Title: Gone
Author: Sergeant Maritza Cruz aka SargeCruz
This is just a short little one shot fic that came to me this morning. Hope ya like it.
Gone
He's gone.
Gone forever.
How am I supposed to...?
What am I supposed to...?
I don't understand.
He was gonna be okay.
He was gonna wake up any day now.
Then I get a call saying he's gone. Gone? What the fuck is that supposed to mean? His body's still there. His body's not gone, so how is he gone?
His soul. His beautiful, understanding soul, that defines him. His soul is what's gone.
And it's never coming back.
All that people that he left.
All the people that love him, including me.
How are we supposed to go on?
I'm sorry for everything.
If I caused you pain, I'm sorry, you'll never know how sorry.
Now you'll definitely never know because you're gone.
I wish I took advantage of the time you were here on this earth.
I'm sorry I never visited you in the hospital, until now.
The reason is, I didn't wanna cry over you, but now that your gone, the tears are coming and I can't stop them.
I'm not sure if I want to.
The call said to come say your goodbyes to him. So I left what I was doing and I ran to Mercy. There are so many people here Bosco. You touched so many lives. I never realized how many until now.
There are people watching me thru the glass. Watching me cry. I don't care anymore.
Now I know that your always up there.
Maybe your looking down on me.
Protecting me from who the hell knows what.
Even if your not, I'll still think you are. It hurts less knowing your up there watching me, being my guardian angel.
Bosco, I love you. I always have. From the first moment I saw you, when you got in my way.
And I always will love you. Te amo, mi amor. Te amo.