That look in your eyes.
It was her first night in his bed, she woke up and he was not by her side. The first thing she noticed was a smell of pancakes coming from the kitchen, then it was the music. Frank Sinatra, really Deeks.
"Fly me to the moon" was flowing from the speakers and she felt like she was in a movie, how did she got so lucky to find a man like him. He woke up before her and started to make breakfast and that music flew right to her heart. Then she opened her eyes and she found him leaning against the doorway with his arms crossed and just looked at her, a look she would only describe as love and admiration. From the look on his face she didn´t think he had seen that she was awake, that look scared her so she closed them again but also to get a few more minutes of sleep. She must have fallen asleep because the next thing she remembered he was sitting next to her and stroking her hair away from her face, she smiled at him and opened her eyes.
"Good morning beautiful" he said and leaned down to kiss her lips, she returned gladly and grabbed his neck to hold him close
"Good morning" she said as they pulled away.
"I made pancakes" he smiled at her
"I can smell that, you didn´t have to we could have just grabbed something on the way to work" she smiled at him and kissed him again. She looked at her phone and sighed before she turned to him again.
"I have to get up" she said and he leaned down to kiss her again, she tried to push him away as he was getting a little too into their morning activity, he grabbed her hands and pushed them down.
"Deeks I have to get up if we are going to work on time" she laughed at him and gave him one last kiss before she left the bed, grabbing her cloths on her way to the bathroom. Once she had closed the door all she could think about was that look in his eyes, that look scared her more than she would admit. A part of her wanted to ask him about it but the other part wanted to run. She knew she promised him not to run anymore from him or their thing but habits die hard, she got dressed and walked out into the kitchen and saw him putting their pancakes on plates and getting glasses.
"You okay?" he asked as she came up behind him and kissing his neck
"Yea why wouldn´t I be?" she asked and get beside him so she could look at him
"You have just been in there for like 10 minutes" he said and wrapped his arms around her waist.
"I´m just thinking too much, you know I´m good at that" she smiled at him and looked into his eyes, she had nothing to fear she was sure this man would not hurt her, but her mind was not with her this morning. She bit her lip and looked down and he knew something was wrong.
"Kens tell me what´s wrong, all in remember" he smiled at her and waited for her to say something.
"It´s not just one thing, my minds telling me one thing and my hearts telling me something else, I just have to get them on the same page that´s all" she smiled at him
"Okay but you will tell me if something is wrong" he smirked at her and leaned down to kiss him.
She leaned up to connect their lips but he pulled back
"Promise me" he smirked at her with his lips only a few inches from hers.
"I promise" she said before she connected their lips in a passionate kiss.