Title: Cut
Fandom: Bleach
Ratings/Warnings: M. Squint for Gin x Kira. Attempted suicide, Yaoi
Pairing: Shuuhei x Kira
Disclaimer: I don't own Bleach
AN: This story takes place entirely in Sereitei.
Cut
Prologue
Cut it.
Cut it.
I forced the sharp steel to move.
One deep and harsh slice through the skin.
Blood.
A lovely crimson red gushes out of the torn flesh.
I lie on the floor, unmoving, allowing the pretty red to seep out.
I am such a failure. Shameful. Weak.
The world didn't need me anymore.
So it's okay to leave.
Now, my soul feels light, so peaceful, so right.
Relief, anger, sadness all meshed up together, vanishing. I am glad.
A minute passed.
It's all leaving me now. Going away. Hopefully forever.
Than I won't have to feel the pain of doing this again.
Pleaseletitbeover.
I close my eyes.
Let it all go.
Memories of disgusting caresses. Fake words of love.
Everything he said.
I could now only smell the coppery smell of my blood. Gushing out like tap water.
I am free now. Nobody would see me die.
But why, why do I hear a faint thumping of hurried footsteps.
"Fuck, Kira!"
I re-opened my eyes slightly. Just a tiny opening. All I could see was a blurry outline of someone looking at me. Is it an angel here to take me away? Because I would gladly let them.
"Damnit, why did you do this?"
Warm flesh touched mine, running its fingers through my hair.
The touch feels gentle, familiar and kind.
It quickly left and I felt someone heaving me up and carrying me.
Whoever it is started running. Fast.
My mind drifted off.