As If In A Dream

by Standupdoutei

Standing in the rain, I pondered myself. I pondered who I was, who I am , and who I will become. After all of this searching, I sit here with my hands soaked in his blood and ask myself, “What next?”

1. The Rain

As If In A Dream

The Rain

Chapter 1

Standing in the rain, I pondered myself. I pondered who I was, who I am , and who I will become. Someone who was so full of hate, so passionate about the revenge I so desperately wanted, never learned to control my emotions. I was a walking rollercoaster. I knew my face didn't show it, but the turmoil inside has effected me greatly. I never thought I would get to this point in my life because of my emotions. I was attached to my past. The people concerning my past and the connections I had with them. I knew I had this connection when she begged me not to leave. The very moment she confessed her love for me I knew I couldn't forget her. I knew I HAD to leave after that. Not because I had to avenge my clan, but because I was terrified at what I was feeling. That night, was the first night I had ever felt that warm, bubbling feeling. It has settled itself in the pit of my stomach and hasn't left in three years. I knew it was there, under the rage and sadness, but I ignored it, thinking it would go away. I can feel it welling up inside of me as I think about this. I shook it out of my head and looked at the cold lifeless body in front of me. After all of this searching, I sit here with my hands soaked in his blood and ask myself, "What next?"

Author's Note

This is my first EVER fanfic and I hope everyone likes it. It is a SasuxSaku if you haven't noticed... It takes place after Sasuke kills Itachi.

Thanks for reading this and PLEASE REVIEW!! I need all the help I can get. There is more to come! YAY! Datte bayo!