabalize and I along with my darkness would die but again I did not know this and by the time I did it would be too late to do anything about it. It would be my last fatal mistake.