It was wrong , i knew that , but it didnt stop me from thinking it. i mean, this man, this statue of a man, made my ovaries feel like they were going to explode. i couldnt help it no matter what anyone said, he was it for me.

Edward Anthony Mason Cullen was the beautiful man that fathered me Isabella Marie Swan Cullen.

I was obsessed with my father.

My mother, from what i've heard she was amazing i wish i could of met her, but she died at child birth, she got pregnant at the age of 17, she suffered from too much blood loss. my dad was left alone at the age of 17 while balancing a baby as well as being able to get a carrer, being handsome still looking like he was in his early twenties.

He was a local doctor and we lived in a small town in Forks, the rest of our family lived in England. Ma and Pa are great they spoil me rotten and a day doesnt go by were i thank God for giving me them. Aunt Alice and Aunt Rosalie were my female sisterly figures, since we all grew up together, Uncle Emmett aka The bear and Uncle Jasper whats there to say about them ? Their awesome.

i was now at the age of 17 my birthday was only a week away, and i couldnt wait.

'Hey honey ?' my dad was early, that was weird he usually only gets out at around 9 its only 5, maybe something was wrong?

'yeah dad, is everything okay?'

'more than okay, i just got off an early shift and i wanted to take my beautiful daughter out to dinner and a movie, so without further ado, Miss. Isabella Cullen would you grant me the honor of being my date tonight?' he bent down in a courtesy and held out his hand.

if only he was being serious and really asking me on a date, though i know that it could never be. 'i would love too' grasping his hand.

30 minutes later we were heading out to Port Angles to see a movie, but something wasnt right.

'hey dad' he turned his head towards me agnologing ' whats up ?'

he laughed 'what do you mean?'

'like today, everythings out of the norm, ive never seen you come home early after a shift all smily' he tried to fight it but i could see that he wanted to smile, but at what.

he pulled into the parking space at the Cinema and didnt talk the entire time,leaving me despreat for payed for us to see the newset action film, as he knew i wouldnt waste my time on pathetic chick flicks. we sat down in the middle back seats and didnt talk as the adverts went on,the movie was about to start when i couldnt hold it in any longer ' your going to have to talk to me sometime or another and i expect answers.' i turned towards the screen for the next 2 hours.

we were heading outside when he started talking ' your right, something did happen today, you know that new doctor that came into town?'

'um yeah ?'

'well shes called Tanya and she really nice, i think you would like her,' he whispered the last part 'maybe this is what we need' then he looked up at me ' i asked her to come to your party'

i stopped sharply and turned around, my whole body felt like it was burning

'you what ?' i said deadly

'Bella, i just think that you would like her , and she seems like a really good female influnce'

i had MY family to help me with things like this, and although shes not here anymore i would forever hold her in my heart as my one and only mother no matter what anyone said 'i dont need anything ! i've been doing fine these pass 17 years.' then it struck me why he invited her to MY pary 'i know why you think shes nice, you just want a good bone dont you?! Mums no longer in the picture, is your hand getting raw ? huh ? This isnt about me ! This is about YOU ! And how dare you, think that anyone can take MY MOTHERS PLACE ! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE!' i was fuming !

'Bella...'

'DONT TALK TO ME ! I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU, TALK TO YOU OR HEAR YOU , JUST LEAVE ME ALONE' i was so distressed i couldnt think straight, my eyes were stinging from all the unshead tears, building up, i started running along the path sething with anger, i needed to get away.

i could hear him running after me 'BELLA ! PLEASE! STOP! '

i kept on running , i knew i wasnt going to get away from him, anytime soon , so i did something stupid, i ran into the forest and went in as deep as i could.