All my life, I've never had a father. I lived with my mother and only my
mother. I never had blood brothers or anything like that, but I did have 2
very good friends who were like my brothers. Jeff and Matt Hardy the WWE
superstars. We grew up together. We were always around eachother and when
we weren't, we were on the phone with one another. I got to know their
father Gil Hardy. He was a sweet man. When the boys were on the road
wrestling, I would go over and hang around with Mr.Hardy.Anyways....let me
tell you my sad tale I call life.
It was a day like any other day, or so I thought. I woke up and took a shower. Usually my mother is in the kitchen making alot of noise, but there was silence this morning.
"Mom? Mom you here?" I called out.
There was no answer. I looked into the kitchen and I screamed.
"MOM!"
I saw my mom lying on the floor holding a empty bottle of pills. I ran to the phone in the kitchen and dialed 911. The ambulance arrived their and pronounced her dead. I was in shock. Everything gone just like that. Why did she do it? Why did she leave me? I did the only think I could think of and that is run. Run to the Hardy's house. I knew Matt and Jeff were ont he road, but Gil would be there.The more I thought about my mom being dead the more I ran. I ran about 3 miles when I finally got to his house. I knocked rapidly.
"What the...Patience what's wrong honey? Why you crying?" Gil said as he opened the door.
I couldn't answer. All I could do was cry. He led me inside and to his couch. He handed me and tissue and then just held me. I don't know how long we stayed like that, but I finially ran out of tears. I took the tissue and wiped off the tears on my face and then I softly blew my nose.
"Now Patience, what's a matter? What made you breakddown like this?" Gil gently asked.
"I came down stairs. Usually I hear mom making breakfast in the kitchen, but today it was silent. I walked into the kitchen and....and she was lying on the floor holding an empty bottle of pills. I called 911 and they came over. They said she was dead. She commited suicide" I broke down crying agian.
He held and rocked me as I cried. I cried myself to sleep in his arms. He picked me up and carried me into Jeff's old room. After covering me up he left closing the door. He walked to the phone and was going to dial his son's number, but a knock at the door stopped him. He put down the phone and walked tot he door. In front of him was an officer.
"Hello sir. Sorry to bother you, but are you Mr.Hardy?"
"Yes sir. How may I help you?"
"May I come in?"
"Please do" Gil said as he left the officer in.
The officer and Gil sat down.
"This morning Carly Corbin commited suicide."
"Yes...um...her daughter Patience arrived her a short while ago and told me."
"She was here?"
"Yes, she is in the other room sleeping."
"Well I am glad she is here because we found a note from Ms. Corbin. She stated that she wants her daughter to live with you. Now if you would like to adopt her their is some paper work to be filed. If you decide you don't want to adopt her, we can take her and get her into foster care being that she is only 17."
"No way is she going into foster care. No I will adopted her."
"Okay, here's the number of the adoption play. Call them and make an appointment. Then just fill out the papers and she is yours"
"Thank you officer" Gil said as they shook hands.
The officer nodded and left. Gil called and made an appointment for the next day. Then he called Jeff and Matt and told them everything. They were going to ask Vince for some time off. In which they got, so they would be there the next day. I woke up and hoped it was all a nightmare and that my mom was still alive. I looked around. I was in Jeff's room. Oh no! Please don't let it be true. I walked out of the room and saw Gil watching TV on the couch. He turned around and saw me.
"Hey sweetie. Come here for a sec. I need to talk to you"
I nodded and walked to him. I sat right next to him and leaned against him. He put his arm around me and held me.
"What did you need to talk about?"
"An officer came by while you were asleep. The police found a note from your mom"
"What did it say?" I asked as tears came rolling down my cheeks?"
"It said that your mom wanted you to live with me.I know this is hard and alot to take in, but...I would like it if you lived with me"
"I would like that too" I cried.
"Shh...don't cry sweetie or you'll make me cry and if I cry I might rust since I am so old." He said, trying to get me to laugh.
Hey it worked. I laughed as I wiped my tears.
"You're not that old" I laughed
"Sure I am. I am wrinkly. I need snuggle dryer sheets."
I laughed harder.
"That's the girl I know. Laughing at a wrinkly, rust, old man." Gil laughed
"Sorry" I said trying to stop laughing.
I knew Gil was trying to make me feel better and trying to keep me occupied so I don't think about my mom. It worked a little, but I still thought about her. Every time I closed my eyes I saw her body. It was cold to the touch. She was all blue. Why did she leave me? Why didn't she stay here with me? My thoughts were rattled when Gil waved his hand in front of my face. I blinked a few times and looked at him.
"Sorry. I just spaced out."
"Its okay. I was just asking you if you are hungry"
"No thanks, but thanks for asking"
"Okay, you just tell me when you are hungry okay?"
"Okay. Can I get some paper and a pencil?"
"Sure, its in Jeff's room in his closet. He has tons of them. Help yourself."
"Thanks" I said as I got up to go into Jeff's room."
I went into his closet and there was tons of notebooks in them. I saw a new one and opened it. Nothing in it good. I grabbed a pencil off his desk and sat on his bed. I started writing a song about my mom.
When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you soaring by the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you
For all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Well you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
You're love made me make it through
Oh I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you soaring by the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you
For all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now for all the ways
You were right there for me
(You were right there for me)
You were right there for me
For always
In my dreams I'll always see you soaring by the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you
For all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be
There you'll be....
I put down my pencil and paper and turned and cried into Jeff's pillow. His scent is still in the pillow. It is comforting to me. It makes me feel so safe. I fall fast asleep. I woke up about 2 hours later and I walked out in to the living room to find Gil watching my favorite movie. Apollo 13. I join him on the couch. He puts his arm around me and I lean into him. I'm so lucky to have a guy like him be my father figure in my life.
A/n: What will happen when Jeff and Matt come home? dun dun dun!!!!!
It was a day like any other day, or so I thought. I woke up and took a shower. Usually my mother is in the kitchen making alot of noise, but there was silence this morning.
"Mom? Mom you here?" I called out.
There was no answer. I looked into the kitchen and I screamed.
"MOM!"
I saw my mom lying on the floor holding a empty bottle of pills. I ran to the phone in the kitchen and dialed 911. The ambulance arrived their and pronounced her dead. I was in shock. Everything gone just like that. Why did she do it? Why did she leave me? I did the only think I could think of and that is run. Run to the Hardy's house. I knew Matt and Jeff were ont he road, but Gil would be there.The more I thought about my mom being dead the more I ran. I ran about 3 miles when I finally got to his house. I knocked rapidly.
"What the...Patience what's wrong honey? Why you crying?" Gil said as he opened the door.
I couldn't answer. All I could do was cry. He led me inside and to his couch. He handed me and tissue and then just held me. I don't know how long we stayed like that, but I finially ran out of tears. I took the tissue and wiped off the tears on my face and then I softly blew my nose.
"Now Patience, what's a matter? What made you breakddown like this?" Gil gently asked.
"I came down stairs. Usually I hear mom making breakfast in the kitchen, but today it was silent. I walked into the kitchen and....and she was lying on the floor holding an empty bottle of pills. I called 911 and they came over. They said she was dead. She commited suicide" I broke down crying agian.
He held and rocked me as I cried. I cried myself to sleep in his arms. He picked me up and carried me into Jeff's old room. After covering me up he left closing the door. He walked to the phone and was going to dial his son's number, but a knock at the door stopped him. He put down the phone and walked tot he door. In front of him was an officer.
"Hello sir. Sorry to bother you, but are you Mr.Hardy?"
"Yes sir. How may I help you?"
"May I come in?"
"Please do" Gil said as he left the officer in.
The officer and Gil sat down.
"This morning Carly Corbin commited suicide."
"Yes...um...her daughter Patience arrived her a short while ago and told me."
"She was here?"
"Yes, she is in the other room sleeping."
"Well I am glad she is here because we found a note from Ms. Corbin. She stated that she wants her daughter to live with you. Now if you would like to adopt her their is some paper work to be filed. If you decide you don't want to adopt her, we can take her and get her into foster care being that she is only 17."
"No way is she going into foster care. No I will adopted her."
"Okay, here's the number of the adoption play. Call them and make an appointment. Then just fill out the papers and she is yours"
"Thank you officer" Gil said as they shook hands.
The officer nodded and left. Gil called and made an appointment for the next day. Then he called Jeff and Matt and told them everything. They were going to ask Vince for some time off. In which they got, so they would be there the next day. I woke up and hoped it was all a nightmare and that my mom was still alive. I looked around. I was in Jeff's room. Oh no! Please don't let it be true. I walked out of the room and saw Gil watching TV on the couch. He turned around and saw me.
"Hey sweetie. Come here for a sec. I need to talk to you"
I nodded and walked to him. I sat right next to him and leaned against him. He put his arm around me and held me.
"What did you need to talk about?"
"An officer came by while you were asleep. The police found a note from your mom"
"What did it say?" I asked as tears came rolling down my cheeks?"
"It said that your mom wanted you to live with me.I know this is hard and alot to take in, but...I would like it if you lived with me"
"I would like that too" I cried.
"Shh...don't cry sweetie or you'll make me cry and if I cry I might rust since I am so old." He said, trying to get me to laugh.
Hey it worked. I laughed as I wiped my tears.
"You're not that old" I laughed
"Sure I am. I am wrinkly. I need snuggle dryer sheets."
I laughed harder.
"That's the girl I know. Laughing at a wrinkly, rust, old man." Gil laughed
"Sorry" I said trying to stop laughing.
I knew Gil was trying to make me feel better and trying to keep me occupied so I don't think about my mom. It worked a little, but I still thought about her. Every time I closed my eyes I saw her body. It was cold to the touch. She was all blue. Why did she leave me? Why didn't she stay here with me? My thoughts were rattled when Gil waved his hand in front of my face. I blinked a few times and looked at him.
"Sorry. I just spaced out."
"Its okay. I was just asking you if you are hungry"
"No thanks, but thanks for asking"
"Okay, you just tell me when you are hungry okay?"
"Okay. Can I get some paper and a pencil?"
"Sure, its in Jeff's room in his closet. He has tons of them. Help yourself."
"Thanks" I said as I got up to go into Jeff's room."
I went into his closet and there was tons of notebooks in them. I saw a new one and opened it. Nothing in it good. I grabbed a pencil off his desk and sat on his bed. I started writing a song about my mom.
When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you soaring by the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you
For all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Well you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
You're love made me make it through
Oh I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you soaring by the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you
For all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now for all the ways
You were right there for me
(You were right there for me)
You were right there for me
For always
In my dreams I'll always see you soaring by the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you
For all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be
There you'll be....
I put down my pencil and paper and turned and cried into Jeff's pillow. His scent is still in the pillow. It is comforting to me. It makes me feel so safe. I fall fast asleep. I woke up about 2 hours later and I walked out in to the living room to find Gil watching my favorite movie. Apollo 13. I join him on the couch. He puts his arm around me and I lean into him. I'm so lucky to have a guy like him be my father figure in my life.
A/n: What will happen when Jeff and Matt come home? dun dun dun!!!!!