im not sure what this feeling is.
i feel like something terrible is going to happen.
im not sure what it is.
but i think it has to do with you.
it scares me.
i need to get to you somehow.
need to speak to you somehow.
i hate this.
i now know there is no way back to you.
it's happening again.
im being pulled from the place i love.
im tired.
no matter what i do nothing will ever get better.
i close my eyes and i see you.
i lsten and i here your whistle.
im not sure what to do.
this isnt a life.
im so far away from you.
and it hurts me.
i run and run and i cant find you.
i look.
all i see is darkness.
but one thing confuses me.
if im dead.
how come everytime i close my eyes i see and here you?
its almost as if you are closing your eyes an doing the exact same thing.
there is a conection.
im not giving up.
as long as you wait for me.
ill continue searching.
and i will reach you.
love is our conection.
it is eternal.
and it will bring us back together...