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Mind playing tricks on me

I woke up in a sweat screaming my mom and step dad rushed into my bedroom.

"Joeanna are you ok?" my stepped dad asked handing me my inhaler; I grabbed it from him taking in air.

"Was it the dream again?" my mom asked rubbing my arm.

"Yeah" I said sheepishly, I hated that dream but it always, always came back.

" honey I promise you were going to get you a new therapist, were going to have to find some time in your schedule, from school, ballet, piano lessons. We'll just have to figure something out. I promise." Mom said, my schedule wouldn't be busy if I didn't have ballet or piano lessons. Don't get me wrong I love ballet I've been doing it since I was four, and piano I like because it's the best thing to remember my dad by and my mom signed me up for that so one day I could be as good as my dad and got to Julliard.

"Alright, I think I'm just going to watch T.V. until I fall asleep." I said grabbing the remote and turning it to family guy my favorite show.

"ok, good night Joe" my step dad said kissing my head" not darling" mom said cutting out my lights and shutting my door.

"Night" I whispered even though they were already going down the stairs to their room. I watched family guy until my eyes felt heavy, I fell into a light sleep not wanting to dream, and I could still hear the T.V.

'Do you feel me Bryan? Do you feel me inside of you?' I laughed mentally at Meg, I was about to fall into a deep sleep when I heard a howl outside my window. I jumped up out of my bed and creped to my window. I leaned up against the wall and peeked out my window to see a big no big doesn't even touch that, a GINORMOUS grey wolf, I haven't seen one this big, I fell to my knees quickly grabbing my inhaler from my drawer. I inhaled air and cringed my eyes shut.' Should I look out again, maybe not? Was this a dream? Why is the same wolf that always attacks me in my nightmares outside my window looking up at it? Maybe it was a dream.' I thought to myself I shook my head trying not to think of the dream.

I crawled over to my bed pulling the covers over it praying that the clock would hurry up and turn to seven o clock so I could get ready for school. You probably won't believe me when I say this but I'm afraid of sleep. I have been ever since I was ten, when my dad died. My mother always tried to lie to me and say he was in a car wreck trying to hide the truth, but I knew what really happened to him. What killed my father was inhuman nothing I've ever seen before, only in movies. I saw everything and I was with him when it happened. I closed my eyes falling asleep.

'Daddy where are we going?' I asked holding on to his hand while he led us up a path.

'It's a secret.' I always hated secrets.

'Come on please just one little hint' I said pleadingly

'Alright were going on a camping trip, mommy is going to meet us up here but she's got to go pick up your surprise.' He said opening the door to our family cabin.

'Wow really I love surprises, I wonder what it is hmm maybe a doll or a-a puppy!' I always wanted a dog.

'I don't know darling you're just going to have to find out when mommy gets here.' He smiled picking me up.

'Until momma gets here let's play hide n go seek, please.' He put me down.

'Ok but, when mommy gets here it's time to eat so stay away from the mud, alright?'

'Got it, you count' I said running outside and behind the tree house.

'50, I'm coming ready or not.' Daddy said running out the house. I could hear footsteps coming around the corner but I knew it wasn't my dad, maybe it was mommy's I thought so I ran from out behind the tree.

'Mommies ho-"I stopped my words, in front of me was a tall women with dark brown curly hair, and blood shot red eyes I couldn't believe what I saw she had pale white skin it looked smooth but she looked deadly.

'Joe, stay there' my dad warned me I did as he said. The women took her eyes off of me and faced my dad she smiled at him and then that last thing I saw was the woman biting my dad's neck and a giant black wolf attacking the women. I blacked out and woke up in a hospital. With my mother crying.

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I slapped my alarm I litterly hate sleeping but this is a different dream then before, why did I dream of the death of my father? I got out of bed and went to the bathroom; I brushed my teeth and took a shower. I decided to sit in the shower, once I was done I blow dried my hair and headed to my room to get dressed, I picked out light blue jeans skinny jeans black converse, a long sleeve grey shirt with a pink tank top underneath. I grabbed my black Beatles hoodie and walked to my mirror I had a nice body I wasn't fat and I wasn't anorexic, I had nice flat stomach but I also I had just right curves. I brushed my hair and put it in a low side pony, my hairs pretty nice its dark brown almost black and a little passed my boobs. You could say I was your average girl about 5'4, but I wasn't you average Quileute I had grey eyes which I got from my dad, he was Italian, my tan skin is from my mom, but mine is is lighter than everyone else's. I took another look at myself then walked downstairs towards the kitchen." Good morning honey, you need a ride to school?" mom asked handing me a plate with eggs, bacon, and toast." Nah I'm good, kims giving me a ride." I said biting into my toast.

"Wow your fifth week of school, and you already have a new friend taking you to school." She laughed rubbing her belly; mom is pregnant and is about to pop.

"Yeah well I'm kind of like her only friend, were both not that social and that's how we became to be friends."

"Well that's good; you have someone just like you. Do you guys have boyfriends?"

"Uhh mom you know I don't really date." I hadn't had a boyfriend in awhile, I wasn't use to guys in my life since my dad, I only like my step dad Alex because he's good to my mom.

"Well you should you're a very beautiful girl, what about Kim does she have a boyfriend?" she asked eating my bacon

"Uh yeah his name is Jared Thail" mom smiled bright.

"GREAT! Maybe Jared has a friend for you, ive seen him hanging out with that one boy Paul he's very cute, I was talking with his mother and we thou-"I cut her off. She what?

"You what! Mom I hate Paul Meraz and I don't want to date him, and I'm pretty sure he hates me to."

"What? Now why would you say that?"

"Because on the first day of school, I bumped into him and he yelled at me, dude has problems like anger issues then he always glares at me and he kisses his girlfriend right in front of me but I can tell he doesn't want to but whatever. Also he wouldn't stop staring at m-"now she cut me off

"Wow wait staring like how?" she asked like she knew.

"Like we were the only two people in the world, I mean it was sweet, but I'm sure it's just a bet with him and Jared." She put her hands on her hips

"Joeanna Audrey Bronson, you do not know it's a bet I'll admit he was an idiot before but he's changed in ways you don't understand. He's different now he's a sweet boy." Uhh she's mad because she's using my full name. and how does she know he changed, not physically but mentally and personally.

"I don't like him and I will not I repeat will not have anything to do with him." I put my hands on my hips mocking her.

"Yes you will little girl, because his mom and I see each other a lot at birthing class and, she invited us over for dinner today so after school get washed up because we're going over there."

MOM!" I shrieked stomping my foot on the ground like a little kid.

"I don't want to hear it missy, now go Kim's here." I saw Kim walking up to the door; I opened it and stormed out.

"What's wrong?" Kim asked getting in the car.

"My poo head mom" I crossed my arms again. And Kim laughed

"Ha-ha what happened?" I told Kim the story as we parked into the schools parking lot.

"And that's why my mother is a poo head." I said as I got out the car and walked to the front of the school with Kim.

"Wow, that's tragic but on the bright side Jared tells me Paul really likes you and your also so his imp-"Kim stopped herself like she was trying to not say something." I mean he says you're important to Paul." She smiled sheepishly as we approached Jared, Jacob, Embry, and Quil.I wondered where Paul was not that I cared.

"Hey beautiful" Jared said kissing Kim gently on the kiss awe so cute I wish someone would treat me like that.

"Hey" Kim giggled like a little Kid.

"Hey Joe" Jared said but looking down at Kim

"Hello Jared, hi boys" I said waving to the guys behind Jared.

"Hey Joe" I received from Jacob and Quil but Embry winked at me. I giggled he's such a cutie. I stood there talking to Jacob, Quil and Embry about cars, which I learned from my daddy. When Mrs. Hooker with her group of stupid robots and her pimp came. (Paul and his girlfriend hazel with Hazel's stupid three amigos). When he came I looked at Kim her eyes pleading me to stay but I couldn't, I walked away I could feel Paul's eyes on me as I walked towards the school entrance. I heard Hazel yelling at Paul for looking at me. 'Why are looking at her? Are you cheating on me Paul?' 'Hazel shut up, why you and your little friends don't go somewhere before you say something stupid then you usually do." She scoffed and walked away from him. Wow he never yelled at her he was always kissing her or touching all over her. The last thing I wanted was to get in the way of Paul and Hazel because it was me who was going to be getting all the glares and mean remarks.