Disclaimer: Don't own Harry Potter or any characters.
So not what I was expecting from my next fic! But I'm feeling kinda off lately and this helped so I thought I'd share. Characters are AU but story is simple to follow.
"I don't even know anymore with you Gin, what's going on? Don't you remember the days when we were best friends, when we would sit down and talk and enjoy each others company? Now I sit there and you sit there and it doesn't feel like you're there at all."
"What are you talking about"? Ginny said looking extremely puzzled.
"I miss you, I miss being best friends."
"We are best friends, I don't know what you're talking about?" She really wasn't getting the picture.
"Things are different, drastically different, the past year has been so tough on us both and I'm glad you and Harry are happy, I really am, but I can't help feeling you and him don't want me around anymore."
"I really don't know what you're talking about. Hermione me and you will always be best friends. I know me and you have had a tough year and I know you're hurting but please never feel like that. We want you around."
"Do you really? I know you guys are so happy together but after everything that has gone on with Ron I find it so hard to watch couples. It makes me remember so much."
"I know it does but please don't think we don't want you, we do. I know you're having a hard time but please try and be happy?"
"O.K I'll try." I don't want to push it anymore. Her and Harry deserve to be happy and I'm happy that they are but I can't help but feel second to him, feel not wanted. I'm trying to rebuild myself after Ron leaving but it's hard and I don't exactly know what I'm doing. I have put up a facade and that's what people see, sometimes I even trick myself into thinking that that's me. But it's not, I don't know who I am anymore.
I don't know what to do or think or say or feel anymore and I just miss my best friend. And she has no clue.