Summary-Can really be true for the young couple, but can they conquer it all?
Disclaimer- I don't own Secret Life Of The American Teenager or the characters
Warnings- Mpreg (Yay!), Lemons, Language, A maybe character death, Drugs and Drinking to come.
Pairings- Ben/Ricky (of course!), And more that I'm just too lazy to type.
A/N:I really hope you guys really like this pairing. Review so I can know where to fix things and just so I can know you love it! Read and Review loves! xx
Ben burst through the doors of his current high school he loathed. It just mocked him from all the sexual tension he has had here and all the tears of frustration. He just pushed everyone who was in his way to the side, not caring who it was.
He was looking for someone- someone who meant something to him. He did but, he doesn't know if he can forgive him for what he did. His heart was in shambles and his brain was torn from all the feelings. He knew the one who shall not be named was somewhere, he didn't have any practice. Once he turned the corner, he spotted him, the man who was and still is playing with his heart.
Once he saw him he yelled to him, "Ricky Underwood! Those rumors better not be true!" He didn't care who heard or who saw. They were open about their relationship, everyone so confused how a new freshman pulled a stud sophomore. Ricky may have been young, but he was good looking.
They were both open about their relationship. They haven't even been dating long before his happened. This Amy girl was just a freshman was just as he was, what the hell was wrong with Ricky? He remembers how they first met, but that doesn't matter at this point, he had to talk with Ricky.
Ricky was walking with some of his jock friends about to leave. When he finally turned around he mouthed 'oh shit' when he finally turned around. By then many students turned to see how this was all about to play out. Ben had his fists clenched and his face seethed with anger.
"How could you!" He screamed at Ricky not caring who heard. Ricky was scratching the back of his neck at loss for words.
"It just...Happened, you know?"
"How can getting someone pregnant just 'happen'?" By then Ricky was trying to calm him down. Wrapping his arms around his waist, trying to whisper soft things like 'I'm sorry' or 'It won't happen again'. The reason why Ben was so mad was because, that was around the time he and Ricky was first a couple. They were a new couple but Ben felt so much for Ricky and vice versa.
"Look babe, you're making a scene. How about me and you go talk an-" Ben threw his bag on the floor and left Ricky with the words in his mouth. Ricky muttered a 'damn it' and picked up Bens' bag following him.
"I'll catch up with you guys some other time, I gotta cool him down, you know?" His friends nodded understanding while Ricky gave dirty glances to those who still sat and watched the duo.
Once he walked out he found Ben crawled up on the bench directly outside the door. He was crying and didn't want to stay to hear what Ricky had to say, but he had to.
"Why," Ben started. "Why should I listen to the bullshit you have to tell me. You slept with her, and I have to just roll over and deal with it. I mean, she is fucking pregnant Ricky, Pregnant. What do you have to say for yourself?"
Truthfully, Ricky had no idea what to tell him. He was right. It was a sober mistake, not drunken, and he had no idea what to tell his tear stained lover. He guessed to say 'you're right' is a start.
"I love you, you know that right?" Ben slowly and weakly nodded while Ricky continued,"We can get through it, alright? She's nothing to me, ok?" He heard a cup drop behind him. Ricky turned slowly as Ben started to raise his head to the noise. It was Amy. The famous girl everyone talked about. She looked like she was about to burst into tears. She stuttered over her words clumsily.
"I-Is that true? That night meant nothing?" Ricky didn't want to hurt the girl and he damn well didn't want to hurt his boyfriend as much as he did.
He shrugged weakly and sat on the bench wrapping his arms around a weeping Ben.
"It didn't, I just thought of it as a one night stand. I didn't mean for this to happen. But I'm going to be an adult here and say I'm sorry. Alright?" He glanced down at Ben and back to Amy. She was accompanied by two friends.
"I love Ben but I'll support you if that means something." Amy just kept shaking her head saying 'this can't be happening' over and over again. While she started crying, Ricky gathered Ben and his bag, leaving the girl.
Ben's crying started letting up while he was pushed gently into Ricky's car. After a while of them driving Ben finally spoke up about where he was being taken.
"Where are we going?"
"Beach."
"Why?"
"It's a great place to go when you feel down."
Ricky was right but he wanted more than that. He wanted to move into a cabin on the mountains surrounded by woods with a lake in the backyard, that was all he wanted. And to be with Ricky of course. But nothing was how Ben planned it, nothing goddamn it.
Once they reached the waves of the beach, Ben was asleep. He had to be slapped awake.
"Hm, what? Are we here?" Ricky just nodded in response and got out the car.
"I'm still surprised you fell asleep since it was a 1 hour drive."
"He Ricky?" Ben asked with wonder.
"Yea babe?"
"You think Amy'll keep the baby?" That wasn't what Ricky was expecting to hear. He was at loss for words.
"I-I I don't know, I hope so. That is the first girl I ever impregnated so I really hope so." Ben snorted while getting out the car to stand next to Ricky.
"And how do you know she is the only one you impregnated?" Ricky side-eyed him.
"Don't jinx me now, I'm lucky she's the only one." Ben started laughing while Ricky ran to the ocean, his clothes coming off in the process. Ben walked behind him gathering the clothes he left behind. Ben stared at him like a scolding mother but was still very happy to say the least.
"You coming in?"
"If you promise to never cheat again then...Maybe." Ricky thought about it while getting out the water. To Ben he looked incredibly sexy in only a pair of plain black boxer shorts, he was to be the only one there to see it.
"I pinky promise," He said holding out his pinky finger with a smile. Ben hesitantly grabbed onto it with his and Ricky grabbed him into a surprise kiss. Before he knew what happened, he was thrown into the chilling cold ocean.
"Damn it Ricky.."
"I know you love me though. Right?" Ben groaned as Ricky got on top of him to give him a quick peck laughing.
"I'll take that as a yes, now get undress so we can swim all night."
They swam 'till the bright sun was setting colors of beautiful red, orange and pink. Ricky had Ben's flushed from all the wrestling and kissing throughout the time they were there. Ben didn't think of the baby problem and neither did Ricky. They started walking back to the car but not to leave, but to sit on the roof and stare at the gorgeous horizon. After a few minutes of silence Ricky spoke up.
"You know I love you, right?" Ben nodded but Ricky wanted more.
"Say it." Ben started breathing heavily, not being able to say it. Ricky climbed on top of his lover, forcing him to stare him, his hands clenching his ears hardly.
"I-I-I lo-" Ben bit his lip and looked away.
"Almost there baby.. Just say it." Ben took a deep breath almost closing his eyes.
"Do you trust me?" Ben slowly nodded.
"Do you love me?"
"Yes, I love you."
"That's all i need to hear. I love you too." Once the sweet tender words left his mouth Ricky was all over him. Ben just wrapped his legs around his waist and his arms around his neck to let him do everything. they went from the top of the car to the back seat of his car. Ricky closed the door and was thanking god the sun was going down so no one could see all the things he'd do to his beautiful virgin boyfriend. Once he Ben hot and hard he stopped.
"What?" Ben asked sitting up on his elbows looking up and Ricky with lust.
"You sure you want to do this? I mean, I thought you were sill mad at me and.." His voice trailed off when Ben took off his boxers and spread his legs in a wanting fashion.
"I guess that's a yes." Once he has that yes he dove straight into his wonderful body, touching everywhere with such care and tenderness. Once he drifted downwards Ben was in a twist of lust, love and desire. His new found love for Ricky and his sweet tongue licking all over his entrance. Ben knew he was experienced at what he did, but he didn't care. Ricky promised, pinky promised him. It had to be true.
His thoughts stopped when he felt a strong pressure threatening to come in him. He groaned loudly letting his lover know that it wasn't the best feeling he ever came upon. Ricky stopped his movement and looked down at the gorgeous man with the pain riddled down his face. Once he saw the pain stopped, he began thrusting into him.
"The pain'll be over in a sec baby, I promise." Ricky promised before and he promised again, Ben trusted this man. He was going to stick with him 'till forever if you could make sense of the phrase. Ricky leaned down into his boyfriends neck, nibbling into the soft flesh. Ben was getting use to the feeling and his moans were staring to break through to Ricky's ears. The pain and pleasure sent vibrations through Ben.
"I love you, I love you so much, I'm sorry I haven't said it earlier but I love you so damn much."
"Fuck Ben, I love you too. I feel like my nuts are about to explode." He moved to come out of him but Ben held his hips to keep him in.
"It feels so good baby, let's just enjoy it." Ricky was skeptical but did as his boyfriend said. He had to thank Ben later because of the amazing feeling he was given. Both shuddered at the same time and moaned equally as loud. Ricky collapsed on his lover, sweaty and breathing heavy.
"Ricky?"
"Hm?"
"I love you." Ricky chuckled.
"Oh I know you do, I seriously know you do."
When Ricky finally pulled up and Ben's house it was near 1 in the morning. Ben was bound to wake his father up. He glanced at his boyfriend then at the house that was waiting for him. He sighed and reached in the back to grab his bag. Once he had it sat in his lap he was at loss for what to say. Ricky at least started talking.
"Baby, I want you to know that I'm really sorry for everything I ever did and that I meant to tell you. I never meant for it to turn out the way it did. I just-" He was in engulfed in a hot, warm, and sloppy kiss by his loving and understanding boyfriend. Ricky knew he was forever.
"Just wanted to know I love you.." Ben gave a humorous smile and laughed and pecked him on his cheek one last time.
"I'll see you in school Monday."
"You too baby." Ben got out the car and strode up to the house. He waved back at Ricky and wasn't shocked when he saw him wave back. He just knew his boyfriend looks out for him. He took his house key out his pocket and unlocked the door being welcomed by silence. He closed the door slowly and locked it glancing around the place.
"Dad?" He shrugged and dropped his bag at the front of the steps and went up the stairs.
"Ben Boykewich," His father started. "Where the hell have you been." Ben Jumped when he heard his fathers voice waiting for him at the top of the stairs sitting by a side table and a lamp on.
"Jesus, Dad." He shook his sudden fear off and looked at him. "I was out with Ricky. He thought we needed some time to think."
His father sighed. "I know about Amy, I know it's tough on you and him, but call me damn it." He groaned when he heard his father knew about Amy but nodded and went for his room. He was surprised his father let him off so easily but he assumed it was just because of the weekend and no class tomorrow.
"And don't think I'm going soft on you! I'm just being nice because of Amy!" Ben threw a laugh over his shoulder and shut his bedroom door. He knew his father had a problem with him being gay but he was glad his father accepted him. He dropped on the bed with a 'huff' thinking about Amy and what was to come of him and his boyfriend. He knew Ricky was his but did Amy know that? He hoped so, Ricky was his and only his. He took him to mountains he had no idea existed and he made sure he came back safely.
It was just something he was going to have to learn to deal with. It was the price to pay to be with someone so amazing as Ricky.
